CW: This book includes PTSD, depression, loss of a loved one, infertility, and trans/homophobia. How do you hold your world together when your whole life has been a lie? Emma Leirion is about to turn 40 and has finally realized she might be gay. As a lifelong Christian with a conservative upbringing, this possibility has thrown her into a panic. While Emma struggles with how this could impact her comfortable life, the giant crush she has on her new friend, Sandra, sends her into a tailspin, feeling things she’s never felt before. Sandra Martinez recently reconciled with her daughter, Ana, and grandson, Emanuel, after Sandra abandoned Ana decades ago and fell into a life of addiction. Now two years clean and better at managing her PTSD, Sandra has her family back. But will secrets from her past fracture their new bond?