ok i was going to give this book a 4.5 but there were scenes that i was just so so frustrated with them that ughhh and other scenes that were hard to read so yeah, still they're definitely my faves now, tho i still love perse a lot!! i really liked their journey and their banter and yeah i wanted to slap them sometimes but also wanted to hug them and tell them its going to be ok, like since the beginning it was so obvious they were meant for each other, even the others knew, i laughed everytime killian said he didn't want anything serious with saskia or that they were just fcking i mean cmon killian knew deep down he couldn't let her go and tho he had also a connection with maya, it was more of a sibling bond than more romantic like with saskia soooo!! saskia tho what a queen, always putting killian in his place and take no shit from anyone, like perse, she also had her memories played with and what the hell? i thought midnight mayhem was crazy but that patience place is just disgustingly horrible damn what they did to young girls and to saskia and even tried? or did to kyrin jesus, but saskia is so strong and fun i really love her! killian obvious is a fave too, he can be funny when he tries and also cares deeply thinking he doesn't really deserve love but oh man how wrong he is, really love him too! im still so intrigued by keaton but now also more of kyrin and we also had the elite kings club there and it was a fun scene, i really liked it, tillie going with saskia without her telling her anything, she just knew it was cute truly but excited for kyrin's book with that girl lilith, can't believe her name is lilith wow and she's going to be with eli and kyrin? let's go i just know eli is going to bring the fun and the jokes while lilith and kyrin are chaos and i feel like the banter will be unmatched between the three of them so im really excited!! loving this series, it's crazy and toxic and dark so check trigger warnings obviously but ugh so addictive i can't stop and i wont stop until i finished ehehe