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In the vein of Grown and The Poet X, a searing and defiant novel in verse about reclaiming agency after a sexual assault within the church community Sixteen-year-old Amina Conteh has always believed in using her tongue as her weapon—even when it gets her into trouble. After cursing at a classmate, her father forces her to volunteer at their church with Pastor Johnson. But Pastor Johnson isn’t the holy man everyone thinks he is. The same voice Amina uses to fight falls quiet the night she is sexually assaulted by Pastor Johnson. After that, her life starts to unravel: her father is frustrated that her grades are slipping, and her best friend and boyfriend don’t understand why the once loud and proud girl is now quiet and distant. In a world that claims to support survivors, Amina wonders who will support her when her attacker is everyone's favorite community leader. When Pastor Johnson is arrested for a different crime, the community is shaken and divided; some call him a monster and others defend him. But Amina is secretly relieved. She no longer has to speak because Pastor Johnson can't hurt her anymore–or so she believes. To regain her voice and sense of self, Amina must find the power to confront her abuser—in the courtroom and her heart—and learn to use all the fighting parts within her.
I knew what I was getting into when I started this one but somehow I'm never ready when all the emotions hit. I thought I'd finish listening to this this last night but had to step away to process and sit with it. Still really enjoying this <3
listening to the audiobook and really enjoying it! It's a super accessible read. I love Amina so much and my heart aches for her already
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"Sometimes I feel my worth is determined by how loudly I riot. As if surviving it’s not enough.
But if you listen closely, even silence carries a story worth telling.”
“Maybe I am a survivor simply my because I met fear, stared him right in the face and chose to live anyway.”
This was a quick read but also a pretty heavy one. Perfect for if you need a good cry but don’t want to be stuck in that feeling too long