[📖&🎧] I...?.. I'm.. How.. was this the most beautifully written book I've ever read but also the most devastating?.. That ending was.. I did not deserve that. I'm trying to process the fact that they died. Or did they??? I don't.. I don't even know.. I'm so confused about what's real and what's not.. I'm trying to make sense of it all.. I do understand how the monster exist now though.. Manifested after dove's death — Doesn't want them to change — It ended up changing anyway. This is a mess of a story but it fits so right.. Atleast to me. It's still very beautiful and I'm.. just dead.. That ending was very cliffhanger and we'll never find out what happened next.. Well honestly we don't have to.. In my mind I'll just stay in denial and thinks they're finally going to be the best author & artist duo and is thriving in the real world and lets ignore the fact that they are dead in this universe and never ever find the life they wanted. “I want to be an author” — “every story I've written is about you” There's so much in my mind right now that it's an absolute mess I can't stop but think about that ending.. That really happened?? They don't have their happy ending??? After all that??? FUCK OFF I GET IT THEY WERE ALWAYS BEEN DOOMED FUCK OFF. i get that's the whole point twin but at the same time i am angry. . I'm so scared and also so.. exhausted for them.. Reading their story got be gasping because they're just so doomed They died on halloween night out of all days and i just.. Wow irony gang.. I don't know I'll probably edit this when my brain sobered up.. But I'm so.. angry still.. I don't even know why anymore i just am Here i thought they'd be happy Oh wait let's check how much chapters we got and i just realized oh! I'm 3 chapters before the story ended! I wonder if they end the curse and yadayda they're happily ever after.. AND THEY'RE NOT. FUCK YOU ALL I'm sorry. But I'm still.. so confused. Not really I understand everything i just need to process that.. thankyou.. They're so desperately inlove, I'm fucking dead. TAKE MY HEART INSTEADDD PLEASEE AS LONG AS YOU GUYS COULD HAVE THE HAPPY ENDING YOU DESERVE, THE REST YOU NEEDED AND THE ETERNITY OF NEVERENDING LOVE. CRIESSSZZ I CAN'T... WHY IS THIS MY FIRST EVER HORROR BOOK I'M CRYING i hate that i can't do anything about this I hate that after all of that they're leaving everybody Lana and Chloe i love you two so much Too bad the story ended—SIKE I MAY NOW Ok idk what to do I'm crashing out.

• maybe in another life we'd be happier
• maybe in another life we would have normal teenagers problem

Goodnight. I may now suffer.