Bex Dawn

The Carnal Expectations series is a collection of Sweet and Spicy Novellas that focus on a couple (or trio) and their very specific kinks. Each novella is a complete standalone with a HEA. Please read with caution and check out my website for additional trigger info. CRACKED FOUNDATION I had dreams. Plans. Things I had hoped to do, accomplish. No. More than hoped. I had expected. Now, look at me. I’m nowhere near where I thought I would be. I am nothing like the person I dreamt I would become and the life, the vision, I had for myself, is dead. As dead as my marriage. As dead as a lot of things. My name is Shiloh and the only thing I’ve ever wanted more than true love is a family. But now I’m a 33-year-old divorcee with no job, no prospects, and no babies. Until him.....Logan. A drunken night at a bar after being stood up, again, turns things around for me in more ways than one. My grumpy new boss is an asshole with a short fuse, commitment issues, and a killer ass in faded blue jeans. He hates everyone and everything, except me. Logan doesn’t just want to date me, he wants to keep me, love me, breed me. The question is…. Can the perpetual single guy really fall for the girl who dreams of happily ever afters? Cracked Foundation is a smutty, sweet novella that combines PNR elements in real life. (Think breeding, knots, and all the dirty talk.)

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This is the second and final full-length book in The Trichotomy of New York series. Reading Order: Violet Craves Rough Love Tough Love This series is also connected and interwoven with The Los Diablos Syndicate and Son's of Satan MC by Bex Dawn BLURB: One night. No names. No numbers. Only a safeword, the three men of my dreams, and me. That’s how it all began…so how did I get here? After a one-night stand with three rough, brutal mafia men, my life changed dramatically. All four of us felt an instant connection with one another, yet they still left me in the middle of the night without a word. Months passed, and I never heard from them again. I thought they wanted nothing to do with me, and they thought I was safer without them in my life. They may have been right. Just days after we reconnected, their lives blew up…literally…and took me with it. Kidnapped by someone they’ll never expect, scared, alone, and possibly on my way to being knocked up…I have a decision to make... Fall in line and be the obedient, weak prey my captor expects, or be the wolf in sheep’s clothing my men need to finally take down the enemy from the inside. I may not have been born and raised in their world, but I’ll be damned if I don’t prove it’s right where I belong. With my men. Eli. Renz. Isaac. They call themselves The Trichotomy of New York. They are the Italian Mafia. The big men in charge. The Kings of New York. And I, Violet Duncan, am their Queen. *This is a mafia dark romance where the girl will end up with multiple love interests and doesn't have to choose. All of the characters are in their late twenties, early thirties. This book has content unsuitable for those under 18 and has material that some readers may find uncomfortable. Full warning on author's site.

One night. No names. No numbers. Only a safeword, the three men of my dreams, and me. I knew the terms of our agreement before we began, I really did. I honestly thought that one night with them would be enough. But all that did was give me a taste. One tiny little taste of everything I had ever wanted and more. Then, they walked out on me without even a goodbye. Little do they know that in their haste to run from me, they let their secrets slide. They tried to keep their identity hidden from me but now I know who they are. Renz, Isaac, and Elijah. The men I’ve lusted after for far too long. The men who woke me up and brought me back to life. They see themselves as dangerous, ruthless killers who are meant to live their lives alone. I see them for who they really are. Three damaged, broken, sexy as sin men who continually pull me into their world. The guys pushed me away to keep me safe from their enemies. But little did they know that I was far safer with them than without. They call themselves The Trichotomy of New York and they are the Italian Mafia.

I walked in on my husband of six years as he cheated on me with his business partner, Lucy. Honestly, I wasn't even surprised that he was cheating. He certainly wasn't giving it up to me. No. I was surprised at how he was cheating. He was giving this woman everything that I wanted. Everything that I craved. I walked out, filed for divorce, and packed my shit. Moving to New York with my sister was supposed to be my clean break, my fresh start. I changed my appearance and my career. I decided to write a book series. My inspiration? The three sexy as hell men who go to my gym. They don't speak to me, I don't talk to them. But we watch each other, for months. Until one night, fate brings us together. They know about my cravings and they want to satisfy me. One night only, no names, no numbers. But what happens when one night isn't enough? Join Violet on her sexual journey of discovery and pleasure and the three men who give it to her. This is a Novella that kicks off the Interconnecting series, The Trichotomy of New York. To get a little taste of Renz and his boys, read The Los Diablos Syndicate series beginning with Crash.

The Carnal Expectations series is a collection of Sweet and Spicy Novellas that focus on a couple (or trio) and their very specific kinks. Each novella is a complete standalone with a HEA. Please read with caution and check out my website for additional trigger info. CRACKED FOUNDATION I had dreams. Plans. Things I had hoped to do, accomplish. No. More than hoped. I had expected. Now, look at me. I’m nowhere near where I thought I would be. I am nothing like the person I dreamt I would become and the life, the vision, I had for myself, is dead. As dead as my marriage. As dead as a lot of things. My name is Shiloh and the only thing I’ve ever wanted more than true love is a family. But now I’m a 33-year-old divorcee with no job, no prospects, and no babies. Until him.....Logan. A drunken night at a bar after being stood up, again, turns things around for me in more ways than one. My grumpy new boss is an asshole with a short fuse, commitment issues, and a killer ass in faded blue jeans. He hates everyone and everything, except me. Logan doesn’t just want to date me, he wants to keep me, love me, breed me. The question is…. Can the perpetual single guy really fall for the girl who dreams of happily ever afters? Cracked Foundation is a smutty, sweet novella that combines PNR elements in real life. (Think breeding, knots, and all the dirty talk.)

Creamy is a romantically insane soap opera featuring a dramatic book store owner and her beefy paramedic. Follow their journey as he falls spunk-first in love with a chaotic woman he’ll do anything to keep, no matter how creamy things get. Creamy is part of a reader challenge book series in the DNF world, brought to you by Bexley Luxury Author Services and eleven incredible authors who have joined forces to create a cringy good time! DNF is a beloved used bookstore in Salem, Massachusetts, where books go for a second chance. What was once someone’s DNF is the next person’s treasure. Every book in the DNF series is full of delicious spice, chaos, and most importantly, cringe. We’re giving you all the moist, velvet-wrapped man meats, and so much more! How far can you make it before you cringe? How many novellas can you read before you DNF? It’s a challenge. Read. Cringe. Share. Do you dare to enter the world of DNF? There’s no guarantee you’ll finish.

Prequel: Crash: A Los Diablos Syndicate Novella Book 1: Burn: A Dark Reverse Harem Romance Book 2: Evolve: A Dark Reverse Harem Romance Book 3: Ressurect: A Dark Reverse Harem Romance Book 4: Prevail: A Dark Reverse Harem Romance (Part 1, Part 2) Book 5: Reign: A Dark Reverse Harem Romance This is a Reverse Harem, mafia/gang, mystery romance with plot twists/turns, steamy and smutty scenes, hot alpha-possessive-assholes, sweet love, and grungy content. Our FMC goes through it, but she definitely has her come back. Her badassery comes through, and she becomes a warrior with the support of her men behind her. This is a continual series with cliffhangers at the end of each book. The series WILL NOT make sense if not read in order to completion. In the end, we will get a HEA! Ella I had it all. A home, a family, men who loved me, a best friend who’d die for me. And then, I lost it. They say it only takes one minute for everything to change irreparably, and after the life of horrors I’ve experienced, I know that better than anyone. But I got comfortable. I felt safe, and now, they’re gone. Maddox, Gage, Stone, Nyxon, and Hunter. My missing pieces, the tape that held me together while I fractured. The men who taught me love and reminded me how to breathe. Sixty seconds is all it took for my present to be taken from me and to be thrown back into the trenches of my past. Sixty seconds is all it took for the other half of my soul to bleed out in my arms. Sixty seconds is all it took for my entire world to shatter. Now I’m alone, hurt, and confused without the men I love to keep me safe. They’re missing, Hunter is gone, and I have no choice but to save them myself or risk losing everything I never knew I needed. I’ve lived my life being the pawn on everyone else's chess board, destined to break at the enemy’s hands. I had to crash in order to burn, and with their help, I was able to evolve and resurrect, leaving the broken girl I once was behind for good. The question is, will I fail to save the men I love and ruin my family name once and for all, or will I prevail and become the queen I was always meant to be? Nyxon My brothers and I are hardened criminals–gangsters. We have a reputation as the ruthless men who run the city, ruling it with an iron fist. But the thrones that we sit upon are built of lies. Greed. Destruction. Devastation. Our veins burn with the carnage of our pasts, the sins we’ve been forced to commit. It’s why I refused to let her in. Why I pushed her away, keeping her at a distance instead of loving her the way I desperately wanted to. Isabella Hudson. My Thumbelina. Mi Reina. The woman who saved my life all those years ago on that bridge. The woman who captivated me with one look, one smile, and one word. Stay. I never thought I’d see her again, but fate had other ideas, placing her directly in not just my path but my brother’s as well. Like soldiers amid battle, we’ve fallen. She’s captured us, weaving the five of us into her tapestry as though it’s where we were always meant to be. She is ours, and we are hers. Faithful, willing, devoted. Isabella chose to remain in our lives; danger be damned. And now, the war is at our doorstep. The demons are in our beds. It’s not in our nature to submit to captivity, but with her on the outside and us in our enemy's clutches, we have no choice but to let our queen reign. This book has content unsuitable for those under 18 and has material that some readers may find uncomfortable. Check the complete TW on my website. The ebook is broken into two parts, part one and two. The physical book is one copy with a purple cover.

"But God, those days when I would wake up to one of the more horrific nightmares, days that would leave me riddled with such pain, anger, and guilt. Days when not only the nightmares clung to me, but the memories I have worked so hard to bury, come out to play. They dance through my brain taunting me, reminding me of my worth, my brokenness, my failures. They follow me all day, leaving me in a fog of nothingness. Those days are the worst. They are days of choices. Choose to wrap my car around a tree, or not. To take too many of those sleeping pills or throw them all away. To slice, or not to slice. Days when I would do anything at all to make the pain stop. To physically remove the memories from my brain. There's no other way to purge them from my system. Today is a day of choices. To jump, or not to jump." This is the heartbreaking short story of Ella's struggles with her mental health, anxiety, and severe depression. She hits rock bottom, finds a lifeline, and fights tooth and nail to get better. Will she find her happily ever after? This is a short Prequel/Novella that sets the reader up for the series, Los Diablos Syndicate. Please read this Novella FIRST, in order for the next book to make sense.

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The Carnal Expectations series is a collection of Sweet and Spicy Novellas that focus on a couple (or trio) and their very specific kinks. Each novella is a complete standalone with a HEA. Please read with caution and check out my website for additional info. FoxBabe20: Everyone thinks I’m single and alone because I’m too busy to date, but that’s not true. I have a secret that I’ve kept locked up my entire life. I'm too afraid to let anyone see the real me. The me that lives behind my professional façade and friendly smile. I’m twisted. A freak. Things that go bump in the night make me smile. Cemeteries bring me peace. Scary movies are my favorite. Haunted Houses make me feel alive. I like to be scared, almost as much as I like pain. Blood doesn't freak me out, it makes my mouth water. I thought I’d never find the other half of my disturbed soul, but with one decision, everything I thought I knew, changes. All of the sudden, my dreams become a possibility, and the things I never knew existed, become a reality. KillerClown4U: I watch her from the shadows. I watch her while she sleeps. I touch, I smell, I taste. She’s perfect. I need her. I’ll do anything to keep her. Anything. She’s mine, and no one will stop me from claiming what belongs to me. Not even her. Run, run, Little Fox, cause when I catch you, I’m never giving you back. (This is a Halloween/Horror Romance. Be aware, the list for this one is long. Please check my site for a full TW. While it does end on a HEA, it's a bumpy and kinky ride to get there.)

This is a reverse harem, mafia/gang, mystery romance with plot twists/turns, steamy and smutty scenes, hot alpha-possessive-assholes, sweet love, and grungy content. Our FMC goes through it but she definitely has her come back. Her badassery comes through and she becomes a warrior with the support of her men behind her. Ella​ Ever since that day on the bridge two years ago, I’ve done everything in my power to change my life for the better. I have fought tooth and nail to climb out of the dark hole of depression that I had been living in. Finally, I found myself in a good place, until one day, I made a mistake that had repercussions I never saw coming. I said yes. Now, I’m once again in a difficult situation that I don’t know how to escape. I’m alone, scared, and broken. I’m doing everything I can to hold onto the good pieces of my life, small as they may be. But what am I supposed to do when no matter how hard I fight, outside forces keep knocking me back down? How much worse can things get? And how and the world will I save myself this time when it’s not me I’m fighting against? My ex is doing everything he can to destroy me and I have no idea how to escape to jerk. Until one day, I meet him, Gage Luna. He’s gorgeous, powerful, domineering and he makes me feel things I’ve never felt before. He introduces me to a world I never knew existed. It’s full of murder, mayhem, and his three hot as hell brothers. Now torn between the demons of my past and the future that is begging for me to take it, I’m realizing there is no turning back from what’s in front of me. I want it, and I’m damn well going to take it. ​Gage She’s unlike anyone I’ve ever met before. She’s a stunning little hellion and she’s got me in a chokehold. From the moment I laid eyes on her, I knew she had the potential to bring me to my knees, and it seems my brother feels the same way. We’ve allowed ourselves to get close to her and it’s never something either of us thought we would do. We don’t have relationships and women don’t fit in with our insane lives. But I find that I’m drawn to her and no matter how much I tell myself that it’s not a good idea, I can’t seem to let her go. Neither can Maddox. Ella has secrets and it’s clear as day that she’s fighting a downhill battle. She has demons in her life that she’s doing her best to hide, but when they come out and seek to destroy her, she can’t keep her secret any longer. She thinks she’s alone in all of this. She thinks there is no one more powerful than her enemies. The problem is, she has no idea who I really am. Who we are. Maddox, my brother, and our two best friends, Stone and Nyxon and myself, are the biggest monsters out there. And now that we’ve got Ella in our lives, no one will touch her but us. We will burn the world for her.

Ella Will it ever end? The constant battle for survival. Will I ever claw my way out of the darkness that’s begging to take me under? I will. I have to. Because now that I’ve had a taste of true happiness and safety, I refuse to let it go. My entire life, I’ve been a victim. A pawn in everyone else’s messed-up plans. No more. I will not cower. I will not hide. I will find my strength, and I will fight. I found love when I wasn't looking for it–when I’d given up on it, and now that it’s in my hands, I’ll be damned if I let it be taken from me. They may have demons of their own, but at the end of the day, they are my demons–my devils. In a world full of brutality, murder, and destruction, all of us will have to lean on each other to find our way out. But what happens when the enemies we thought would strike us down, end up being nothing more than distractions from the real threat? Will we survive together or will it tear us apart? And what about my best friend? Will he find his way into our lives or will he decide to abandon me once and for all? Stone Mi Cielo. My Sky. My World. Mine. Except, she’s not mine. She’s theirs. Until now. I have waited most of my life to have her back in my arms, in my orbit, in my life. I will not let her go. I will not allow those who haunt her past, to destroy her future. Isabella is full of secrets and pain. She’s spent her life lost in a darkness created by monsters. She needs us, but more than that, we need her. Enemies are coming from every side in all of our lives. They’re hellbent on tearing us apart and taking us down one by one. But I will not let them. I may just be the nerdy, quiet tech guru, but I’m still a Devil. I’m just as powerful as my friends, if not more because unlike them, I have something to lose. If Isabella is taken from us again, we’ll all lose her, but they’ll also lose me. Because I refuse to live in a world where she does not exist, and that makes me the most dangerous Devil of them all.

This is a reverse harem, mafia/gang, mystery romance with plot twists/turns, steamy and smutty scenes, hot alpha-possessive-assholes, sweet love, and grungy content. Our FMC goes through it but she definitely has her come back. Her badassery comes through and she becomes a warrior with the support of her men behind her. This will be a four full-length book series with a Prequel Novella that starts the journey off! What do you do when everywhere you turn, your world is filled with secrets and lies? When it feels like everyone you care about is hiding something for you, waiting for their opportunity to stab you in the back and betray you? No, seriously, I’m asking. Because that’s what my life feels like right now. My roommate isn’t who I thought she was. She went behind my back and betrayed me, cutting deeply. My best friend abandoned me when I needed him the most and he refuses to tell me where he’s been. My boyfriend lied, cheated, and broke me in the worst way imaginable. He spilled his deep, dark secrets, thinking I would be taking them with me to an early grave. He left me for dead. Unfortunately for him, I didn’t only survive his brutal attack, but I remember every single word he said. And the men who have bulldozed their way into my life. The ones who saved me, nursed me back to health, and have cared for me every step of the way. Their deception somehow hurts the very worst. Who am I supposed to trust now and what the hell am I supposed to do when I’ve got enemies coming at me from every direction? The answer is simple. Find the biggest monsters out there, and make them mine. Maddox I don’t care what she thinks she’s doing, but she’s not going anywhere. Over my dead damn body. She’s ours now. She became ours when she walked into our business, our home, our lives. The world of Los Diablos may be full of crime, murder, and mayhem, but it doesn’t scare us. We are bigger and badder than even her biggest nightmares and if slaying her demons is what it takes to keep her, then we’ll do it. My brothers and I are ready to fight for her, even if it means blowing up our own world in the process. We will burn it all down for her, and evolve from the ashes. This book has content unsuitable for those under 18 and has material that some readers may find uncomfortable.

Run. Run. Run. That’s all my life has ever been. Running. Running from my mind. Running from my past. Running from the memories. Running from myself. I thought I’d finally found peace. Happiness. A future. I thought I’d finally found my place in this world. And then…he happened. An evil man took something from me that I will never get back. He scared me into silence. He left me alone and broken. Or so I’d thought. But when the little stick turned blue, my life changed once more. Turns out, I’m not so alone after all. Pregnant and on the run from my past with a growing baby to protect, I stumble into a town that’s nothing like I’ve ever seen before. It’s beautiful, charming, and looks exactly like a scene from a Christmas film. Could this place be my fresh start? A safe town to plant roots and create a home for my child and me? Only time will tell. The problem is, I don’t have any left. Babies don’t care if you’re jobless and living in your car. They wait for no one and nothing. Not even their struggling momma to get her crap together. I need a miracle. A true, real-life Christmas Miracle. Unlikely, I know. Except, the town I’ve found myself in seems to be full of them, and they’re all because of him. Nicolai Saint. My new boss. He’s more than double my age. Rich. Kind. A business owner with a heart for charity and a love for kids. And he wants me, big belly and all. *This is a fun Christmas novella that follows Tinsley Snow, whom you may remember from Primal Urges. This novella is a complete standalone, and though she was featured as a side character in Primal Urges, you do not need to read it first.

On the outside, I’m a strong, beautiful, ruthless woman who destroys the courtroom during the day, and men's hearts at night. But on the inside…I’m just as broken and messed up as everyone else. Unfortunately, it doesn't fit my career or status to be weak. It’s vital that the image and walls I’ve spent my whole life erecting stay solidly in place. I know better than anyone that one slip-up, one fracture…and the whole thing will come crumbling down. So I’ve allowed myself to become the b!tch everyone else thinks I am. I dominate in and out of the courtroom. I keep steady control over every aspect of my life… Until him. Jackson Lowell. He’s more than just a partner at my law firm. He’s more than just a friend. He’s the first man to ever put me in my place and the first man I’ve ever allowed to get away with it. It terrified me. Our energy and chemistry were off the charts. Our attraction to each other was more than mutual. The sparks between us only grew and grew until there was nothing left to do but allow ourselves to ignite into a fiery passion or wither out and die. So, being the heartless maneater I am….I pushed him away and ran. I left the practice. I started over. I pretended like he never existed in the first place. But what happens when fate intervenes and drags us together in the most unexpected of places on a day meant for love and romance? Will the embers that once existed between us burn once more, or will I chicken out again and ruin things before they’ve even had a chance to begin? One night. One party. One Valentine’s Day. And then…it all ends. Or does it?Join Jack and Addy on a crazy, hot adventure where they fight for power, demanding each other’s submission over and over again…all night long. This novella is the fourth book in the Carnal Expectations series, leading into the fifth. Please see the full content warning on the author’s website. *Be aware that this contains adult scenes meant for 18 and over. It also contains depictions of an eating disorder and body dysmorphia.