pachinko commented on cassia's review of Hello Chaos A Love Story: The disorder of Seeing and Being Seen
This book (visual essay?) is INSANE in the best way.
The surface plot is a story of Hello Kitty being in love with a version of Mickey Mouse and overcoming her limerence to engage with the world in a more constructive and less passive way, and this is in every page of the essay.
Every page is filled head to tail in art - mainly photos taken from internet fan culture of both Mickey Mouse and Hello Kitty. It's so saturated in pictures of them both, which really drives to the central theme of the essay - how much of us is in how people perceive us? When you are an icon, how much of you is... you? The artwork absolutely pops off of every page, and it's really effective in its use of blasting your visual space.
There's so much to read into here about gender, capitalism, and how easy it is to be subsumed by your own image. How easy it is to be passive as people project certain qualities onto you. Being Hello Kitty might be my new nightmare.
It's also SO queer. Every page of this book is queer. I think as queer people interacting with the world, we often float between different images of ourselves - we're out or not, we're 'passing' (hate the terminology) or we're not, we're political or we're not. So much of us is in the images people project on us, and I think this book does an amazing job of reflecting that. When we exist in so many different states at all times, how do we embody that?
I recommend EVERYONE read this if they get the chance. It's phenomenally put together - a true art piece. Literature it is not, but as art... it's amazing. Great job, Charlie Engman!
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FRIENDS. Fitzcarraldo Editions (indie publisher based in London) is running a 30%-off sale on their website from now till the end of the month! The physical copies are so beautiful (but more expensive than most paperbacks) and I've had a few on my wishlist for a while. was wondering if anyone had any favourites?
on my list: Flights or House of Day, House of Night by Olga Tokarczuk It Lasts Forever and Then It's Over by Anne de Marcken A Very Easy Death by Simone de Beauvoir Minor Detail by Adania Shibli Morning and Evening by Jon Fosse
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Hello Chaos A Love Story: The disorder of Seeing and Being Seen
Charlie Engman
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Solar Bones
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pachinko commented on a post from the Pagebound Club forum
I posted a review on the Hello Chaos A Love Story: The disorder of Seeing and Being Seen page, and realised... practically nobody else has read it! I loved it, so I thought I'd reach out and ask if people had similar experiences.
I think it can feel a bit lonely in the forums of some of the less popular books, so I wanted to make a space where you can gush and be supported about your favourite niche read. (Or even reads where there are active forums but you feel you don't get to participate enough!)
One of my longstanding rules is that I WILL add anything to my TBR if it comes with a glowing recommendation, so this is your chance to get a buddy for your favourite niche book :)
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FRIENDS. Fitzcarraldo Editions (indie publisher based in London) is running a 30%-off sale on their website from now till the end of the month! The physical copies are so beautiful (but more expensive than most paperbacks) and I've had a few on my wishlist for a while. was wondering if anyone had any favourites?
on my list: Flights or House of Day, House of Night by Olga Tokarczuk It Lasts Forever and Then It's Over by Anne de Marcken A Very Easy Death by Simone de Beauvoir Minor Detail by Adania Shibli Morning and Evening by Jon Fosse
pachinko commented on a post from the Pagebound Club forum
I made a reply to another post on here about how algorithms are a huge part in why people don’t go “crate diving” anymore when it comes to music and how similar activities for all forms of media have fallen out of popularity.
With that preamble out of the way, this is more of a temperature check than anything. Do you find yourself primarily as someone who:
A: Reads books based on word of mouth (booktubers, algorithm recommendations, etc).
B: Reads books cold, with nothing more than the cover, blurb written on the book, or vague familiarity pulling you in.
I’m sure most people sit in the middle. But I’m really curious if the modern reader skews more towards A and I’m just in the “old man yells at cloud” camp, or if there are more B enjoyers like myself!
pachinko commented on Elvedon's review of You Better Be Lightning
When deciding how to rate this collection of poems, there was a moment when I began assessing it critically, weighing strengths and weaknesses, very rational and distant - exactly the opposite of how it felt to read the poems, which a couple times made me tear up.
They're open, heartfelt, and unapologetically queer. The cold side of you might cringe at a few lines, but the warm side of you will feel seen, touched, and drawn out.
I'm giving it five stars in honor of my sentimental side, which needs support, and also in disdain to my rational side, telling it to shut up for once. The wolves of my mind can take down a yappy novel, but not a collection of poignant queer poetry. It's off limits. For my heart's sake.
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From the provocative and challenging to the emotional and quiet, Japanese literary fiction tends to be nuanced, introspective, and minimalistic. These books contain layered cultural commentary and may lean on psychological, surreal, or fantastical elements to convey their message.
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Agatha Christie is an incredible author and I'm saying that after only reading one of her novels. I was in my public library 2 months ago, finishing "Seige and Storm," by Leigh Bardugo (irrelevant to this post but very good nonetheless,) and waiting for my friend to meet up to hang out. I had 3 hours to kill and I just finished my book. My library has a good selection of murder mysteries and, being in England, Agatha Christie is legally required /j. So I pick up "The Unexpected Guest," and begin reading. I'm not exadurating when I say I finished 65% of this book in little over an hour. I had to go back the next day to borrow it. I can't wait to delve into more of her works after consuming one novel in that short of a time. If anyone has any recs they would be greatly appreciated!!
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Metafiction & playing with form
Books that play with the "book" as a medium or are otherwise self-reflexive/meta.
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Pagebound User Book Cameos
For when your PB friends share the same name(s) as a book character! (See pinned comment for master list! Please feel free to chime in if you want to be added and/or if you want a different book assigned to you; I didn’t want to step on toes and add people I haven’t really talked to without their permission ❤️ also my brain is smooth and I forget book character names all the time lol)
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”Outside, neon lights remake him in pink and green. It's raining. The puddles, too, brim with light. He hails a tuk-tuk and tells the driver to turn right when he says so at the intersection of Sukhumvit and a minor soi. They make more turns, past storefronts and stalls shuttered until someone's gladiatorial contender wakes them from its rooftop coop at dawn. This hour, away from the tourist roads and the baited hotels and massage parlors, dark swaths of the city sometimes get so quiet he can hear the whole animal breathe.”
a gorgeous passage that captures the city so well it brought a lump to my throat.
i’m surprised by how different and distinct each chapter’s voice is. this one’s my favourite so far.