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From the first few pages, I just knew this one would end up a 5/5 and in my My Taste section, it was SO up my alley omg !!!!!
This book is short, weird, confusing, and hazily dreamlike. None of the characters have real names and the narration uses a kind of royal “we.” You really need full attention to properly appreciate this one, and even then, you’ll probably want to take notes to keep everything straight. I loved the prose and all the graphic descriptions!! It felt very evocative to my lowkey-aphantasia brain.
I didn’t read the description before diving into this one, and if you haven’t yet, I suggest you do not and go in blind!! I feel like the description gives too many details away before you can get the weird vibes.
Here’s my less detailed but hopefully still intriguing description: Nine children go to their family’s lake house for a family gathering, and they are excited to spend time together, but something feels off. They can’t put their finger on it, or describe it, and every time they think about it, they can’t tell if there’s even anything off at all. Memories are unreliable, the adults are oblivious, and—no wait it’s always been like this. Hey, let’s go sit in the grass and look at the stars. Where have you been? Oh, that’s right, we’ve been here the whole time. We’re going to be just fine. ✨
If you’re okay with confusing books and body horror, read this book!! It’s short so if you hate it, you won’t have wasted too much time lol but I hope you don’t hate it!! There’s content warnings in the forum, so check those out if you need to.
A kind of weird comparison: if you’ve read Bunny by Mona Awad, this book wasn’t like that at all plot- or character- wise, and yet it did kind of remind me of the same disorienting, dreamlike vibe certain sections of Bunny had. If you didn’t like that book or hate books that are confusing and have a weird narration, you probably won’t like this one.
I hope you enjoy it if you pick it up! I definitely want to reread it sometime soon 👀

When I got back into reading this year, I noticed there were tons of commonly used acronyms that I had no idea what they meant, and I’ve seen other new readers have questions about them too, so I thought I’d make a compilation of acronyms and definitions!
ALC - Advanced listening copy (like ARC but for audiobooks) (thanks @redhead.rambles !)
ARC, eARC - Advance Reader Copy ; A copy of an unpublished book given to select readers to review before the publication date. A lot of people get these through Netgalley. (The “e” is for “electronic”)
BE - Bad ending (thanks @sitacchi !)
CNC - Consensual non-consent (thanks @Indie !)
CR - Currently reading
CTM - Crime, thriller, mystery (thanks @sitacchi !)
DNF - Did not finish
DNFfn - Did Not Finish (for now) (thanks @irmknitss !)
DNR - Do Not Read, books you don't want to read (thanks @Indie !)
DRC - Digital Review Copy (thanks @MaddiHunt !)
Dub-con - Dubious consent (thanks @Indie !)
GN - Graphic novel (thanks @Myth.Ink !)
HC - Hardcover (thanks @CaitlinByHerShelf !)
HE - Happy ending (thanks @sitacchi !)
HEA - Happily ever after
HFN - Happy for now (usually used to describe the ending of a book where characters are happy, but there is potential for future conflict)
JE - Juvenile early readers (thanks @Myth.Ink !)
JPB - Juvenile picture books (thanks @Myth.Ink !)
JMU - Juvenile moving up books (thanks @Myth.Ink !)
LFL - Little free library ; Designated bookcases in public areas where anyone can take a book or leave books for other people to enjoy!
LI - Love interest (thanks @maggiebogo !)
LT - Large type (thanks @Myth.Ink !)
MC, FMC, MMC - Main character, Female main character, Male main character
MG - Middle grade (thanks @proudraindrop !)
NA - New adult (thanks @Indie !)
NB - Enby/nonbinary (thanks @Myth.Ink !)
Non-con - Non-consensual (thanks @Indie !)
PB - Paperback (thanks @CaitlinByHerShelf !) and also Pagebound! (thanks @KittyFeathers !)
PNR - Paranormal romance (thanks @Indie !)
RH - Reverse harem (thanks @FairyPeriapt !)
RTC - Review to come (thanks @acidicchaos !)
SF - Science fiction (thanks @Myth.Ink !)
SFF - Science fiction fantasy
TBR - To be read
TK - To come ; When speaking about book content that's in progress, like images, dedications, and more, not yet included in the book. Examples: “Review and link tk” ; In ARC books: “Dedication tk