“You just preached on that altar to about a hundred people.”“I sure did. And now I want to f*** you on it.” I thought surviving cancer twice would be the hardest thing I’d ever face. Then came my ex who broke me, leaving scars deeper than the disease ever could. Now, my faith is in ruins, and I’m searching for answers. I didn’t expect to meet Father Joska at a party of all places, or to feel so drawn to him. He’s a priest with a sense of humor, sinful secrets, and eyes that seem to see straight through me. As our connection deepens, I’m caught between the love I never expected and the faith I’m unsure I can reclaim.