”If you are what ruins me, Diem Bellator, then I am ruined already. So fucking ruined.”

Ok the reveal in this chapter…. I KNEW IT!!! After Heat, I was on Penn’s Discord server speculating with the other nerds. And there was this moment with Luther eating an apple with a knife. I think it is funny that Penn likely saw us talking about it. So when it was revealed… I FUCKING KNEW IT! I hesitate to put full on spoilers in because I’m like the first person in these forums. I hit the spoiler posts and accidentally read them all the time.

He was having dreams of her on Coeurîle and I was sus. But how tf did he stay away from that island? How was he not bringing her food? He was kinda a bit stupid, not gonna lie. Anyway, love Luther anyway.

Thank GOD that is over. It was 600 pages of fucking torture and I hate you, Penn. but i love you, please keep writing but i also hate you right now ok. see you in therapy.