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boyeldest

not a boy, but an eldest indeed connoisseur of all things evil 27, they/she, PL

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This is How You Lose the Time War
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  • House of Leaves
    boyeldest
    Jun 04, 2026
    House of Leaves
    2.0
    Enjoyment: 1.5Quality: 3.0Characters: 0.5Plot: 1.5
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    i don’t hate this book, but i am so tired of it. exhausted from hurdling contexts and puzzles that ultimately leave no sense of reward or satisfaction, only a relief of being done with them.

    and it all feels kind of pointless to me, considering this story doesn’t go to any revolutionary place. what even is that grand meditation deserving of all this struggle? that people lie to themselves and others in order to survive? that reality has no certain qualities, and we know of it only what our minds are able to comprehend? that some people seek self-destruction because they believe themselves burdened by greatness that knows no rest or satisfaction? i've played these games before.

    and what makes this whole experience even worse is that the narrative reeks of various kinds of misogyny, some direct, some present in a way that i believe to be reflective of the author's biases.

    of course, there are some positives to be said about this book, namelyš

    that being said, i'm glad it's all over now. i will not be returning to this story, i will not try to piece it together or read through the theories. i just don't respect this book enough to care.

    ¹ missing — ed.

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  • House of Leaves
    boyeldest
    Jun 04, 2026
    House of Leaves
    2.0
    Enjoyment: 1.5Quality: 3.0Characters: 0.5Plot: 1.5
    🤢
    🏡
    📷

    i don’t hate this book, but i am so tired of it. exhausted from hurdling contexts and puzzles that ultimately leave no sense of reward or satisfaction, only a relief of being done with them.

    and it all feels kind of pointless to me, considering this story doesn’t go to any revolutionary place. what even is that grand meditation deserving of all this struggle? that people lie to themselves and others in order to survive? that reality has no certain qualities, and we know of it only what our minds are able to comprehend? that some people seek self-destruction because they believe themselves burdened by greatness that knows no rest or satisfaction? i've played these games before.

    and what makes this whole experience even worse is that the narrative reeks of various kinds of misogyny, some direct, some present in a way that i believe to be reflective of the author's biases.

    of course, there are some positives to be said about this book, namelyš

    that being said, i'm glad it's all over now. i will not be returning to this story, i will not try to piece it together or read through the theories. i just don't respect this book enough to care.

    ¹ missing — ed.

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