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Pounded In The Butt By My Handsome Sentient Library Card Who Seems Otherworldly But In Reality Is Just A Natural Part Of The Priceless Resources Our Library System Provides
Chuck Tingle
Mark is have a rough time in his new apartment. The place is small and itās impossible to focus when his neighbor wonāt stop making, and subsequently popping, balloon animals. Things are looking bleak, but when it appears there might be a solution to Markās problems in the form of a magical artifact, he jumps at the chance to find it. Now Mark is on the hunt for a magical object known as the Lie Brarikard, the manās hunt leading him to a nearby public library. Itās only here that Mark realizes his quest isnāt quite as magical as he initially thought⦠or is it? With the help of a handsome sentient library card named Yorko, Mark is about to discover the true power of the library⦠with a hardcore gay pounding! This erotic tale is 4,100 words of sizzling human on gay sentient library card action, including anal, blowjobs, rough sex, and archived knowledge love.


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Shield of Sparrows
Devney Perry
Fear the monsters we make. A swoon-worthy, spicy romantic fantasy filled with legends and monsters. The Witcher meets āCinderella.ā A princess is chosen to fulfill the terms of an ancient treaty and finds herself traveling with an infamous monster slayer.

A thoroughly engrossing horror story where an exhausted patron tells a hotel employee the catastrophic events he's recently survived while the employee guides him to his room.
I was invested in what had happened, and intrigued as to what was happening in this very strange hotel.


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Walking Practice
Dolki Min
Squid Game meets The Left Hand of Darkness meets Under the Skin in this radical literary sensation from South Korea about an alien's hunt for food that transforms into an existential crisis about what it means to be human. After crashing their spacecraft in the middle of nowhere, a shapeshifting alien find themself stranded on an unfamiliar planet and disabled by Earth's gravity. To survive, they will need to practice walking. And what better way than to hunt for food? As they discover, humans are delicious. Intelligent, clever, and adaptable, the alien shift their gender, appearance, and conduct to suit a prey's sexual preference, then attack at the pivotal moment of their encounter. They use a variety of hunting tools, including a popular dating app, to target the juiciest prey and carry a backpack filled with torturous instruments and cleaning equipment. But the alien's existence begins to unravel one night when they fail to kill their latest meal. Thrust into an ill-fated chase across the city, the alien is confronted with the psychological and physical tolls their experience on Earth has taken. Questioning what they must do to sustain their own survival, they begin to understand why humans also fight to live. But their hunger is insatiable, and the alien once again targets a new prey, not knowing what awaits. . . . Dolki Min's haunting debut novel is part psychological thriller, part searing critique of the social structures that marginalize those who are different--the disabled, queer, and nonconformist. Walking Practice uncovers humanity in who we consider to be alien, and illuminates how alienation can shape the human experience. Walking Practice features 21 black-and-white line drawings throughout. Translated from the Korean by Victoria Caudle


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Squad
Maggie Tokuda-Hall
Pretty Little Liars meets Teen Wolf in this fast-paced, sharply funny, and patriarchy-smashing graphic novel from author Maggie Tokuda-Hall and artist Lisa Sterle. When the new girl is invited to join her high schoolās most popular clique, she canāt believe her luckāand she canāt believe their secret, either: theyāre werewolves. Fans of Mariko Tamaki and Elana K. Arnold will devour the snappy dialogue, vivid artwork, and timely social commentary. When Becca transfers to a high school in an elite San Francisco suburb, sheās worried sheās not going to fit in. To her surprise, sheās immediately adopted by the most popular girls in school. At first glance, Marley, Arianna, and Mandy are perfect. But at a party under a full moon, Becca learns that they also have a big secret. Beccaās new friends are werewolves. Their prey? Slimy boys who take advantage of unsuspecting girls. Eager to be accepted, Becca allows her friends to turn her into a werewolf, and finally, for the first time in her life, she feels like she truly belongs. But things get complicated when Ariannaās predatory boyfriend is killed, and the cops begin searching for a serial killer. As their pack begins to buckle under the pressureāand their moral high ground gets muddier and muddierāBecca realizes that she might have feelings for one of her new best friends. Lisa Sterleās stylish illustrations paired with Maggie Tokuda-Hallās sharp writing make Squad a fun, haunting, and fast-paced thriller that will resonate with fans of Riverdale, and with readers of This Savage Song, Lumberjanes, and Paper Girls.


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On Sundays, She Picked Flowers
Yah-Yah Scholfield
When Judith Rice killed her mother, she thought she put an end to the woman's hold on her. Seventeen years later, secluded deep in the woods of northern Georgia, Jude knows that the past isn't all that easy to discard. Alone with her strange house and even stranger woods, Jude must grapple with ghosts, haints, beasts, and an enigmatic woman who threatens to undo the tentative peace Jude's built for herself by fanning the violence that lives just underneath her skin.


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Rage Becomes Her: The Power of Women's Anger
Soraya Chemaly
A transformative book urging twenty-first century-women to embrace their anger and harness it as a tool for lasting personal and societal change. Women are angry, and it isnāt hard to figure out why. We are underpaid and overworked. Too sensitive, or not sensitive enough. Too dowdy or too made-up. Too big or too thin. Sluts or prudes. We are harassed, told we are asking for it, and asked if it would kill us to smile. Yes, yes it would. Contrary to the rhetoric of popular āself-helpā and an entire lifetime of being told otherwise, our rage is one of the most important resources we have, our sharpest tool against both personal and political oppression. Weāve been told for so long to bottle up our anger, letting it corrode our bodies and minds in ways we donāt even realize. Yet our anger is a vital instrument, our radar for injustice and a catalyst for change. On the flip side, the societal and cultural belittlement of our anger is a cunning way of limiting and controlling our power. We are so often told to resist our rage or punished for justifiably expressing it, yet how many remarkable achievements in this world would never have gotten off the ground without the kernel of anger that fueled them? Rage Becomes Her makes the case that anger is not what gets in our way, it is our way, sparking a new understanding of one of our core emotions that will give women a liberating sense of why their anger matters and connect them to an entire universe of women no longer interested in making nice at all costs. Following in the footsteps of classic feminist manifestos like The Feminine Mystique and Our Bodies, Ourselves, Rage Becomes Her is an eye-opening book for the twenty-first century woman: an engaging, accessible credo offering us the tools to re-understand our anger and harness its power to create lasting positive change.




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The Insect Epiphany: How Our Six-Legged Allies Shape Human Culture
Barrett Klein
From entomologist Barrett Klein comes a buzz-worthy exploration of the many ways insects have affected human society, history, and culture Insects surround us. They fuel life on Earth through their roles as pollinators, predators, and prey, but rarely do we consider the outsize influence they have had on our culture and civilization. Their anatomy and habits inform how we live, work, create art, and innovate. Featuring nearly 250 color imagesāfrom ancient etchings to avant-garde art, from bug-based meals to haute coutureāThe Insect Epiphany proves that our world would look very different without insects, not just because they are crucial to our ecosystems, but because they have shaped and inspired so many aspects of what makes us human. PLEASE When you purchase this title, the accompanying PDF will be available in your Audible Library along with the audio.


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The Sluts
Dennis Cooper
Set largely on the pages of a website where gay male escorts are reviewed by their clients, and told through the postings, emails, and conversations of several dozen unreliable narrators, The Sluts chronicles the evolution of one young escort's date with a satisfied client into a metafiction of pornography, lies, half-truths, and myth. Explicit, shocking, comical, and displaying the author's signature flair for blending structural complexity with direct, stylish, accessible language, The Sluts is Cooper's most transgressive novel since Frisk, and one of his most innovative works of fiction to date.


Visionary, and deeply disturbing for all of the least obvious reasons.
In The Sluts, Cooper uses the format of an internet forum to explore the hazy boundary between reality and fantasy. Through a cast of increasingly unreliable, anonymous narrators, the impossibility of determining reality becomes more and more stark. Each new post builds upon the last, in a terrifying display of performative masculinity and dehumanization, as each poster tries to one-up the depravity of the previous one. You want to write them off as miserable basement-dwelling freaks, but the terrifying part is that they feel too real.
You want to pretend it's all fiction, but it's so reminiscent of real-world internet culture that it becomes a meta experience of blending fiction and reality, both in the content of the work and the reading experience itself. There is an uncomfortable complicity as you turn each page, and while a feeling of disgust bubbles up toward the forum-goers and their sick fantasies, there's a pull in your gut that reminds you that you too are feeding the fantasy.
Each page turned brings a low-grade hum of shame, mimicking the feeling of sitting in a dark corner of your room with nothing but the brightness of the computer screen illuminating your face as you continue to witness something you really feel like you shouldn't be witnessing.
Through this meta experience, The Sluts produces questions about complicity and collective participation, especially as it pertains to the internet. On the internet, where everyone can hide behind a screen name and an anime profile picture, personal responsibility and social consequences seem to be nonexistent. Even though no forum-goer is technically individually responsible for the eventual outcome, the forum itself can create a vacuum of attention, speculation, normalization, and escalation. How long can you hide behind the excuse that it's "just a joke" or "just a fantasy" without knowing where the boundaries between performance and reality are for everyone involved?
The thought loop then expands to the idea of fantasy itself. The ethics of consuming extreme fiction or disturbing fantasies is a topic that gets brought up on a revolving basis, and The Sluts performs a stress test by pushing it to its absolute extreme.
Importantly, Cooper never hammers home a predetermined conclusion with heavy-handed didacticism. The Sluts instead does what horror does best by exploring possibility, and the internet forum being used as a vehicle is frankly brilliant and alarmingly relevant even 20+ years later.
There is no place that blurs the distinction between fantasy and real life quite like the internet, and as much as The Sluts is a reminder of its early years, its evolution into algorithm-driven and bot-populated sites only introduces more nuance into Cooper's questioning. The escort forum brings up so many thoughts about toxic internet spaces such as 4chan and incel threads, but it's relevant to any site where people gather behind the comfort of relative anonymity.
While drama discourse on TikTok or community lore on a niche subreddit is not quite the same as graphic fantasies of CBT and snuff films, the mechanism is eerily similar, and Cooper expertly uses disturbing content as a way to force the reader to reckon with their complicity and the boundaries of fantasy itself.
The Sluts is a meta-literary experience that leaves you trying to reconstruct the "real" story from unreliable fragments, recreating your own Brad, imagining your own ending.
By the end of the book, you're left abandoned by Cooper in the middle of a spiral that you feel a little disgusted for taking part in, and a little sickeningly interested in reading more of.


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Banana Fish, Vol. 1
Akimi Yoshida
New York City, 1985. A dying man leaves bisexual gang leader Ash Lynx a strange drug, the key to something called "Banana Fish." The mysterious potion will lead Ash to a disturbed Vietnam vet who remembers a massacre ā and into brutal battle with the mafia over control of the drug. Vice City: New York in the 80s... Nature made Ash Lynx beautiful; nurture made him a cold ruthless killer. A child runaway brought up as the adopted heir, hatchet man, and sex toy of "Papa" Dino Golzine, the East Coast's Corsican crime lord, Ash is now at the rebellious age of seventeen ā forsaking the kingdom of power and riches held out by the devil who raised him, preferring a code he can live with among a small but loyal gang of street thugs. But his "Papa" can't simply let him go ā not when the hideous secret that drove Ash's older brother mad in Vietnam has suddenly fallen into his insatiably ambitious hands. It's exactly the wrong time for Eiji Okamura, a pure-hearted young photographer from Japan, to arrive in NYC and make Ash Lynx's acquaintance... and fall with him into the bloody whirlpool of pride, greed, lust and wrath unleashed by the enigma code-named Banana Fish...


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Banana Fish, Vol. 1
Akimi Yoshida
New York City, 1985. A dying man leaves bisexual gang leader Ash Lynx a strange drug, the key to something called "Banana Fish." The mysterious potion will lead Ash to a disturbed Vietnam vet who remembers a massacre ā and into brutal battle with the mafia over control of the drug. Vice City: New York in the 80s... Nature made Ash Lynx beautiful; nurture made him a cold ruthless killer. A child runaway brought up as the adopted heir, hatchet man, and sex toy of "Papa" Dino Golzine, the East Coast's Corsican crime lord, Ash is now at the rebellious age of seventeen ā forsaking the kingdom of power and riches held out by the devil who raised him, preferring a code he can live with among a small but loyal gang of street thugs. But his "Papa" can't simply let him go ā not when the hideous secret that drove Ash's older brother mad in Vietnam has suddenly fallen into his insatiably ambitious hands. It's exactly the wrong time for Eiji Okamura, a pure-hearted young photographer from Japan, to arrive in NYC and make Ash Lynx's acquaintance... and fall with him into the bloody whirlpool of pride, greed, lust and wrath unleashed by the enigma code-named Banana Fish...


Wahhhh Akizuki! š„¹ Funny, cute, and sweet first volume!


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Boyfriend, Sometimes Girlfriend, Volume 1
Musawo Musawo
Akizuki Hotaka, a high school student who has just turned 17, meets and falls in love with the school's madonna, Shishizaki Chisato. Hotaka was prepared to have his heart broken, but Chisato agreed to become lovers. However, Chisato has a secret that Hotaka can't imagine. Love changes "everything" for a boy.