I lived and breathed dancing. Without it, I was a shell - a mess of a young woman with no outlet for the pain and torment residing inside of myself. But everything changed when I met him. We were toxic. God only knew why we loved each other so much. He was part of my downfall. But them together? They'll be my salvation. Because I'm Julian's goddess, and I'm Axel's fighter. I bleed brown and blue. My name is Meghan Fallows. And this is my painful, yet beautifully tragic story. Trigger warnings: miscarriage, self-harm, drug abuse, mental health illnesses such as depression, anxiety, and nervous breakdowns, mfm menage (two men sharing one woman)