I thought I knew what grief was until my husband took his own life, leaving me with all his debts and shattered dreams. Our marriage may have been just a piece of paper, but his loss is still heart-shattering. He was my best friend, and all I have left is Pinky, my enormous Pitbull Mastiff, to keep me going through the pain. Together, we navigate this new life, finding unexpected comfort in Sebastian, our next-door neighbor, and his brother. They’re everything I never knew I needed, even if they do happen to be the mafia. As I uncover the dark truths about my husband's death, I find that the same shadows that haunted him are now closing in on me. Can love and hope save us from the darkness, or will the sins of the past consume us all?This is a dark romance book with HEAVY triggers. Reader's discretion is highly advised.