Most of the people I regularly chat with and have some camaraderie with are here. I found them here, so I kinda need to post this here, so I am, nervously.

I am realizing I may not be as male as I always thought I am.

This is not directly related to books, but it seems they have played a not insignificant role in this.

I have been asking other queers, and apparently,

"never read a single romance all my life but now for the past 3.5 years have read nothing except sapphic romances" , "couldn't bear to read anything with primarily cis-het relationships" , "the more sapphic romances I read the more I wish I was a lesbian" ,

are big flags that things may not be as straight as I thought they are.

The more I read those romances, the more I ached for the company of lesbians, and eventually, by happenstance an opportunity landed in my lap and I wasn't expecting anything but for several days I was among queer people and I had never felt so relaxed and accepted and comfortable in my life and I have rarely befriended people this easily.

I blurted out all this to some of them at a party and they said, "Yeah, we were picking up on your queer vibes". And I was dumbfounded, like, I have queer vibes??? Apparently the more I interacted with them over several days, the stronger my 'queer vibes' became.

I am suddenly feeling so relaxed all the time, and the constant undercurrent of unwarranted fear that has constantly played in my mind's background has suddenly ameliorated.

Somehow, over 3.5 years, the books precipitated all this, and the safe space in this community where I could unreservedly like and discuss all the queer erotica and raunchy stuff and realizing how much more I enjoyed that over discussing cis-het erotica played a big role in helping me express myself.

I am confused but mostly excited and what the hell is going on...

I’ve got 30 days :) longest commitment I’ve had for some time lol

I’ve started noticing that my TBR shelf at home is getting more and more packed (which is great for my home library, tbh 😅). But it’s also got me thinking about reading multiple books at a time, both to tackle that overcrowded shelf and to make reading a bit more fun and varied.

I usually read one book at a time, and I always try to finish every book I start (even if I’m not enjoying it: yes, this is very a no-DNF zone for me!).

How do you usually read? And for those of you who read multiple books at once, how do you do it? Do you have any tips? ~

Thank you x

Happy Wednesday everyone!!!

What is WWW Wednesday? Well, some people say it's "What We Weading Wednesday" but the Ws actually refer to the "what" in three questions!

1. What are you currently reading?

2. What have you recently finished reading?

3. What will you read next?

I'd love to see your answers!

When I'm sick I like to watch my comfort movies or show, which is Ready Player One and Merlin BBC, so I was wondering what is your comfort book? For what book are you reaching for when you have a hard time? And also I'm here to gather some fans of Player One, wondering what you think about the book and movie? ♡