After eight years, Kaj Larsen did not expect to be here staring his past in the eye, much less having to work with him. Noah Sørensen, Artificial Suicide’s new vocalist, had once been everything for Kaj, but they fell apart in the most catastrophic way. Now they’re two scarred souls finding each other in the crux of all the secrets and resentment floating between them. He doesn’t need this. Not while he’s trying for the fourth time to stay away from all addictive substances. Yet, Noah doesn’t seem to know fear as he trudges closer, encouraging the darkest part of him to unleash. Succumbing to temptation is the equivalent to worlds colliding, but Kaj has never been one to steer clear from what he craves. They will either save each other or get buried together. ____________ * This is Book #2 in a duet ofthe Artificial Suicide series. Can't be read as a standalone *

My sister asked me if I could stand the sight my own reflection, if I’d caused enough damage yet, but I didn’t see myself when I looked into the mirror. I saw Kieran standing behind me, pressing a kiss to my shoulder while he undid my belt. I saw everything I wanted that I couldn’t have. Not unless I was prepared to hurt everyone around me. Kieran was in a similar situation. Were we monsters or men? Were they one and the same? Did we give a flying f—hell. We did care. Just not enough to stop, not enough to walk away, and I knew we constantly asked ourselves the same question because of it. If we could go back to when we met on the train…if we could erase the deceit, erase our first hello…would we?

A slow burn, friends to lovers, bi awakening, age gap MM romance. Falling for his friend's straight dad might be the worst mistake Colton Hall has ever made. Colton's best friend is gay. He's not: he's never been attracted to men. So why the hell is he fantasizing about his friend's dad? Besides, Nick Swanscott is straight. A devoted father and the best man Colton's ever known. He deserves more than to be the object of Colton's crush. The NFL is waiting for Colton, but he decides to stick it out for his senior year in college before joining the league, a decision that proves disastrous when an injury tears him from the game. In the blink of an eye, Colton goes from being a top draft pick to potentially never playing football again. But Nick is there through his recovery. He takes care of Colton every day and shows him a future that might hold something more than being a superstar quarterback. Maybe Colton's life isn't over. And Colton's crush explodes: full-on, head over heels, hopelessly falling in love. He's so screwed. He's got to get these feelings under control. All those dreams of kissing Nick can never become reality. And there's no way Nick could ever love him back. Right?

After eight years, Kaj Larsen did not expect to be here staring his past in the eye, much less having to work with him. Noah Sørensen, Artificial Suicide’s new vocalist, had once been everything for Kaj, but they fell apart in the most catastrophic way. Now they’re two scarred souls finding each other in the crux of all the secrets and resentment floating between them. He doesn’t need this. Not while he’s trying for the fourth time to stay away from all addictive substances. Yet, Noah doesn’t seem to know fear as he trudges closer, encouraging the darkest part of him to unleash. Succumbing to temptation is the equivalent to worlds colliding, but Kaj has never been one to steer clear from what he craves. They will either save each other or get buried together. ____________ * This is Book #2 in a duet ofthe Artificial Suicide series. Can't be read as a standalone *

Life never goes as planned. Beneath our dreams and goals lies something that’s completely out of our control—fate. At least that was how Noah Sørensen felt as he reflected on his past. His struggles. His mistakes. The happy moments, the sad ones, and, of course, him. Kaj Larsen. They grew up together in a small town, navigating through the confusion of puberty as they figured themselves out and fell in love for the first time. But then tragedy hit, triggering a series of events that gave way to a painful end. Until their paths cross again, toying with the thin line between attraction and hate. It’s the worst idea ever, bound for failure and agony. Yet neither of them is strong enough to fight their most primal desires. ____________ * This is Book #1 in a duet ofthe Artificial Suicide series. It ends on a cliffhager *