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VioletPeanut

I read a little bit of everything. I love analysis. I was the kid in school who loved when the teacher assigned a book report.

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  • The Plans I Have for You
    VioletPeanut
    Apr 18, 2026
    3.5
    Enjoyment: 3.5Quality: 3.5Characters: 3.5Plot: 3.5

    This is not an easy book to read. It’s uncomfortable in a very intentional way, and there were multiple points where I caught myself cringing, not because the writing was bad, but because it felt a little too real.

    The story follows two women whose lives intersect in a way that slowly spirals into something much darker than it first appears. The plot itself unfolds gradually, revealing pieces over time, and I really liked how it kept me slightly off balance. I never fully knew where things were going, but I could feel the tension building underneath everything.

    The pacing worked well for me overall. It starts slower and more introspective, really digging into the characters’ thoughts and emotions, and then tightens as the story progresses. It’s definitely more character-driven than plot-driven, so there are moments where it feels heavy, but I think that’s the point. You’re meant to sit in that discomfort.

    The characters are… complicated. Deeply flawed, sometimes frustrating, and at times hard to like. But what I appreciated is that I could almost always understand how they got from point A to point B, even when I didn’t agree with their choices. There’s a moment where one of them reflects on how their actions are “ugly,” and I think that sums it up perfectly. This book is very aware of the moral lines it’s crossing, and it doesn’t try to clean them up for the reader.

    One of the most important themes running through this book is rejection, and it’s explored in a lot of different ways. Rejection from family, from relationships, from institutions, from society. A piece that really stood out to me was how this connects specifically to the experience of Asian women and the expectations placed on them. There’s a constant underlying pressure on the female characters to be a certain kind of person. To be successful, to be desirable, to be “good,” to meet expectations that are often impossible and sometimes contradictory. And when they fall short of those expectations, the fallout isn’t just internal, it’s social. It affects how they’re seen, how they’re valued, and how they move through the world. That pressure feels central to the story and plays a huge role in why the characters make the choices they do.

    I also want to say that this book made me uncomfortable in a different way, too. Reading this as a middle-aged white woman, there were moments where I had to stop and really think about my own perspective. It made me reflect on how easy it is to carry unintentional biases, and how even things that are said with good intentions can still come across as insensitive or dismissive. It also made me realize how much I don’t know, and how important it is to be open-minded without assuming I understand someone else’s experience or culture. I appreciated that the book didn’t spell this out or make it easy. It just presents the reality and lets you sit with it.

    Another major theme is control. A lot of the characters are trying to take back control after feeling powerless, and that leads to some really questionable, sometimes disturbing decisions. It raises the question of how far is too far, and whether reclaiming power can end up turning you into something you don’t recognize.

    I also found the theme of identity really interesting, especially the idea of reinventing yourself. There are literal moments of that in the book, like changing names and starting over, but it also feels symbolic of something deeper. Can you actually become someone new, or are you always carrying your past with you?

    Overall, I thought this was a strong, thought-provoking read. It’s definitely not a feel-good story, and it doesn’t tie everything up neatly. It’s the kind of book that makes you reflect, even if it’s not always comfortable to do so.

    If you like character-driven stories that explore the messier, more complicated sides of people and relationships, this one is worth picking up. Just go in knowing that it’s going to challenge you a bit.

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  • Nothing Tastes as Good
    VioletPeanut
    Apr 16, 2026
    4.0
    Enjoyment: 4.0Quality: 4.5Characters: 4.0Plot: 4.0
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    Nothing Tastes as Good is an unsettling, emotionally raw novel that blends psychological horror with a deeply human story about shame, control, and the desperate desire to be “fixed.” It’s not an easy read, but it’s a compelling one.

    At its core, the book follows Emmett, a man struggling with disordered eating and the crushing weight of both societal judgment and internalized self-hatred. From the very beginning, the novel makes it clear that this is not just a story about food or weight, but about compulsion, identity, and the ways people are failed by the systems meant to help them. One of the most striking elements is how Emmett describes his “Hunger” not as a physical need, but as something invasive and uncontrollable, a compulsion driven by his brain rather than his body. That distinction sets the tone for the entire novel and reframes eating disorders in a way that feels both visceral and deeply empathetic.

    What made this book especially impactful for me was how uncomfortably close it felt at times. I found myself recognizing pieces of my own thoughts and patterns in Emmett. While my own struggles with weight have not been as extreme as his, there were moments where his internal dialogue felt very familiar. I caught myself nodding along with his outrage, understanding exactly where it was coming from. That made his story even harder to read in places. I felt deeply sad for him, frustrated on his behalf, and at times genuinely angry at how he was treated. At the same time, I found myself cringing at his justifications and decisions, while still understanding the logic behind them. That tension between empathy and discomfort is one of the book’s greatest strengths.

    The strongest theme running through the book is the loss of control, both bodily and psychological. Emmett’s experience highlights how little understanding there is around certain types of eating disorders, especially binge eating, and how often they are dismissed or misunderstood. The novel also explores shame in a very unflinching way. From childhood experiences that tie food to both comfort and punishment, to medical professionals reducing his struggles to simple “bad habits,” the story shows how that shame is reinforced at every level.

    There is also a strong critique of the medical system and diet culture. Emmett repeatedly seeks help but is met with indifference, oversimplification, or outright dismissal. This creates a sense of hopelessness that feeds directly into the horror elements of the story. The idea that something so complex is treated with simplistic solutions is both frustrating and revealing.

    Emmett is a difficult but compelling protagonist. He is not always likable, but he is deeply understandable. His internal monologue is one of the strongest parts of the book. The way he oscillates between self-awareness and self-loathing feels painfully real, especially when he questions whether his disorder is even “real” or if he’s simply what the world labels him as. That tension gives his character a lot of depth.

    The supporting characters, particularly those in the medical field, are intentionally frustrating. Doctors and therapists often feel detached, dismissive, or out of their depth, which reinforces the novel’s themes. While some readers may find them underdeveloped, that emotional distance seems purposeful. They function less as individuals and more as representations of systemic failure.

    The plot itself is fairly straightforward on the surface, centered around Emmett’s attempt to take control of his life through a clinical trial. However, the story gradually shifts into something much darker and more surreal. The horror elements build slowly, grounded in realism before tipping into something more extreme. This progression works well because it mirrors Emmett’s own mental state. What begins as a personal struggle becomes something consuming and almost monstrous.

    That said, the plot is not driven by twists so much as by escalation. The tension comes from watching how far things will go, rather than what will happen next. This may not work for everyone, but it fits the tone of the story.

    The pacing is deliberate, especially in the first half. There is a strong focus on internal experience, which can make parts of the book feel slow. However, this slower pacing allows the reader to fully understand Emmett’s mindset and the weight of his struggle. Once the story begins to lean more heavily into its horror elements, the pacing picks up significantly, creating a sharp and effective contrast.

    Nothing Tastes as Good is not a comfortable book. It is heavy, at times disturbing, and emotionally intense. But it is also incredibly effective in what it sets out to do. It forces the reader to sit with discomfort and challenges a lot of assumptions about eating disorders, weight, and personal responsibility.

    What makes the book stand out is how it treats its central struggle with seriousness and nuance. Even when the story veers into horror, it never loses sight of the real, human pain at its center. It’s a story about being trapped in your own mind and body, and the terrifying lengths someone might go to in order to escape that.

    If you’re looking for something fast-paced or uplifting, this probably isn’t it. But if you want something thought-provoking, unsettling, and emotionally honest, this is a powerful read.

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  • All Your Perfects
    VioletPeanut
    Apr 03, 2026
    3.5
    Enjoyment: 3.5Quality: 3.0Characters: 3.5Plot: 3.5
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    All Your Perfects is an emotional, deeply introspective look at marriage, love, and the quiet ways relationships can fracture over time.

    What I appreciated most about this book was the dual timeline structure. The alternating “Then” and “Now” chapters worked beautifully to contrast the beginning of Quinn and Graham’s relationship with the reality they face later in their marriage. Watching their love story unfold alongside its deterioration made the emotional impact much stronger. You’re constantly aware of what they once were, which makes what they’ve become even more heartbreaking.

    Colleen Hoover’s writing style is very accessible and flows easily, making this a quick read despite the heavy subject matter. She has a way of pulling you into the characters’ emotions without overcomplicating the prose.

    The exploration of infertility felt raw and, from an outsider’s perspective, very realistic. The book does a good job showing not just the grief itself, but also the miscommunication, resentment, and emotional distance that can grow from it. Neither character feels entirely right or wrong, which adds to the authenticity of their struggles.

    That said, this is definitely a heavy read. At times, the emotional weight felt a bit repetitive, and I found myself wanting slightly more balance or development outside of the central conflict.

    Overall, I’m glad I read it. It’s a moving and honest portrayal of how love can endure, strain, and change over time.

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