So far this book is white man nonsense.

“You can’t have or control everything or everyone”

This is, as a sensitive person myself, something I had to learn in my early twenties. There is no being perfect enough and good enough that everything goes well or everyone likes you. In the sage words of Captain Jean Luc Picard “It is possible to make no mistakes, and still lose. That is not weakness. That is life.”

“My pale perky flesh” omg just say you have great tits and be done with it.