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Grafting
Rylan Hynes
When Eben Turner returns to his family's apple orchard in rural Maine after his parents' death, he faces more than just the weight of inheritance―he confronts the love he left behind. A decade has passed since he and Chris Hartley, the Methodist minister's son, were torn apart in their final year of high school, their secret relationship severed by the forces of faith and small-town judgment. Now, as adults navigating the crossroads of identity and belonging, they must reckon with both their buried past and an uncertain future. Set against the Edenic beauty of New England, Grafting unfolds through dual perspectives in a lyrical narrative that mirrors the delicate art of joining two trees to create something stronger. As Eben and Chris work to understand how they came to be parted, they discover that healing requires more than forgiveness―it demands the courage to cultivate love in hostile ground. This exquisite debut explores the cost of forbidden desire and the resilience required to claim one's authentic self. With prose as rooted and enduring as the heritage apple trees that anchor the story, Grafting asks whether two people can truly come home to each other after being forced apart by the very communities that shaped them. A voice-driven and unforgettable tale of queer love and rural identity, Grafting will resonate with readers who were moved by the sweeping emotion of Brokeback Mountain, the luminous prose of Ocean Vuong's On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous, and stories that find the sacred in the profane, the universal in the deeply personal.

Children of Time (Children of Time, #1)
Adrian Tchaikovsky

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Thank you! It's definitely in the Quiet Novels category, but I really loved its tone.

A quiet and hopeful novel about adult friendship and the strange social stagnance of the middle-aged middle class. The writing focuses more on characters and settings than conflict or plot movement.
Good stuff: I just love the way Lydia Millet lays down prose, and the quiet, objective empathy she offers all her characters. The minor players in this novel were my favorites, each with the kind of quirks you could find upsetting in a stranger but lovable in a friend. The bird-themed through-line was a nice touchstone without being heavy-handed as a metaphor. Just a really beautiful and easy read for me.
Not as good: this is the second book I have read of Millet's from the perspective of a male protagonist, and I consistently find little moments when I don't think her account of the male gaze is believable. This really is just a quibble as I liked this protagonist very much.
If you like a book where nothing happens with extensively satisfying prose, this might be one for you. It has given me ideas to chew on about how humans relate and age together that I really like thinking about.

A quiet and hopeful novel about adult friendship and the strange social stagnance of the middle-aged middle class. The writing focuses more on characters and settings than conflict or plot movement.
Good stuff: I just love the way Lydia Millet lays down prose, and the quiet, objective empathy she offers all her characters. The minor players in this novel were my favorites, each with the kind of quirks you could find upsetting in a stranger but lovable in a friend. The bird-themed through-line was a nice touchstone without being heavy-handed as a metaphor. Just a really beautiful and easy read for me.
Not as good: this is the second book I have read of Millet's from the perspective of a male protagonist, and I consistently find little moments when I don't think her account of the male gaze is believable. This really is just a quibble as I liked this protagonist very much.
If you like a book where nothing happens with extensively satisfying prose, this might be one for you. It has given me ideas to chew on about how humans relate and age together that I really like thinking about.

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Dinosaurs
Lydia Millet
A man named Gil walks from New York to Arizona to recover from a failed love. After he arrives, new neighbors move into the glass-walled house next door, and his life begins to mesh with theirs. In this warmly textured, drily funny, and philosophical account of Gil’s unexpected devotion to the family, Lydia Millet explores the uncanny territory where the self ends and community begins―what one person can do in a world beset by emergencies. Dinosaurs is both sharp-edged and tender, an emotionally moving, intellectually resonant novel that asks, In the shadow of existential threat, where does hope live?

A collection of linked essays, loosely chronological, linking the author's young life of coming into himself with his family's saga, arc of activism, and growing understanding of his life as a writer.
Good stuff: I loved almost every essay in this collection, which seems less like an assembly of previously published work and more like a broad exercise in memoir. I especially appreciate that the author chose to make edits to his existing work, updating perspective and removing the redundancies I usually am bothered by in this kind of collection. His opening two essays and the stories of his youth were my favorites, but I also loved his essay on building a rose garden and the many notes on writing he shared from his mentors: I think the title of the collection is properly selected.
Not as good: I think many memoirs struggle as the author approaches issues they have had fewer years to coalesce their thinking on, so the penultimate essay was the weakest for me. I also think there were a few moments overall that bogged down in sentimentality, but it looks from other reviews like those essays really touched other readers.
As a person who writes, this collection gave me a lot to think about, both directly and indirectly. I even more now want to read the debut novel whose creation he describes in so many of these essays. What a great and affecting read.

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How to Write an Autobiographical Novel
Alexander Chee
How to Write an Autobiographical Novel is the author’s manifesto on the entangling of life, literature, and politics, and how the lessons learned from a life spent reading and writing fiction have changed him. In these essays, he grows from student to teacher, reader to writer, and reckons with his identities as a son, a gay man, a Korean American, an artist, an activist, a lover, and a friend. He examines some of the most formative experiences of his life and the nation’s history, including his father’s death, the AIDS crisis, 9/11, the jobs that supported his writing—Tarot-reading, bookselling, cater-waiting for William F. Buckley—the writing of his first novel, Edinburgh, and the election of Donald Trump.

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Exit Party
Emily St. John Mandel
From the bestselling author of Station Eleven, Exit Party is Emily St. John Mandel’s new mind-bending epic: a story of crimes committed and loves lost across space and time. 2031. America is at war with itself, but for the first time in weeks there is some good news: the Republic of California has been declared, the curfew in Los Angeles is lifted, and everyone in the city is going to a party. Ari, newly released from prison, arrives with her friend Gloria just as a fragile new era begins. But there are people at the party who shouldn’t be there. Something is very wrong... Years later, living a different life in Paris, Ari remains haunted by that night. Whatever happened at the party fractured her sense of reality – and may hold the key to a very different world. Exit Party is Emily St. John Mandel’s electrifying new novel about freedom and surveillance, art and survival, love and loss in a broken world.

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The Flamethrowers
Rachel Kushner
Rachel Kushner’s The Flamethrowers just made it from the National Book Award longlist to the shortlist of five finalists. Her first novel, Telex from Cuba, was also nominated for a National Book Award and reviewed on the cover of The New York Times Book Review. The Flamethrowers, even more ambitious and brilliant, is the riveting story of a young artist and the worlds she encounters in New York and Rome in the mid-1970s—by turns underground, elite, and dangerous. The year is 1975 and Reno—so-called because of the place of her birth—has come to New York intent on turning her fascination with motorcycles and speed into art. Her arrival coincides with an explosion of activity in the art world—artists have colonized a deserted and industrial SoHo, are staging actions in the East Village, and are blurring the line between life and art. Reno meets a group of dreamers and raconteurs who submit her to a sentimental education of sorts. Ardent, vulnerable, and bold, she begins an affair with an artist named Sandro Valera, the semi-estranged scion of an Italian tire and motorcycle empire. When they visit Sandro’s family home in Italy, Reno falls in with members of the radical movement that overtook Italy in the seventies. Betrayal sends her reeling into a clandestine undertow. The Flamethrowers is an intensely engaging exploration of the mystique of the feminine, the fake, the terrorist. At its center is Kushner’s brilliantly realized protagonist, a young woman on the verge. Thrilling and fearless, this is a major American novel from a writer of spectacular talent and imagination.

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Unquenchable Fire (Unquenchable Fire, #1)
Rachel Pollack
Book by Pollack, Rachel

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Renegade Poetics: Black Aesthetics and Formal Innovation in African American Poetry (Contemp North American Poetry)
Evie Shockley
Beginning with a deceptively simple question—What do we mean when we designate behaviors, values, or forms of expression as “black”?—Evie Shockley’s Renegade Poetics separates what we think we know about black aesthetics from the more complex and nuanced possibilities the concept has long encompassed. The study reminds us, first, that even among the radicalized young poets and theorists who associated themselves with the Black Arts Movement that began in the mid-1960s, the contours of black aesthetics were deeply contested and, second, that debates about the relationship between aesthetics and politics for African American artists continue into the twenty-first century. Shockley argues that a rigid notion of black aesthetics commonly circulates that is little more than a caricature of the concept. She sees the Black Aesthetic as influencing not only African American poets and their poetic production, but also, through its shaping of criteria and values, the reception of their work. Taking as its starting point the young BAM artists’ and activists’ insistence upon the interconnectedness of culture and politics, this study delineates how African American poets—in particular, Gwendolyn Brooks, Sonia Sanchez, Harryette Mullen, Anne Spencer, Ed Roberson, and Will Alexander—generate formally innovative responses to their various historical and cultural contexts. Out of her readings, Shockley eloquently builds a case for redefining black aesthetics descriptively, to account for nearly a century of efforts by African American poets and critics to name and tackle issues of racial identity and self-determination. In the process, she resituates innovative poetry that has been dismissed, marginalized, or misread because its experiments were not “recognizably black”—or, in relation to the avant-garde tradition, because they were.

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How to Write an Autobiographical Novel
Alexander Chee
How to Write an Autobiographical Novel is the author’s manifesto on the entangling of life, literature, and politics, and how the lessons learned from a life spent reading and writing fiction have changed him. In these essays, he grows from student to teacher, reader to writer, and reckons with his identities as a son, a gay man, a Korean American, an artist, an activist, a lover, and a friend. He examines some of the most formative experiences of his life and the nation’s history, including his father’s death, the AIDS crisis, 9/11, the jobs that supported his writing—Tarot-reading, bookselling, cater-waiting for William F. Buckley—the writing of his first novel, Edinburgh, and the election of Donald Trump.


The Dream Hotel
Laila Lalami

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I came to recommend this! It's more accessible than it seems and the author keeps opening up the world in the sequels: I especially loved Children of Memory.
Hello!
Do any of you have good sci fi recommendations for someone trying to explore the genre more?
I've always liked soft sci fi. But I've recently realised Ive started liking harder sci fi, with more complicated science, politics, world building etc. I recently fell completely in love with Dune, which started this revelation (I still hate star wars though, sorry). I also recently reread project hail mary that I surprisingly loved even more than the first time.
I'm (in a few months!!) a biomedical laboratory scientist, so naturally topics around DNA/scientists/microorganisms are very interesting to me. But things about computers, programming, AI, robots are also topics I really enjoy.
I'm open to any recommendations! Cozy or hard sci fi, horror elements, political, funny, serious, you name it. I really wanna find out what I like so I'm open to exploring. Thanks :)

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Art & Lies by Jeanette Winterson is more of a language experiment than a novel but all of its main characters are on a train!

Does anyone have any recommendation for books set on a train? I think there’s something so fun and interesting about being on an overnight train (I personally have never been on one but it feels like such a cool adventure) and I would love a cozy little book that takes place on a train!

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For anyone who doesn't know: every book's About tab (I'm describing the phone app) has a place for users to make similar book recommendations! I love this feature and maybe you will find it helpful.
(uhhh you also get points for recommendations so maybe don't forget to contribute if you have one)
I absolutely loved the Knight and the Moon duology. I loved how cinematic it all was the right balance of plot and romance and I absolutely love the Found Family aspect. Another favorite is the Cruel Prince series. I have the same thoughts and feelings. I love these two fantasies, so I need recs like these that will give me the same feelings. It doesn't have to be specifically knights or fae, just if something that will give me the vibes I'm down lol. It can be whatever if you loved these two series. Lol, sorry this was so long winded question

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I don't know this author and hadn't heard this piece of literary news, but it's an awesome discussion: thank you.
I will just say that if I knew any of Elisabeth Wheatley's friends, I would tell them they need to check on her.
I am sorry if someone has made a post about this, but I could not find it, if I do, I will link it here. Also: I know this probably belongs to the book forum (?) but seeing as I have read neither of her books and this regards multiple (like 3) of her books, I hope this if fine to post here.
So, for those of you who live under a book pile and have not heard about it: Elisabeth Wheatley, has made a post (linked it for your convenience) about how she wants to edit her books and get rid of all the sex scenes, making them fade to black. This includes future physical copies, as well as digital copies, whereas it was said in the beginning, that already bought digital copies would be changed too. This has since been amended, as far as I heard and you will only get the edited version if you ask for it, or you buy the edited version.
And while I think, it is her right to decide, that she no longer feels comfortable and has changed her mind, going back and taking them out is ringing alarm bells for me, especially in the current climate we live in. I am also well aware that we technically do not own any digital media (whether it is books, movies, video games) and are simply licencing it, it does not sit right with me. If she does not want to include spice in any further publications that is fine, but changing something her readers have bought (under the knowledge that it has spice) feels back handed.
Another issue I have is the fact that she cites her daughter and how her daughter might one day read her books and that it is making her uncomfortable. While I understand that parents thinking of their children as sexual beings might be a strange feeling (or vice versa), I think that a healthy relationship with sex, one's own body and sexual content is important to a certain degree. I myself am demi-sexual and only somewhat care about sex in media (I think it can be a great plot device to show characters growing close, or people's relationship with themselves) and it is important that we keep talking about it. Simply avoiding sexual themes, because someone might be uncomfortable can cause so much harm. Teaching consent is important, teaching save sex is important and teaching children that it is okay to have sexual desires and being a sexual being is important.
I fear, we have currently reached a point in our society, where we became so overstimulated and the media so over-saturated with sex, that we are currently taking steps back.
One last thing, and this truly is just a personal gripe is the fact, that she has cited her own religious beliefs as a reason why she changed her opinion, and while that is — once again — not inherently wrong, she previously talked about how being catholic and enjoying sex is not sinful or wrong. Her, now not adhering to her own previous beliefs worries me (for her).
Anyway, what are your thoughts? Do you agree Have you heard about this before?