I don't know what to think about this. This is not what I imagined would happen and I don't like it at all. It feels like I stumbled into a different story altogether and I don't know Kim Dokja anymore.

After all those tragedies somehow this ending was the most tragic thing of all.

I hate this ending.

Something ridiculous like the disconnected film theory can be true but Kim Dokja can't both be the Oldest Dream and stay with his companions on Earth? He can't be the Oldest Dream from Earth? Or, I don't know, make it so that the world-line is now independent from the Oldest Dream?

Countless ridiculous things happened with the colliding world-lines already, why can't this be?

Bullshit.

I absolutely hate this ending. I am absolutely brokenhearted, and I cannot stop crying.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck.

It can't end this way.

Aaaaaaah.

Kim Dokja you absolute fucking moron.

This reread took a while, I think I started rereading the first book in 2023, so it almost feels hard to say goodbye. But I know I will reread it soon again, so it doesn’t feel as much as an end. I only grow to love this story the more I reread it, and this time I gained a bigger understanding for the characters outside of Kim Dokja and I noticed more things that had slipped past my first time reading it. In the end I just hope that they are all happy and that the fool is too.