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berrymacarons

31. crisis social worker. mom. crocheter. gay. neurodiverse. married. 👻🎀🖤 mostly into weird girl, dark, alt & horror <3 🔮🌲💅 anti-AI. pro 🍉. FDT. 1312. eat the rich. all that good stuff.

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The Unworthy

The Unworthy

Agustina Bazterrica

The long-awaited new novel from the author of global sensation Tender Is the Flesh: a thrilling work of literary horror about a woman cloistered in a secretive, violent religious order, while outside the world has fallen into chaos. From her cell in a mysterious convent, a woman writes the story of her life in whatever she can find—discarded ink, dirt, and even her own blood. A lower member of the Sacred Sisterhood, deemed an unworthy, she dreams of ascending to the ranks of the Enlightened at the center of the convent and of pleasing the foreboding Superior Sister. Outside, the world is plagued by catastrophe—cities are submerged underwater, electricity and the internet are nonexistent, and bands of survivors fight and forage in a cruel, barren landscape. Inside, the narrator is controlled, punished, but safe. But when a stranger makes her way past the convent walls, joining the ranks of the unworthy, she forces the narrator to consider her long-buried past—and what she may be overlooking about the Enlightened. As the two women grow closer, the narrator is increasingly haunted by questions about her own past, the environmental future, and her present life inside the convent. How did she get to the Sacred Sisterhood? Why can’t she remember her life before? And what really happens when a woman is chosen as one of the Enlightened? A searing, dystopian tale about climate crisis, ideological extremism, and the tidal pull of our most violent, exploitative instincts, this is another unforgettable novel from a master of feminist horror.

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Lapvona

Lapvona

Ottessa Moshfegh

In a village in a medieval fiefdom buffeted by natural disasters, a motherless shepherd boy finds himself the unlikely pivot of a power struggle that puts all manner of faith to a savage test, in a spellbinding novel that represents Ottessa Moshfegh’s most exciting leap yet Little Marek, the abused and delusional son of the village shepherd, never knew his mother; his father told him she died in childbirth. One of life’s few consolations for Marek is his enduring bond with the blind village midwife, Ina, who suckled him as a baby, as she did so many of the village’s children. Ina’s gifts extend beyond childcare: she possesses a unique ability to communicate with the natural world. Her gift often brings her the transmission of sacred knowledge on levels far beyond those available to other villagers, however religious they might be. For some people, Ina’s home in the woods outside of the village is a place to fear and to avoid, a godless place. Among their number is Father Barnabas, the town priest and lackey for the depraved lord and governor, Villiam, whose hilltop manor contains a secret embarrassment of riches. The people’s desperate need to believe that there are powers that be who have their best interests at heart is put to a cruel test by Villiam and the priest, especially in this year of record drought and famine. But when fate brings Marek into violent proximity to the lord’s family, new and occult forces upset the old order. By year’s end, the veil between blindness and sight, life and death, the natural world and the spirit world, civility and savagery, will prove to be very thin indeed.

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  • I Who Have Never Known Men
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    Aug 21, 2026
    I Who Have Never Known MenJacqueline Harpman
    5.0
    Enjoyment: 5.0Quality: 5.0Characters: 5.0Plot: 5.0
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  • Bat Eater
    Aug 21, 2026
    Bat EaterKylie Lee Baker
    5.0
    Enjoyment: 5.0Quality: 5.0Characters: 5.0Plot: 5.0

    I wish I could write a succinct review for this story but I’ve been at a loss for words since I put it down. As wild as the story was, I miss being in their universe. I miss weaving through Cora’s anxieties and her bravery. I miss seeing her blossom to be someone aside from someone’s sister. This was a ghost story, but also a story of identity, believing in something bigger than yourself and also believing in yourself, grief, and the struggle to wade within a pandemic that is not only a health hazard, but a crisis for racism and violence as well. The author did a beautiful job highlighting how racism was also a hungry ghost throughout the pandemic, too. I can’t wait until I can read this again.

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  • Killman Creek (Stillhouse Lake, #2)
    Aug 21, 2026
    Killman Creek (Stillhouse Lake, #2)Rachel Caine
    4.0
    Enjoyment: 3.5Quality: 4.0Characters: 4.0Plot: 4.0
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