queer books that have blue covers and deal with themes of loss/grief/depression/heartbreack/etc., or, occasionally, the main character is just not having a great time

this list is unfortunately still very white, cis and male-centered. I want to have more diverse representation, please feel free to leave suggestions :)

also: the history of sound is a collection of short stories, most of which aren’t queer. I’m thinking of maybe taking it off the list, once it is a little longer