Toxic BL/Yaoi Manwha

Angst, drama, obsession, tons of sex (and some rape ๐Ÿซฃ), bad judgment, manipulation, and abusive behavior are featured in abundance. Sometimes you just want to hurt your own feelings.

These relationships are unhealthy. We know. Itโ€™s also hella popular for a reason. We donโ€™t judge ๐Ÿซถ

Tread with caution, these are all red or black flags and noncon is featured.

Open to recs, pain should be shared ofc!

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created by ennuibee

last updated October, 2026

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๐Ÿซก thank you for your service

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beat up smiling man

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๐Ÿ’€ I snort laughed

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Words just do no justice to how Iโ€™ve felt after reading some of these. I do really love the ghost nocturne thooooooooo (tho I have some qualms)

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Whatโ€™s that oneโ€™s deal? ๐Ÿ‘€ I told you about low tide so like. I can handle some toxic.

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Description: As the son of King Yeom-ra of the underworld, Jae-shin has lived a hedonistic life full of ever-changing bed partners and condescension towards humans. One day, however, he crosses a line and is given a rather unusual punishment: by day, he becomes a powerless puppy, and by night, he becomes a human.

My addition: He gets picked up by a very pretty prince who thinks heโ€™s just a puppy and he rapes the prince at night a few times. The prince sees ghosts and its debilitating for him, but when he smells like Jaeshin (iirc) they stay away. So they begin a reluctant sex thing eventually. I was so irked on the beginning, but I ended up really liking it hahah.

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Interesting. Thank you. Idk if thatโ€™s for me. But def not the worst Iโ€™ve seen amongst these I guess ๐Ÿ™ƒ haha

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Haha thatโ€™s fair. I read it for the art, which is so nice ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿซฃ I think itโ€™s probably one of the tamer ones here.

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No judgement from me here. I too am a sucker for pretty art haha. I have a habit of buy first ask questions later so this list saves me from that ๐Ÿคญ

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That makes me happy ๐Ÿฅฐ I do wish they were more upfront about the content though

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This is how I feel writing some of the stuff I doโ€ฆ. Lmfaoโ€ฆ Do I have Killing Stalking full collection on my bookshelf? Yesโ€ฆ.

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Hahaha, it hurts so good sometimes ๐Ÿซฃ I admire that you can channel it that way tbh, I wish I could write hahaha

The first time I read killing stalking (a decade ago or so) it hurt my feelings so good and it was so cathartic tbh

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Honestly though. I think series like these get such a bad rap. But like yeah if you get nothing from it of course you donโ€™t see what someone might? Itโ€™s not for everyone, and it shouldnโ€™t be. But for those of us who itโ€™s for, we all have our reasons.

Writing is a great outlet tbh. Iโ€™m lucky to have a partner who is a better writer than me to play off of, our story rn is definitely hurting so good lmfao. But itโ€™s cool to watch characters go through things and rationalize things and work out your own stuff through it.

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I think i see both sides tbh. This is strong subject matter, and itโ€™s not always handled with care, so to speak. It can feel pretty luridly depicted, and I think a lot of people carry baggage around this stuff and so react strongly. Iโ€™ve def had times where this kind of stuff brought me comfort, and Iโ€™ve also struggled to find works that I feel handle it with complexity or nuance.

I do think people are too quick to jump in and decry others for what they read, and that pisses me off tbh. Have your opinions, but respect other peopleโ€™s too. Depiction does not mean endorsement. I wish people were better at minding their business and letting things that donโ€™t serve them go.

Iโ€™m so happy you have that connection and outlet, though. Thatโ€™s really wonderful ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ

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The art for this look EXQUISITE OH MY GOD

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It really is! The artist also mentions in the notes how much they love to draw hanbok, traditional clothing, and patterns. They also have specific patterns and colors to denote the seasons and time passing. Itโ€™s sooooooo thoughtful ๐Ÿฅฐ

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Ahhhhh roses and champagne

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Hahaha ahhh good or bad? ๐Ÿ™ˆ

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One of my favs i wanna get the physical copies so bad tbh might soon lol

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You should! It hits so good when you can flip the pages ๐Ÿซจ

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