Only Here, Only Now

Only Here, Only Now

Tom Newlands

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A brilliant new talent writing from lived experience makes his debut with this irresistible and original story in the vein of Young Mungo and Hang the Moon, that pierces the beautiful, brilliant, and lightning-quick mind of a teenage girl growing up with undiagnosed ADHD in working-class Scotland. In the blazing hot summer of 1994, there’s nothing for Cora Mowat to do but hang around in empty parking lots. Stuck in her Mom’s small house and tired of her own restless mind, she’s desperate to break free of the limits of Fife but unsure of what the future holds—if it holds anything at all for a girl like her trying to find her way in the world. After her mother invites a new man to live with them, tensions quickly rise in the cramped house. Gunner is kind but strange, too—a one-eyed shoplifter with more than a few hidden secrets. But when tragedy strikes shortly after, Cora rebels against her small-town existence in search of love, acceptance, and a path to something good. If only she can learn to navigate her grief and everything she thinks she knows about who she is and what she might be capable of, she may finally find the way forward. In this extraordinary debut, drawn from experience but written with riotous imagination, Tom Newlands explores a teenage girl’s coming-of-age in post-industrial Scotland and what it means to yearn for a life that feels out of reach. Vibrant, lyrical and fiercely funny, Only Here, Only Now is a story of identity and family that shines with hope and resilience.


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  • MsJayTee75
    Apr 06, 2025
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    Giving this book five stars feels like it’s not enough. It’s about a teenage girl from the east coast of Scotland in the 1990s who has undiagnosed ADHD. That could also describe me. The author has written a main character so authentic that once or twice it felt like I had shared memories. 

    Also, like me, the character moves to Glasgow, and the same part of Glasgow I lived in. 

    Outside of that the story was endearing and engaging but also felt realistic. 

    I highly recommend this book.


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  • RianMB
    Apr 17, 2025
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    It was really interesting to pick this up right after reading Fern Brady’s strong female character as there are parallels between that autobiography and this fictional account of growing up poor and Scottish with undiagnosed ADHD.

    You could tell the author came from the community he wrote about, the whole sense of scale and ambition was grand but also only stretched as far as Glasgow and financial security. Narrow horizons being just as much horizons as wide ones.

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