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Private Rites
Julia Armfield
From the award-winning author of Our Wives Under the Sea, a speculative reimagining of King Lear, centering three sisters navigating queer love and loss in a drowning world Itâs been raining for a long time now, so long that the land has reshaped itself and arcane rituals and religions are creeping back into practice. Sisters Isla, Irene, and Agnes have not spoken in some time when their father dies. An architect as cruel as he was revered, his death offers an opportunity for the sisters to come together in a new way. In the grand glass house they grew up in, their fatherâs most famous creation, the sisters sort through the secrets and memories he left behind, until their fragile bond is shattered by a revelation in his will. More estranged than ever, the sistersâ lives spin out of control: Ireneâs relationship is straining at the seams; Islaâs ex-wife keeps calling; and cynical Agnes is falling in love for the first time. But something even more sinister might be unfolding, something related to their motherâs long-ago disappearance and the strangers who have always seemed unusually interested in the sistersâ lives. Soon, it becomes clear that the sisters have been chosen for a very particular purpose, one with shattering implications for their family and their imperiled world.

This book is a wonderfully personal meditation on belonging, love, cultural expectations, familial expectations, and queerness.
I think the heart of the story, the journey of a budding teen girl discovering her sexuality and the complications it brings due to her background and what's expected of her are beautifully written. Zaina Arafat does such a wonderful job with the mundanity of love and the intricacies of a partner who is always seeking more from other people.
I found myself relating to the narrator at times, struggles with mothers, unrequited loves, the overanalysis of a word or gesture thrown one's way, but it was hard to truly lock in to her story. The narrator remains unnamed through the story, an excellent tactic for putting the reader in her shoes, but one that also complicates the underlying story. The travel, the jobs, the family life; all of these things come and go through the vingiettes in a way that makes the timeline difficult to follow. I like stories told in vingiettes but the structure here was so loose that I think too much fell through the cracks. Yes, I know how she falls in love, I know what she's trying to do about it, I know how it impacts her relationship with her mother, but I don't know HER. I don't know the character I'm supposed to follow. How did she get into DJ'ing? What does she want to teach? The minutia of what makes a person a person seems to be intentionally left out of this story in favor of focusing on the emotion of it all, but a story that's solely emotion is difficult to process without the overarching context of WHY a person may be making the choices they are, outside of their response to traumas.
In all, I think this book was a beautiful look at the complexities of relationships, but it could have trimmed some of the external background noise to hone in on the main meditation it was clearly looking to get across. Either that, or expanded the character to fill in some gaps in the emotional story.

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You Exist Too Much
Zaina Arafat
On a hot day in Bethlehem, a 12-year-old Palestinian-American girl is yelled at by a group of men outside the Church of the Nativity. She has exposed her legs in a biblical city, an act they deem forbidden, and their judgement will echo on through her adolescence. When our narrator finally admits to her mother that she is queer, her mother's response only intensifies a sense of shame: "You exist too much," she tells her daughter. Told in vignettes that flash between the U.S. and the Middle East--from New York to Jordan, Lebanon, and Palestine--Zaina Arafat's debut novel traces her protagonist's progress from blushing teen to sought-after DJ and aspiring writer. In Brooklyn, she moves into an apartment with her first serious girlfriend and tries to content herself with their comfortable relationship. But soon her longings, so closely hidden during her teenage years, explode out into reckless romantic encounters and obsessions with other people. Her desire to thwart her own destructive impulses will eventually lead her to The Ledge, an unconventional treatment center that identifies her affliction as "love addiction." In this strange, enclosed society she will start to consider the unnerving similarities between her own internal traumas and divisions and those of the places that have formed her. Opening up the fantasies and desires of one young woman caught between cultural, religious, and sexual identities, You Exist Too Much is a captivating story charting two of our most intense longings: for love, and a place to call home.

This felt more of an outline than anything. The characters were flat and trope-ish, and there was surprisingly little detecting going on for a professional detective. The story spent a lot of time explaining the culture of the ship and the impacts of having a mind that can be recycled endlessly, which, conceptually, if expanded upon, does make for a compelling story. The explorations of what make us human and how intrinsic our memory is to us as individuals and the ways those ground us was beautiful and I'm glad the story spent what little time it had giving these glimpses of pure sensation. But for all the noir tropes I learned more about knitting than I did about investigating. The plot itself was well thought out but the thought process of Gloria was kept from the reader, in terms of connecting the dots. The crime came together from thin air on the pages and was in no way satisfying. I guess a reader can't properly predict your ending if you don't give them the information needed to posit theories and form conclusions.

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Murder by Memory
Olivia Waite
A Memory Called Empire meets Miss Marple in this cozy, spaceborne mystery, helmed by a no-nonsense formidable auntie of a detective. Welcome to the HMS Fairweather, Her Majestyâs most luxurious interstellar passenger liner! Room and board are included, new bodies are graciously provided upon request, and should you desire a rest between lifetimes, your mind shall be most carefully preserved in glass in the Library, shielded from every danger. Near the topmost deck of an interstellar generation ship, Dorothy Gentleman wakes up in a body that isnât hersâjust as someone else is found murdered. As one of the shipâs detectives, Dorothy usually delights in unraveling the schemes on board the Fairweather, but when she finds that someone is not only killing bodies but purposefully deleting minds from the Library, she realizes something even more sinister is afoot. Dorothy suspects her misfortune is partly the fault of her feckless nephew Ruthie who, despite his brilliance as a programmer, leaves chaos in his cheerful wake. Or perhaps the sultry yarn store proprietorâand ex-girlfriend of the body Dorothy is currently inhabitingâknows more than sheâs letting on. Whatever it is, Dorothy intends to solve this case. Because someone has done the impossible and found a way to make murder on the Fairweather a very permanent state indeed. A mastermind may be at workâand if so, theyâve had three hundred years to perfect their schemes⌠Told through Dorothyâs delightfully shrewd POV, Murder by Memory is an ode to the cozy mystery taken to the stars with a fresh new sci-fi take. Perfect for fans of the plot-twisty narratives of Dorothy Sayers and Ann Leckie, this well-paced story will leave readers captivated and hungry for the seriesâ next installment.

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Murder by Memory
Olivia Waite
A Memory Called Empire meets Miss Marple in this cozy, spaceborne mystery, helmed by a no-nonsense formidable auntie of a detective. Welcome to the HMS Fairweather, Her Majestyâs most luxurious interstellar passenger liner! Room and board are included, new bodies are graciously provided upon request, and should you desire a rest between lifetimes, your mind shall be most carefully preserved in glass in the Library, shielded from every danger. Near the topmost deck of an interstellar generation ship, Dorothy Gentleman wakes up in a body that isnât hersâjust as someone else is found murdered. As one of the shipâs detectives, Dorothy usually delights in unraveling the schemes on board the Fairweather, but when she finds that someone is not only killing bodies but purposefully deleting minds from the Library, she realizes something even more sinister is afoot. Dorothy suspects her misfortune is partly the fault of her feckless nephew Ruthie who, despite his brilliance as a programmer, leaves chaos in his cheerful wake. Or perhaps the sultry yarn store proprietorâand ex-girlfriend of the body Dorothy is currently inhabitingâknows more than sheâs letting on. Whatever it is, Dorothy intends to solve this case. Because someone has done the impossible and found a way to make murder on the Fairweather a very permanent state indeed. A mastermind may be at workâand if so, theyâve had three hundred years to perfect their schemes⌠Told through Dorothyâs delightfully shrewd POV, Murder by Memory is an ode to the cozy mystery taken to the stars with a fresh new sci-fi take. Perfect for fans of the plot-twisty narratives of Dorothy Sayers and Ann Leckie, this well-paced story will leave readers captivated and hungry for the seriesâ next installment.

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You Exist Too Much
Zaina Arafat
On a hot day in Bethlehem, a 12-year-old Palestinian-American girl is yelled at by a group of men outside the Church of the Nativity. She has exposed her legs in a biblical city, an act they deem forbidden, and their judgement will echo on through her adolescence. When our narrator finally admits to her mother that she is queer, her mother's response only intensifies a sense of shame: "You exist too much," she tells her daughter. Told in vignettes that flash between the U.S. and the Middle East--from New York to Jordan, Lebanon, and Palestine--Zaina Arafat's debut novel traces her protagonist's progress from blushing teen to sought-after DJ and aspiring writer. In Brooklyn, she moves into an apartment with her first serious girlfriend and tries to content herself with their comfortable relationship. But soon her longings, so closely hidden during her teenage years, explode out into reckless romantic encounters and obsessions with other people. Her desire to thwart her own destructive impulses will eventually lead her to The Ledge, an unconventional treatment center that identifies her affliction as "love addiction." In this strange, enclosed society she will start to consider the unnerving similarities between her own internal traumas and divisions and those of the places that have formed her. Opening up the fantasies and desires of one young woman caught between cultural, religious, and sexual identities, You Exist Too Much is a captivating story charting two of our most intense longings: for love, and a place to call home.

and so I've finally gotten around to this book.
It's been recommended to me numerous times, and I have been so fascinated by the plot that as soon as I found it in a store, I picked up a copy.
I really don't know what I was anticipating, obviously an anti-war novel, but the attention to the prose was a surprise, and one that took a bit to get used to. The first few chapters are a bit of a slog, adjusting to the obscure language of early 20th century slang and colloquialisms as well as the unusual prose decision to start every paragraph with the word and.
It felt more like a war novel written by William Burroughs than something that came out this decade.
In all, this novel is a masterpiece. The imagery and allusions used throughout to detail the slippery slope of war in society are beautiful. As a modern anti-war novel, it is bar none.
The prose is also masterful, Krause clearly took his time in crafting the vehicle for his story, but almost to a fault. The attention to detail to start every paragraph with and limits the tone of the story and makes it difficult to really grasp what he is trying to get across. As an experimental method, I think it's fascinating, but not necessisarily, for a novel of such weight.

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Angel Down
Daniel Kraus
The critically acclaimed author of the âcrazily enjoyableâ (The New York Times) Whalefall returns with an immersive, cinematic novel about five World War I soldiers who stumble upon a fallen angel that could hold the key to ending the war.Private Cyril Bagger has managed to survive the unspeakable horrors of the Great War through his wits and deception, swindling fellow soldiers at every opportunity. But his survival instincts are put to the ultimate test when he and four other grunts are given a deadly venture into the perilous No Manâs Land to euthanize a wounded comrade. What they find amid the ruined battlefield, however, is not a man in need of mercy but a fallen angel, seemingly struck down by artillery fire. This celestial being may hold the key to ending the brutal conflict, but only if the soldiers can suppress their individual desires and work together. As jealousy, greed, and paranoia take hold, the group is torn apart by their inner demons, threatening to turn their angelic encounter into a descent into hell. Angel Down plunges you into the heart of World War I and weaves a polyphonic tale of survival, supernatural wonder, and moral conflict.

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Angel Down
Daniel Kraus
The critically acclaimed author of the âcrazily enjoyableâ (The New York Times) Whalefall returns with an immersive, cinematic novel about five World War I soldiers who stumble upon a fallen angel that could hold the key to ending the war.Private Cyril Bagger has managed to survive the unspeakable horrors of the Great War through his wits and deception, swindling fellow soldiers at every opportunity. But his survival instincts are put to the ultimate test when he and four other grunts are given a deadly venture into the perilous No Manâs Land to euthanize a wounded comrade. What they find amid the ruined battlefield, however, is not a man in need of mercy but a fallen angel, seemingly struck down by artillery fire. This celestial being may hold the key to ending the brutal conflict, but only if the soldiers can suppress their individual desires and work together. As jealousy, greed, and paranoia take hold, the group is torn apart by their inner demons, threatening to turn their angelic encounter into a descent into hell. Angel Down plunges you into the heart of World War I and weaves a polyphonic tale of survival, supernatural wonder, and moral conflict.

Mariana Enriquez has become a favorite author of mine. All of her books that I've read have been incredible, mystical journeys. For this collection of short stories, I went through and wrote a short blurb after I finished each one.
On its whole, this collection is phenomenal. Truly some wonderful tales that will stick with me.
My Sad Dead 5âď¸ A beautiful and thought provoking tale of a Haunting as told through an exploration of the afterlife from the cycles of poverty and the policies that uphold them and their effect on the innocent and not so innocent bystanders of the world. I wish this story was longer, I want to know so much more about Emma and her ghosts.
A Sunny Place for Shady People 4.5âď¸ Once again, Mariana Enriquez showcases her talent in stories steeped in grief. This story following a woman facing the loss of her boyfriend through an investigation on the unsolved mystery of the death of Elisa Lam is as haunted as the Cecil Hotel as grief finds the smallest ways to crop back up into her life before the ghosts start to slip away again.
Face of Disgrace 3.5âď¸ Something about this story just did not grab me. The concept as allegory for generational trauma and breaking the cycle was wonderful, but the execution just didn't work as well as I'd hoped. There wasn't any real attachment to the characters for me.
Julie 4.0âď¸ Such a strange little story that builds off of the history of poet, actress, and occultist Marjorie Cameron. Thorougly weird and fun. I wanted so much more than just this taste of Julie and her story.
Night Birds 2.5âď¸ There's probably something here that I'm missing. This story felt all over the place, like it was two different stories pit together. It was interesting but became hard to follow, and I had to go back and re-read several times to figure out what was happening.
Metamorphosis 3.5âď¸ I wish this book had illustrations for this story alone omg. The ultimate lengths of bodily autonomy and self-love with a healthy dose of critique of the modern medical system as it pertains to women. Like so much of Enriquez's work, I'd sit for hours with this character and her thoughts and expressions.
Hyena Hymns 5.0âď¸ Enriquez at her best, a story steeped in history that has me researching and going down rabbit holes; a reminder that simply covering up history does not stop it from repeating - it begs to be faced, and the secrets we keep to protect those we love.
Different Colors Made of Tears 4.5âď¸ This story is probably the most explicitly horror of the stories in this collection. Dealing in greed, misogyny, and how those things can lead to violence. I'd love to see a film adaptation of this story.
The Suffering Woman 5.0âď¸ Another story I'd love to see adapted or expanded. What do you do when the soul of a woman on her death bed chooses your bed to die in?
The Refrigerator Cemetary 5.0âď¸ A perfect campfire horror, the kind of story that, if told correctly, can end the session of ghost story sharing. Centering on guilt and grief of childhood mistakes that are more than just simple mistakes. And of those mistakes finally coming around to test you.
A Local Artist 4.5âď¸ What is a town to do when its train station is closed? When it's cut off from society, not by choice, but force. Where will it turn for hope?
Black Eyes 5.0âď¸ Mariana Enriquez's excellent take on the legend of the Black Eyes Children infused with her special brand of social and political critique.

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A Sunny Place for Shady People
Mariana Enriquez
A diabolical collection of stories featuring achingly human characters whose lives intertwine with ghosts, goblins, and the macabre, by âone of Latin Americaâs most exciting authorsâ (Silvia Moreno-Garcia) On the shores of this river, all the birds that fly, drink, perch on branches, and disturb siestas with the demonic squawking of the possessedâall those birds were once women. Welcome to Argentina and the fascinating, frightening, fantastical imagination of Mariana Enriquez. In twelve spellbinding new stories, Enriquez writes about ordinary people, especially women, whose lives turn inside out when they encounter terror, the surreal, and the supernatural. A neighborhood nuisanced by ghosts, a family whose faces melt away, a faded hotel haunted by a girl who dissolved in the water tank on the roof, a riverbank populated by birds that used to be womenâthese and other tales illuminate the shadows of contemporary life, where the line between good and evil no longer exists. Lyrical and hypnotic, heart-stopping and deeply moving, Enriquezâs stories never fail to enthrall, entertain, and leave us shaken. Translated by the award-winning Megan McDowell, A Sunny Place for Shady People showcases Enriquezâs unique blend of the literary and the horrific, and underscores why Kazuo Ishiguro, winner of the Nobel Prize for Literature, calls her âthe most exciting discovery Iâve made in fiction for some time.â

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A Sunny Place for Shady People
Mariana Enriquez
A diabolical collection of stories featuring achingly human characters whose lives intertwine with ghosts, goblins, and the macabre, by âone of Latin Americaâs most exciting authorsâ (Silvia Moreno-Garcia) On the shores of this river, all the birds that fly, drink, perch on branches, and disturb siestas with the demonic squawking of the possessedâall those birds were once women. Welcome to Argentina and the fascinating, frightening, fantastical imagination of Mariana Enriquez. In twelve spellbinding new stories, Enriquez writes about ordinary people, especially women, whose lives turn inside out when they encounter terror, the surreal, and the supernatural. A neighborhood nuisanced by ghosts, a family whose faces melt away, a faded hotel haunted by a girl who dissolved in the water tank on the roof, a riverbank populated by birds that used to be womenâthese and other tales illuminate the shadows of contemporary life, where the line between good and evil no longer exists. Lyrical and hypnotic, heart-stopping and deeply moving, Enriquezâs stories never fail to enthrall, entertain, and leave us shaken. Translated by the award-winning Megan McDowell, A Sunny Place for Shady People showcases Enriquezâs unique blend of the literary and the horrific, and underscores why Kazuo Ishiguro, winner of the Nobel Prize for Literature, calls her âthe most exciting discovery Iâve made in fiction for some time.â