
DNF'd due to accessibility issues.
There was no option in the NetGalley reader to increase the text size and since this title doesn't offer Kobo as a reading option, I was unable to read this book.

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Field Notes from the Ravine
Carmen Gilmore
Struggling to connect her young family to place, Carmen Gilmore starts researching the history of a local ravine, soon realizing that when you go looking for othersā stories, you canāt help but find your own. What is the story of a place? Intrigued by the absence of documented history about a local ravine, Carmen Gilmore sought to uncover more about its reclusive namesake, Mr. Petursson, and began piecing together his kaleidoscopic history. What started off as a curious interest about a quiet ravine became a profound personal exploration into how storytelling is connected to the land. Carmen and her children explored the ravine, foraging salvage materials that she then transformed into inks for a series of maps ā tiny topographies that she created to connect the stories she was reconstructing, such as the one about the chemical dump that contaminated the ravineās waters yet preserved the wild space. In the course of her work, she found evidence of pre-colonial MĆ©tis river lots, deepening her personal journey toward Indigenous Reconciliation and her understanding of the land she now calls home. Written as a series of braided essays, Carmen weaves together Mr. Peturssonās history and her own unfurling connection to place, uncovering her familyās long connection to Indigenous sovereignty and developing a nuanced understanding of how we all belong.

This was a joy to read.
I've always kept snails as pets so it was really enjoyable for me to read about another person discovering just how interesting and wonderful snails are.
The comparisons between the snails and the author's own situation were insightful and, as someone familiar with chronic illness, often relatable.
I definitely recommend this book.

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The Sound of a Wild Snail Eating
Elisabeth Tova Bailey
In a work that beautifully demonstrates the rewards of closely observing nature, Elisabeth Bailey shares an inspiring and intimate story of her uncommon encounter with a Neohelix albolabris āa common woodland snail. While an illness keeps her bedridden, Bailey watches a wild snail that has taken up residence on her nightstand. As a result, she discovers the solace and sense of wonder that this mysterious creature brings and comes to a greater understanding of her own confined place in the world. Intrigued by the snailās molluscan anatomy, cryptic defenses, clear decision making, hydraulic locomotion, and mysterious courtship activities, Bailey becomes an astute and amused observer, providing a candid and engaging look into the curious life of this underappreciated small animal.Ā Told with wit and grace, The Sound of a Wild Snail Eating is a remarkable journey of survival and resilience, showing us how a small part of the natural world illuminates our own human existence and provides an appreciation of what it means to be fully alive.

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Rottenheart
Kat Dunn
Revenge me. For I am murdered . . . Odette and her best friend, Cecilia, grow up between two grand homes, one in Hampstead and one in Suffolk, the ancient and imposing Herne House. Odetteās mother, Lydia, is almost parasitic in her neediness, but despite her, Odette and Cecilia come of age togetherāfree to roam, to learn, and to love. When Lydia inexplicably sickens and dies, a dark veil falls. Odetteās father retreats to his study, while her auntāthe cold and cruel Claudineāincreasingly takes charge of the household. Lost in grief and spiraling into madness, Odette disappears into the shadows, leaving Cecilia alone and with her affections tested. As Claudine is announced as Odetteās new stepmother, the girls reckon with this final betrayal, and a sinister presence awakens. To her horror, Odette realizes that her mother never truly left. She now haunts the manor, ready to drag long- held secrets into the light and exact revenge against those who thought her dead and gone. A visceral tale of grief and madness, Rottenheart exhumes the heart of Hamlet to tell a fearless queer love story laced with an unforgettable haunting, asking whether we can truly outrun our suffering, or if we are forever indebted to the vengeful dead.

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Field Notes from the Ravine
Carmen Gilmore
Struggling to connect her young family to place, Carmen Gilmore starts researching the history of a local ravine, soon realizing that when you go looking for othersā stories, you canāt help but find your own. What is the story of a place? Intrigued by the absence of documented history about a local ravine, Carmen Gilmore sought to uncover more about its reclusive namesake, Mr. Petursson, and began piecing together his kaleidoscopic history. What started off as a curious interest about a quiet ravine became a profound personal exploration into how storytelling is connected to the land. Carmen and her children explored the ravine, foraging salvage materials that she then transformed into inks for a series of maps ā tiny topographies that she created to connect the stories she was reconstructing, such as the one about the chemical dump that contaminated the ravineās waters yet preserved the wild space. In the course of her work, she found evidence of pre-colonial MĆ©tis river lots, deepening her personal journey toward Indigenous Reconciliation and her understanding of the land she now calls home. Written as a series of braided essays, Carmen weaves together Mr. Peturssonās history and her own unfurling connection to place, uncovering her familyās long connection to Indigenous sovereignty and developing a nuanced understanding of how we all belong.

As a white person born and raised in a white dominated society, I am only vaguely aware of the sense of un-belonging that many bi-racial folks have in regards to never fully belonging in one or both of their cultures/heritages.
I can't say that I will every understand it, as it is beyond my personal experience, but Kulski does an incredible job at showing the reader what it can be like in a very poignant and authentic way.
There is so much about this story that is going to sit with me for a very long time.
I requested this book as it was tagged as "horror" which is technically correct but the supernatural elements in this story are very much a supporting theme to what is essentially a coming-of-self/family drama.
Thank you to NetGalley, the publishers, and the author for giving me a free copy of this title in exchange for an honest review.

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Cracks
Kristy Park Kulski
Horror and myth collide when a Korean American teenager's grief summons something ancient: a water ghost that has been feeding on her family's sorrow for decades. Dark strands of hair crack the corners of my sight, suspended as always in the air, spidering and floating as if in liquid. Mul-gwishin. Water ghost. Gracie Russell feels she belongs nowhere. In suburban 1990s Washington, she is constantly at seaāstruggling with her biracial identity, her father's violent alcoholism, and her mother's looming mortality. When Ji-eun dies, Gracie will lose her last chance to mend their relationship. But she can already feel her mother slipping away, pulled by the tides of memory back to authoritarian 1970s South Korea. The secret she buried there has awakened something in the deep. And now it is rising. As Ji-eun's body weakens and the autumn rains fall in torrents, the sound of dripping water haunts Gracie. Cracks form in the basement wall, exposing a crumbling passageway to a sea of liquid darkness, and Gracie is running out of time. The mul-gwishin is coming for her. For readers of Catriona Ward and Han Kang, Cracks is a harrowing vision of heritage, violence, and the histories that possess.

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Cracks
Kristy Park Kulski
Horror and myth collide when a Korean American teenager's grief summons something ancient: a water ghost that has been feeding on her family's sorrow for decades. Dark strands of hair crack the corners of my sight, suspended as always in the air, spidering and floating as if in liquid. Mul-gwishin. Water ghost. Gracie Russell feels she belongs nowhere. In suburban 1990s Washington, she is constantly at seaāstruggling with her biracial identity, her father's violent alcoholism, and her mother's looming mortality. When Ji-eun dies, Gracie will lose her last chance to mend their relationship. But she can already feel her mother slipping away, pulled by the tides of memory back to authoritarian 1970s South Korea. The secret she buried there has awakened something in the deep. And now it is rising. As Ji-eun's body weakens and the autumn rains fall in torrents, the sound of dripping water haunts Gracie. Cracks form in the basement wall, exposing a crumbling passageway to a sea of liquid darkness, and Gracie is running out of time. The mul-gwishin is coming for her. For readers of Catriona Ward and Han Kang, Cracks is a harrowing vision of heritage, violence, and the histories that possess.

The narration was very flat and slow.
I'm going to try and locate a hardcopy of this book to read instead.

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Men, Women, and Chain Saws: Gender in the Modern Horror Film
Carol J. Clover
Do the pleasures of horror movies really begin and end in sadism? So the public discussion of film assumes, and so film theory claims. Carol Clover argues, however, that these films work mainly to engage the viewer in the plight of the victim-hero - the figure, often a female, who suffers pain and fright but eventually rises to vanquish the forces of oppression.

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Not sure if I'm going to be able to listen to this narrator for too long. They're slowed speech and and flat tone is making it hard for me to keep my attention on the subject matter.

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Men, Women, and Chain Saws: Gender in the Modern Horror Film
Carol J. Clover
Do the pleasures of horror movies really begin and end in sadism? So the public discussion of film assumes, and so film theory claims. Carol Clover argues, however, that these films work mainly to engage the viewer in the plight of the victim-hero - the figure, often a female, who suffers pain and fright but eventually rises to vanquish the forces of oppression.

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Men, Women, and Chain Saws: Gender in the Modern Horror Film
Carol J. Clover
Do the pleasures of horror movies really begin and end in sadism? So the public discussion of film assumes, and so film theory claims. Carol Clover argues, however, that these films work mainly to engage the viewer in the plight of the victim-hero - the figure, often a female, who suffers pain and fright but eventually rises to vanquish the forces of oppression.

The only good thing about Steve Alten books is that they make for fun movies.