This delightfully tropey teen romance, perfect for fans of Ashley Poston and Lyla Lee, follows a queer teen actor navigating their gender identity while pretending to date their costar. Queer actor Lily Ashton has found fame playing lesbian warrior Morgantha on the hit TV show Galaxy Spark. Lily knows how little representation queer girls have, so when the showrunners reveal that Morgantha’s on-screen love interest, Alietta, is going to be killed off, Lily orchestrates an elaborate fake-dating scheme with the standoffish actress who plays her, to generate press and ensure a happy ending for the #Morganetta ship. But while playing a doting girlfriend on and offscreen, Lily struggles with whether a word like “girl” applies to them at all. Their male online gaming persona, Frey, feels more authentically them than the curvy body they see in the mirror, and coming out as nonbinary to the crush they meet in an MMORPG makes them feel like they’ve got a shot at a real-world happily ever after. #Morganetta means so much to so many people, though, so Lily decides to keep presenting as female to the world and continue the dating charade. Even as they genuinely bond with their costar, they can’t ignore how much it hurts to be something they’re not. Lily’s always been good at playing a part. But are they ready to share their real self, even if it means throwing everything they’ve fought for away?
Publication Year: 2022
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I read this ARC from a Goodreads Giveaway. I enjoyed this but I felt like parts of it were to slow for my taste.
What I enjoyed
I loved Lily and Greta as characters. They were both so sweet and cared about each other so much. The supporting cast was also enjoyable to read about. Parts of the plot were good for me, especially the online parts, and some of the parts with the filming. E.R. Ellor told this story with love and care, and you could see that in the writing style.
What could have been better
Parts of the plot were too slow for me. I'm used to this genre, and this is my favorite genre, but I thought this was still so slow at points, and I wanted the story to move a little faster. I love romance in my books, but I wanted the romance in this to be a little more. Sure, Lily/Frey, and Great got together in the end, but I still wanted more.