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Caliban and the Witch: Women, the Body and Primitive Accumulation
Silvia Federici
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On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous
Ocean Vuong
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maybe i'm being a bit of a stickler, but this author has a small carousel of descriptive words they pull from, and it's repetitive enough to pull me out of the immersion. "clotted" & "sluicing;" "deep" & "oppressive;" "smothers" & "hooks;" "cracked/split" & "like a cracked/split egg;" et cetera. not abnormal diction by any means, it just feels like i'm reading these exact same descriptors over again on every other page, and that's hitting a boredom button in my brain despite Hazelthorn's plot being truly enthralling!
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Ocean Vuong
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Hazelthorn
C.G. Drews
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Ode to the Half-Broken
Suzanne Palmer
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What's a god shadow? It's described to have a wingspan larger than 3 vultures and vultures are big!
I just wanna know what bird this is. Is it just a large black vulture at the zoo?
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The term Energy vampire upsets me from personal experience.
Im chronically ill and I've had terms like this spoken about me for talking about my health issues, ex.
"yeah we can go do that activity but im probably gonna need to sit down and rest for a minute before we arrive because of the walking"
"Oh dont be so lazy its draining, its not that far"
I dont submit to this term
IngoDenker commented on a post from the Pagebound Club forum
Reading goals are a great way to stay motivated with reading and encourage you to pick up a book. Streaks help to motivate you to pick up a book when there is a day where you do not wish to read.
However, I have found that it also becomes quite pressuring and stressful. In my opinion, the worst thing to do with a hobby is to force yourself to do it. If there are days where you do not feel like reading, forcing yourself to get through a chapter for the sake of a streak/goal starts to make the hobby feel more like a chore.
I have been in a reading ‘slump’ that lasted over a year, and recently I have found myself in a bit of one again. My reading progression has been a lot slower this month. But I found that it is okay to be in ‘slumps.’ Sometimes you need to take a break from your hobby, focus on some other things for a little time. Read at your own pace, read when you want to. That is what kept my love for books.
Forcing myself to get through a chapter had made reading miserable for me. I used to set page count goals of getting through 50 pages before I could put the book down. But why? why set those goals instead of reading what you want to in that moment? So I scrapped those goals. I started reading 20 pages because I wanted to, sometimes went as far as 70 pages because I wanted to. Reading is so much more enjoyable for me when I just completely ditch those goals and follow what I want.
I used to force myself to get through books quickly, because I thought it was embarrassing to have the reading dates on my reviews show that I had spent more than a week reading that book. But why? there is nothing wrong with going at your own pace. I also used to get embarrassed to see I had ‘only’ finished 4 books in a month. But why? there is nothing wrong with picking up what you want to, rather than what you have to.
For these reasons, I will no longer participate in reading goals/streaks. I want reading to remain a hobby for me rather than a chore. I want it to be something that I want to do, not need to do. I don’t want to feel embarrassed at seeing the amount of books I finished in a month compared to other people. Reading goals are great for a lot of people, but for me they do not work out.
IngoDenker commented on KittenInACave's review of The House in the Cerulean Sea (Cerulean Chronicles, #1)
This one is complicated to review. I have tried incredibly hard to separate my thoughts on the story itself from what I have to say about the author's stated inspiration for it, because I wanted to ensure I was entirely real about the content and my feelings about it, as well as what I feel about the inspiration behind this book. That way, those considering reading it have as much info as I can give them so as to make up their own minds whether to read.
Firstly, on the story itself. I really thought I would love it from the concept and the many positive reviews I've seen here, but sadly, I didn't. I found the main character impossible to relate to - his naivety about the systems and people he worked for and enabled felt practically unforgivable, and even as he slowly changed, I never took to him. I also found the prose pretty dry, and it was worsened by a narrator I just couldn't get along with. The story did legitimately improve somewhat when the children came into it, and I even got the odd laugh, and a few genuinely emotional moments from it. But it never truly caught me up in their story and their world the way I had hoped it would. I just couldn't shake my initial reaction to this man and his almost compartmentalised view of the world he inhabited and the lives he touched. This is my second of Klune's books, and the first (his newest) I gave 5 stars to, so I was genuinely shocked at how little I got along with the actual writing of this book.
So, secondly, on the appropriation, here.
I found out after obtaining a copy of this book, but just before I read it, that the (white) author has said this story was inspired by the Sixties Scoop, and I was absolutely horrified by the ignorance and clear harmfulness of that. I had almost made up my mind not to read it after all, and changed course at the last minute (ADHD brains don't love switching track once one has been decided through the difficult barriers of choice paralysis). I honestly regret that choice. I couldn't remove (and shouldn't have) that knowledge from my experience of this book. And, oof, did it hurt to know his inspiration.
This is a book full of hope and cosy concepts, but set in a painfully dystopian world. In other words, and trying not to spoil the story, it's got some really idealistic aspects to it. It therefore feels even more offensive to the many, many First Nations people who suffered horrifyingly in the Canadian residential schools they were forced into, to claim their suffering was the inspiration for this book. The trauma these systems and schools caused is still so close, and is/will be so enduring. This is not historical. This is living memory! The last school was closed only in the late nineties!!
It was just so incredibly disappointing and disgraceful, and I can't see myself reading any more of Klune's books unless he genuinely learns and grows - and I can't find evidence that he has. In fact, quite the opposite, he appears to have ignored the outrage entirely and continued to publish books without addressing it. If I'm honest, I'm not certain I could get past it even if he showed true growth - but, sadly, perhaps we'll never know.
Rating wise, I'll be honest, I literally couldn't decide how best to rate it, nor what would be right or fair - or even honest to my own rather confused reactions. So I'll let my words alone speak for it.
IngoDenker commented on AJ_in_Huchiun's review of Rehearsals for Living
This book is a gift to humanity.
I can usually find a caveat to "everyone should read this" and I think the only caveat I can find here is that you should read this when you have the brain space to go through the "kaleidoscope of portals spanning our most intimate lives, our communities, the broader terrain of struggle" (Maynard, p. 250). Both writers are academically trained, which shows - but it's more accessible than many academic texts because of the format and infusion of personal stories into the writing.
Maynard and Simpson write letters back and forth mostly during 2020 - using the portals opened up during early COVID-19 lockdown and the uprisings of the summer of 2020 in the so-called US and Canada as starting points to understanding the past and present of settler colonialism both in Canada and globally, and to imagine ways forward.
Black and Indigenous relations / prison abolition / Indigenous sovereignty and governance / nation vs nation-state / world endings and beginnings / communing / not handholding white and settler audiences / radical grief, reckoning, practices, and hope founded on living with reciprocity
Some quotes:
“To value collective livingness, to touch and know life fully, to know a life that is not in some way predicated on and subsidized by the suffering of another: I suspect that this is what liberation is.” (Maynard, p. 250)
“Nibi [water] reminds me that radical imaginings and world-building must international in orientation, reaching beyond Canada, beyond North America and beyond the Atlantic— not as an afterthought at the height of mobilization, but as foundational practice. This, of course, is something that the Black radical tradition, Black feminists, and Indigenous liberation collectives have been doing for decades.” (Simpson, p. 261)
Audiobook: I have been so grateful that more non-fiction and even academic texts have been on audio lately and I enjoyed the audiobook. I did have to get used to the difference in how they read and found it easier to listen to Maynard but it worked well that they each read their own letters.
READ THIS BOOK
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C.G. Drews
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Black Fantasy, Sci-Fi, and Speculative Fiction
Bronze: Finished 5 Main Quest books.