Y’all I’m highlighting something on every page. The way she’s talking about suicidality incredible.

“You’d like to find out where the boundary is,” said Elspeth, not unkindly. “You’d like to know when it goes from feeling pretty blue, to thinking you wouldn’t mind if a bus ran you over, to actively stringing a rope together and kicking off a chair. Is that right?”

But also it’s so good I have to pause after every chapter.