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rayxven

They/them 🏳️‍🌈 Fantasy and SciFi lover who enjoys critique and finding new favs to form my entire personality around 🤭

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Spring 2026 Readalong
My Taste
The Fifth Season (The Broken Earth, #1)
The Way of Kings (The Stormlight Archive, #1)
Cloud Cuckoo Land
Bury Our Bones in the Midnight Soil
Frankenstein
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Come as You Are: The Surprising New Science that Will Transform Your Sex Life
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  • A Dead Djinn in Cairo (Dead Djinn Universe, #0.1)
    rayxven
    Mar 05, 2026
    4.5
    Enjoyment: 5.0Quality: 4.5Characters: 4.5Plot: 4.5
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    This was such a delightful short story and introduction to the characters and the world. I had so much fun with it! I wanted the concepts and characters/beings to be fleshed out more, but that just leave me so excited to read A Master of Djinn. A wildly unique detective romp set in a never-colonized Cairo where beings from other worlds (including Djinn) have been let into this one. The creativity in types of characters, the action, the horror elements, and the charismatic main character all sold me on the series. I look forward to reading more!

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  • The Second Death of Locke
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    "She slipped into place behind him. For his part, Kier's shoulders relaxed when Grey was there, if only a fraction. In the practice pose of mages and their Hands, their wells, their power, Grey rested her own hand on Kier's left shoulder, fingers curving so the tips just barely grazed the line of his collarbone, her thumb the nearest inch from his skin over the collar of his cloak. Submission and protection. Fealty and power, all in one."

    The yearning is already STRONG in this book! I accidentally picked this up instead of The Isle in the Silver Sea, and while I still plan on reading that, I'm pleasantly surprised by this book already. The writing is a bit choppy at times, but I'm loving how immersive the book is. I also can't help but kick my feet at the shameless flirting and deep yearning these characters clearly feel for each other.

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  • When We Lost Our Heads
    rayxven
    Mar 04, 2026
    4.0
    Enjoyment: 4.0Quality: 4.0Characters: 3.5Plot: 4.0
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    "The women down below in the Squalid Mile were waging a war against Marie and Sadie. They had denounced them as oppressors. But the two young women sitting on their couches, their satin-embroidered slippers perched on ottomans, did not identify themselves as such. No oppressor actually sees themselves as one. They, like everyone else, are too busy identifying themselves as victims."

    Heather O'Neill captured me with her satirical voice and themes; and I was fascinated by this character study in women, oppression, and feminism. You could easily choose a random character from this book and do an entire thesis on what part of feminism they might represent from white feminism to sexual liberation. That said, the writing had such a bite to it that the anger and disdain for the self-absorbed bourgeoisie came through with a fervor.

    While I thoroughly enjoyed the satire that is very clear on the page, I did feel the writing became a bit long in the tooth. At some point, I did not want to hear about the flagrant abuse and dehumanization of women, especially of the violence committed against women by women. I think it's important to talk about, but the point had been made only to be re-made over and over and over again.

    That said, I did enjoy the nuance and complexities that were presented in the text in how all women are oppressed by men who hold power over them or take power from them by means of ownership, regardless of class. I also enjoyed the heavy critique of white feminism and how oppressors don't see themselves as oppressors. In fact, our main characters seem to believe that they're doing good by rising up in society, showing that even women can be strong. But if women are simply taking the place of the oppressors, is that truly progress against oppression or just oppression under a different name? I think this book makes a pretty clear case for the latter.

    Was this the most enjoyable read? No. Did I find it fascinating and challenging in ways a book has not challenged me in a long time? Very much so. I think I'd recommend this to anyone looking for an interesting and unique read. I would caution everyone to check content and trigger warnings before reading because this book tackles some HEAVY themes and does not shy away from the violence that all women experience.

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    When We Lost Our Heads

    When We Lost Our Heads

    Heather O'Neill

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    Don't Let the Forest In

    Don't Let the Forest In

    C.G. Drews

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  • Goddess of the River
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  • Goddess of the River
    Ganga ripped my heart out but this book was amazing 😭

    For anyone reading this during the readalong, I hope you love this book as much as I did! Ganga’s story absolutely ripped my heart out in the best way. If anyone has suggestions for more Hindu retellings like Goddess of the River, I’d love to know!!

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  • Razorblade Tears
    nerdyrowan
    Mar 01, 2026
    2.5
    Enjoyment: 3.0Quality: 2.5Characters: 2.5Plot: 2.5

    For context, I'm not much of a one for revenge thrillers so my reaction is a bit muted for that reason.

    In terms of plot, it felt paced reasonably and met what I expected but the twists were on the predictable side if you've subjected yourself to a lot of police procedurals or similar. The characters were consistent and did grow/learn/change over the novel, and I enjoyed the buddy not-cop dynamics of the dads. The writing was fine, but not dazzling to me (but I'm someone who enjoys lyricism and revenge thrillers rarely do that, so again that could be a matter of taste). So on that front, as a book in a genre I don't typically love, it was fine and met my expectations.

    IMPORTANT: the amount of homophobia/transphobia/racism in here is really hard to stomach, including the associated slurs for those phobias and isms and graphic homophobically motivated violence. I get that that's part of the point, but damn, it was hard to get through. In particular, I would imagine this is probably going to be a very difficult read for anyone who has a negative experience of coming out to their parents, because, while it does portray the homophobic dads going on a ✨️journey✨️, I'm not certain I'm satisfied that journey at all - a lot of it does feel very woe is me for being horrifically cruel to my gay son, just full apologia for being crappy homophobic parents? Im not even sure I like the idea that a posthumous revenge arc is how you redeem yourself for messing up the parent-child relationship just because your kid is queer, y'know? But I also get that that is the premise of the book I chose to read, so i can hardly be too mad about that 😅 in addition, a lot of the commentaries about racism and homophobia feel incredibly surface level, and lacking the depth that shows the characters actually changed?

    So yeah, it's one to be careful with and to take care of yourself while reading, if these are topics that may affect you, and maybe not worth it for a kind of mid thriller?

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  • Random question of the day (not a series)

    We all have authors that we will read basically anything they write, and there has to be a least favorite in any group of books.

    What is your least favorite book by a favorite author?

    Did you still love the book, like it, or do you question how they wrote such a bad book?

    Why do you think this book is different from the rest?

    Ps- feel free to include one you think represents what the author does well for a starting point for other readers

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  • Goddess of the River
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    When We Lost Our Heads

    When We Lost Our Heads

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  • The Sword of Kaigen
    rayxven
    Feb 26, 2026
    5.0
    Enjoyment: 5.0Quality: 4.5Characters: 5.0Plot: 4.5
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    "Wholeness, she had learned, was not the absence of pain, but the ability to hold it."

    This book will forever live among my favorite books I've ever read. Wang takes you through a deep look into what it means to be a mother and the sacrifices that come with it, the pain of deconstruction and realizing everything you've been taught to trust and believe in is a lie, and what true strength looks like. Each character was so fully fleshed out that I felt like I knew them. Their pain was my pain, and I admired each and every one of them for their strength and their capacity for love.

    I love a book with morally gray characters, and The Sword of Kaigen is full of them. The world building was also, almost overwhelmingly, expansive. There is clearly a solid foundation for what could be a fantastic fantasy series, but I understand the author wants to put this part of their life behind them for now. I can understand why considering the intense themes that are addressed in this book. (P.S. I would look up trigger warnings prior to reading as this book definitely deals with HEAVY themes).

    There were moments I felt I couldn't catch my breath because the loss these characters experience is so deep and relatable to me specifically. There were times I had to fully put the book down so I could breathe for a little while and digest, and there were moments my hands were hurting from gripping the book for hours because I couldn't put it down. Wang's masterful character work and immersive storytelling, matched with breathtaking action and magic makes for a truly compelling story; but it's her view into the human soul that really makes this book a masterpiece.

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    The Sword of Kaigen

    The Sword of Kaigen

    M.L. Wang

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