Halle Butler

A biting satire of the false promise of reinvention, by a National Book Foundation 5 Under 35 honoree and Granta Best Young American Novelist I'm still trying to make the dream possible: still might finish my cleaning project, still might sign up for that yoga class, still might, still might. I step into the shower and almost faint, an image of taking the day by the throat and bashing its head against the wall floating in my mind. Thirty-year-old Millie just can't pull it together. Misanthropic and morose, she spends her days killing time at a thankless temp job until she can return home to her empty apartment, where she oscillates wildly between self-recrimination and mild delusion, fixating on all the little ways she might change her life. Then she watches TV until she drops off to sleep, and the cycle begins again. When the possibility of a full-time job offer arises, it seems to bring the better life she's envisioning - one that involves nicer clothes, fresh produce, maybe even financial independence - within reach. But with it also comes the paralyzing realization, lurking just beneath the surface, of just how hollow that vision has become. Darkly hilarious and devastating, The New Me is a dizzying descent into the mind of a young woman trapped in the funhouse of American consumer culture.

A ferocious novel by one of the boldest voices in American fiction and the author of The New Me, the “definitive work of millennial literature” (The New Yorker) Margaret Anne (“Moddie”) Yance had just returned to her native land in the Midwestern town of X, to mingle with the friends of her youth, to get back in touch with her roots, and to recover from a stressful decade of living in the city in a small apartment with a man she now believed to be a megalomaniac or perhaps a covert narcissist. So begins Halle Butler's sadistically precise and hilarious Banal Nightmare, which follows Moddie as she abruptly ends her long-term relationship and moves back to her Midwestern hometown, throwing herself at the mercy of her old friends as they, all suddenly tipping toward middle age, go to parties, size each other up, obsess over past slights, and dream of wild triumphs and elaborate revenge fantasies. When her friend Pam invites a mysterious East Coast artist to take up a winter residency at the local university, Moddie has no choice but to confront the demons of her past and grapple with the reality of what her life has become. As the day of reckoning approaches, friends will become enemies, enemies will become mortal enemies, and old loyalties will be tested to their extreme. Banal Nightmare is filled with complicated characters who will dazzle you in their rendering just as often as they will infuriate you with their decisions. Halle Butler singularly captures the volatile, angry, aggrieved, surreal and entirely disorienting atmosphere of the modern era.

Megan, recently out of college and working a meaningless job as a gastroenterologist's secretary, openly hates all of her friends for being happy and successful. She makes herself feel better by obsessively critiquing the behavior of her coworker, Jillian, a rapid cycling, grotesque optimist, whose downfall is precipitated by the purchase of a dog.

Trzydziestoletnia Millie jest rozczarowana życiem i nudną codziennością. Wolny czas spędza, oglądając seriale i pijąc piwo, póki nie zaśnie na kanapie, by rano obudzić się w identycznej rzeczywistości. Nie lubi swojej najlepszej przyjaciółki i mimo upływu czasu wciąż nie może pogodzić się z rozstaniem z chłopakiem. Nie ma też wymarzonej pracy ani celu zawodowego, przez większość czasu chwyta się tymczasowych zajęć, których nienawidzi, ale wie, że musi się z czegoś utrzymać. Z letargu wyrywa ją mglista wizja awansu, która jednak jest równie iluzoryczna, co chwilowy przypływ motywacji do działania. Czarna satyra Butler, pełna cierpkiego, cynicznego humoru, to przede wszystkim ponury obraz sytuacji młodych ludzi na rynku pracy. Głowna bohaterka balansuje pomiędzy kreowanym przez media poczuciem, że każdy musi osiągnąć zawodowe spełnienie, a bardzo ograniczonymi możliwościami znalezienia pracy, która miałaby sens i gwarantowała stabilizację finansową. Butler nie daje czytelnikowi prostych odpowiedzi, ale pozwala na chwilę rozbawienia, współczucia dla samego siebie i refleksji nad amerykańską kulturą konsumencką.

The "sublimely awkward and hilarious" (Chicago Tribune) , National Book Award "5 Under 35"-garnering first novel from the acclaimed author of The New Me --now in a new edition Twenty-four-year-old Megan may have her whole life ahead of her, but it already feels like a dead end, thanks to her dreadful job as a gastroenterologist's receptionist and her heart-clogging resentment of the success and happiness of everyone around her. But no one stokes Megan's bitterness quite like her coworker, Jillian, a grotesquely optimistic, thirty-five-year-old single mother whose chirpy positivity obscures her mounting struggles. Megan and Jillian's lives become increasingly precarious as their faulty coping mechanisms--denial, self-help books, alcohol, religion, prescription painkillers, obsessive criticism, alienated boyfriends, and, in Jillian's case, the misguided purchase of a dog--send them spiraling toward their downfalls. Wickedly authentic and brutally funny, Jillian is a subversive portrait of two women trapped in cycles of self-delusion and self-destruction, each more like the other than they would care to admit.