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Invisible Cities
Italo Calvino
"Kublai Khan does not necessarily believe everything Marco Polo says when he describes the cities visited on his expeditions, but the emperor of the Tartars does continue listening to the young Venetian with greater attention and curiosity than he shows any other messenger or explorer of his." So begins Italo Calvino's compilation of fragmentary urban images. As Marco tells the khan about Armilla, which "has nothing that makes it seem a city, except the water pipes that rise vertically where the houses should be and spread out horizontally where the floors should be," the spider-web city of Octavia, and other marvelous burgs, it may be that he is creating them all out of his imagination, or perhaps he is recreating fine details of his native Venice over and over again, or perhaps he is simply recounting some of the myriad possible forms a city might take.

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Queen Mab
Emily McBride
In this debut novel, a new mother—a scholar steeped in fairy lore—wrestles with the legacies and madness of motherhood. There is a changeling in this story—but who is it? Madeleine is young for motherhood, a promising grad student in Victorian and modernist literature, twenty-three and not long married. Even her mother worries about the timing. But Madeleine’s ambivalence is pushed aside by Tom’s elation and her own desire to bring new life into a world marked by loss. Then comes Maud, perfect and fresh, despite a traumatic labor. But just a few nights into their life, something seems amiss. Maud is changed. The child never stops crying. Her hunger is insatiable. Her eyes glint with some kind of ancient mischief. Could Maud be a fairy child, swapped when Madeleine wasn’t paying attention? Is the real Maud dancing in the half-light, with the fairies and the foxes? Did the gray cat hide her behind the hedge? Tom goes about the day-to-day, working toward a promotion and urging Madeleine to connect with other moms. Her parents come to clean out her grandmother’s house, her father newly obsessed with genealogy and DNA tests. Madeleine, interrupted by violent visions, panicked at her lack of maternal love, shut out from her old life, frantically searches for answers. The old stories end in sorrow and bloodshed, and the fairies don’t just kidnap babies—they’re also partial to young women. Is Maud the changeling, or is Madeleine? And if she’s been swapped, how will she find her way back? Emily McBride’s Queen Mab is a riveting portrait of madness, motherhood, the myths that haunt us, and the families who keep us tethered.

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The Shampoo Effect
Jenny Jackson
An ambitious young woman insinuates herself into a tight-knit social set, shaking up friendships and marriages in a small seaside town. A frothy novel of love, money, sex, and friendship, from the New York Times bestselling author of Pineapple Street (“Laugh-out-loud-good.” —Harper’s Bazaar) When Caroline Lash arrives in Greenhead, Massachusetts, she falls head-over-heels for Van Whittaker, a fleece-wearing, litter-collecting, kayak enthusiast with long, floppy hair and the personality of a Border collie. Born and raised in this picturesque coastal village, Van runs with the same crowd he did as a His ex-girlfriend, Bailey, a beautiful girl who attracts men like moths to a flame; Augusta, old money, horsey, and snobbish; and Fran, surrounded by brothers and sons, too fed up with boys to ever consider marrying one. Together, the group runs wild through the marshes, beaches, and bars of Greenhead, drinking on houseboats, spending long afternoons sunbathing with their children, and playing games the way they always have. But when Bailey discovers that she is pregnant with Van’s baby, the delicate balance of the group’s friendship is thrown off. Soon Caroline is cast out of the circle and what she does next—in a potent mix of fury and heartbreak—exposes long-held secrets and works the entire town of Greenhead into a lather. Dazzlingly funny, sexy, and as juicy as it is astute, The Shampoo Effect is a story of late-night parties, early mornings with small children, the dawn of midlife, and a group of old friends finally growing up despite all their best efforts to the contrary.

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The Disappearers
Marlon James
‘Darkness is a mood in Jamaica . . .' The Disappearers is Marlon James’s triumphant return to the Jamaica of A Brief History of Seven Killings – a place of heat and chaos, and of danger for anyone outside the heteronormal. So when eight gay men meet for the first time, in Kingston in 1988, answering the casting call for an openly queer play, they are already taking a big risk. But that is nothing compared to what rains down on them when a mob descends on one of their rehearsals. By the end of this night, one man is dead, all are injured, and two subsequently disappear. As the survivors heal, each man finds he must confront the bigotry and homophobia that the attack laid bare. Some try to forget; some embrace their rage; and some simply vanish – but all are forever scarred. As one of the victims puts it, ‘there’s a difference between when something ends and when something stops’. And this story won’t stop until both the disappearers and the perpetrators have been tracked, along trails both hot and cold, and an ending reached. Epic and intimate, violent and forgiving, The Disappearers is a tour de force which only Marlon James could have written – both an unflinching portrait of the hatred and shame faced by gay men in a society which refuses to accept them, and a deeply human story of acceptance and insight.
in all honesty i’m not sure what possessed me to finish reading this. i'll admit the humour did land a handful of times and i found the premise and some of the shenanigans fun, hence the second star, but unfortunately i was close to developing permanent facial spasms from cringing the rest of the time. i could tell this was gonna be a case of instalove as soon as i picked it up, so i had no hopes of these characters actually getting to know each other in any meaningful way before professing their undying love, but the reader also only getting to know anything remotely meaningful about them (devon especially) way past the 60% mark was an interesting move on holton's part.
oh, and speaking of devon: genuinely lock this man up. i'm far from a prude, but being unable to hold a normal conversation without immediately getting fully horned up should warrant some sort of professional intervention. i was already done as soon as he “wanted to undress her brain, stroke her perspective, make her gasp out the most fascinating theory she hid from all other men.” this is the kinda shit a man you met on a dating app 20 minutes ago will tell you right after learning you hold a higher education degree and right before sending you an unsolicited dick pic.
anyways, i think the book would've worked if it slowed down at times and found some way of leaning into the satire more subtly, because i do think there's some merit in it (re: academic politics and #womeninstem but also romance and adventure novel tropes). i would've even forgiven and potentially enjoyed the aggressive quirkiness and slapstick inclinations had the story remained somehow grounded, but it took off on the first page and never flew back around. pun intended.

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The Ornithologist's Field Guide to Love
India Holton
Rival ornithologists hunt through England for a rare magical bird in this historical-fantasy rom-com reminiscent of Indiana Jones but with manners, tea, and helicopter parasols. Beth Pickering is on the verge of finally capturing the rare deathwhistler bird when Professor Devon Lockley swoops in, capturing both her bird and her imagination like a villain. Albeit a handsome and charming villain, but that's beside the point. As someone highly educated in the ruthless discipline of ornithology, Beth knows trouble when she sees it, and she is determined to keep her distance from Devon. For his part, Devon has never been more smitten than when he first set eyes on Professor Beth Pickering. She's so pretty, so polite, so capable of bringing down a fiery, deadly bird using only her wits. In other words, an angel. Devon understands he must not get close to her, however, since they're professional rivals. When a competition to become Birder of the Year by capturing an endangered caladrius bird is announced, Beth and Devon are forced to team up to have any chance of winning. Now keeping their distance becomes a question of one bed or two. But they must take the risk, because fowl play is afoot, and they can't trust anyone else—for all may be fair in love and war, but this is ornithology.

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The Ornithologist's Field Guide to Love
India Holton
Rival ornithologists hunt through England for a rare magical bird in this historical-fantasy rom-com reminiscent of Indiana Jones but with manners, tea, and helicopter parasols. Beth Pickering is on the verge of finally capturing the rare deathwhistler bird when Professor Devon Lockley swoops in, capturing both her bird and her imagination like a villain. Albeit a handsome and charming villain, but that's beside the point. As someone highly educated in the ruthless discipline of ornithology, Beth knows trouble when she sees it, and she is determined to keep her distance from Devon. For his part, Devon has never been more smitten than when he first set eyes on Professor Beth Pickering. She's so pretty, so polite, so capable of bringing down a fiery, deadly bird using only her wits. In other words, an angel. Devon understands he must not get close to her, however, since they're professional rivals. When a competition to become Birder of the Year by capturing an endangered caladrius bird is announced, Beth and Devon are forced to team up to have any chance of winning. Now keeping their distance becomes a question of one bed or two. But they must take the risk, because fowl play is afoot, and they can't trust anyone else—for all may be fair in love and war, but this is ornithology.

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The Ornithologist's Field Guide to Love
India Holton
Rival ornithologists hunt through England for a rare magical bird in this historical-fantasy rom-com reminiscent of Indiana Jones but with manners, tea, and helicopter parasols. Beth Pickering is on the verge of finally capturing the rare deathwhistler bird when Professor Devon Lockley swoops in, capturing both her bird and her imagination like a villain. Albeit a handsome and charming villain, but that's beside the point. As someone highly educated in the ruthless discipline of ornithology, Beth knows trouble when she sees it, and she is determined to keep her distance from Devon. For his part, Devon has never been more smitten than when he first set eyes on Professor Beth Pickering. She's so pretty, so polite, so capable of bringing down a fiery, deadly bird using only her wits. In other words, an angel. Devon understands he must not get close to her, however, since they're professional rivals. When a competition to become Birder of the Year by capturing an endangered caladrius bird is announced, Beth and Devon are forced to team up to have any chance of winning. Now keeping their distance becomes a question of one bed or two. But they must take the risk, because fowl play is afoot, and they can't trust anyone else—for all may be fair in love and war, but this is ornithology.

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one thing that's probably gonna be even more satisfying than finishing this book is finally getting around to the 23848 tabs of articles on it I've had open since april

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The Count of Monte Cristo
Alexandre Dumas
Thrown in prison for a crime he has not committed, Edmond Dantès is confined to the grim fortress of If. There he learns of a great hoard of treasure hidden on the Isle of Monte Cristo and he becomes determined not only to escape, but also to unearth the treasure and use it to plot the destruction of the three men responsible for his incarceration. Dumas’ epic tale of suffering and retribution, inspired by a real-life case of wrongful imprisonment, was a huge popular success when it was first serialized in the 1840s. Robin Buss’s lively English translation is complete and unabridged, and remains faithful to the style of Dumas’s original. This edition includes an introduction, explanatory notes and suggestions for further reading.

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The Count of Monte Cristo
Alexandre Dumas
Thrown in prison for a crime he has not committed, Edmond Dantès is confined to the grim fortress of If. There he learns of a great hoard of treasure hidden on the Isle of Monte Cristo and he becomes determined not only to escape, but also to unearth the treasure and use it to plot the destruction of the three men responsible for his incarceration. Dumas’ epic tale of suffering and retribution, inspired by a real-life case of wrongful imprisonment, was a huge popular success when it was first serialized in the 1840s. Robin Buss’s lively English translation is complete and unabridged, and remains faithful to the style of Dumas’s original. This edition includes an introduction, explanatory notes and suggestions for further reading.

(slightly edited this review bc i realised it sounds more negative than intended)
i put this off for so long because every time i tried to rate it i'd go through an endless cycle of it's actually great no actually it sucks ass but wait maybe it is good no nevermind it’s not. in the end the latter kinda won.
i think the concept is better than the execution. none of the characters felt like real people, but like caricatures that burke is telling you to hate. natalie in particular is spared no compassion. yes, the point is that she is an awful terrible person and i should hate her, but that conclusion should come from me, not the author. everyone is also weirdly self-aware. i feel like we didn’t explore how conservative fundamentalists really think, but rather how a left-leaning author assumes they do.
i was also disappointed by the ending. i could overlook the big plot twist being as outlandish as it is for the sake of making a point, and i do like the idea of using individual pathology to comment on larger social issues, but by the end i wasn't even sure what i was supposed to focus on. even if taken as a metaphor, it felt like the twist leaned a little too much into the shock value of it all and distracted from any meaningful commentary on natalie’s public role as a tradwife influencer and what it means for women like her to promote the kind of values they promote, who really profits from it, and (imo a crucial but largely absent detail) the public’s complicity in continuing to platform her.
these are my main gripes with the book, but i have other issues as well, mainly with structure and internal logic. the pacing was all off between the two timelines, and i struggled at times to understand what the stakes are supposed to be, since natalie hates both her 'past' and 'present' lives equally. the book is also full of inconsistencies you’d think an editor would’ve caught. a couple i highlighted: in ch 26 caleb’s father is running for his “eighth senate reelection campaign” (isn’t that like 50 years in office? how old is this man?), and later on in ch 52 natalie’s mother is knitting with sewing needles.
that said, burke does have good command of language. even if i thought her style was getting a bit repetitive by the end, i found many parts to be funny and/or clever. it had me hooked from the beginning and i was highly entertained throughout. this is also very ambitious for a debut and i appreciate the fact that it has sparked all the conversations and debates that it has. i think that's a good thing.
in the end i think my negative feelings are in part due to poor marketing and me expecting this book to be something it never set out to be. nevertheless, it’s public knowledge that it was optioned by big name studios long before it hit the shelves and, by the author’s own admission in the acknowledgements, they had direct influence on the final product. so i have a hard time believing that the issues above aren’t at least somewhat the result of fast-paced hollywood deadlines and the need for mass appeal. which is a shame because this could've been an instant classic.

notOphelia commented...
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in my heart this is the only list on pagebound ever. crazy that there are non other lists besides this one 🩷
Poor little meow meows (sci-fi & fantasy edition)
Urgently seeking suggestions, any and all input is welcome! A list for men in sci-fi/fantasy who are pathetic, reminiscent of kicked dogs, described as poor little meow meows, drowning in their own emptiness, and/or generally have an intense aura of being a sad loser with no life. Having a capacity to be fixed is entirely optional. If you want to demonstrate why a man is a loser, feel free to do so at great length in the comments so that we all may further our studies in male patheticology.







notOphelia commented...
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i did something like this kinda unintentionally in my study planner during my master's. for all the readings i had to do i noted the page number so i could quickly estimate how long they'd take, divide into smaller chunks if needed, and plan my weeks more easily. the result of that is that i can now see exactly how many pages i read for school each month and for each course haha. i was using notion for this, but it could also honestly just be an excel spreadsheet. and i imagine you can make it more intentional by tracking different types of sources, themes, topics, authors, etc., so it would be much more informative that way!
Hello everyone!!
I feel like I say this every time I post on the main forum lol, but I am a graduate student in a history program so I read like A LOT for school. I often check off the books I read for school on here. But there are many days that I read that I can’t put on here because I’m reading essays, journal articles, dissertations, etc.
Is there another way people track their reading when they’re reading a non-book?? If not I feel like this would be a fun aspect especially when I know a lot of people have their “personal syllabi” or “personal research.”
Anyone relate or have any suggestions?