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"You may be a patriot or a historian, Mallory, but not both."
I don't think I have the words to describe this book. I also think it's probably best to go into it knowing as little as possible and let yourself be carried through it.
This book is a gut-punch after another. The best exemple of the Narrative is Doomed and Yet we Fight. Characters are flawed, physically and mentally, and with pretty massive moral flaws at that (war-mongering, homophobic, imperialist..) and we see that doomed narrative turn inside out every one of their beliefs, of the world and of themselves.
It's about how much we can ask of someone, even under the guise of glory, or the greater good, or love, before they break. It's about the suffocating weight of being made into something you're not and its belief. It's about loving someone despite what they've made you into. About what it means to be a coward or a hero.
It's also about patriotism and the way tyrants and governments and fascists will use young people that desperately need to feel useful and wanted and special. About the purposefullness of history retold to serve a political agenda. About the impossibility of faithfully recording and telling history and being a patriot at the same time.
There's so much in a single, barely over 300 pages book, and it's not only incredible and important and heart-wrenching, it's also told with the most wonderful prose. For the big things, as for the small (I've read "they only watched us, silently, with eyes like thrown stones" and knew I would be highlighting every other line). It's all told in the first person, but adressed to another character, like a journal, or a love letter. It truly makes it feel so unique and personal (doubly so because obviously the "you" feels like being addressed, as the reader).
I have my own little qualms with it, but it's either very personal (a doomed narrative book always ruines my mental state for a bit), or justified (the immediate pull between the characters, although too "easy" of a choice for me at first, made complete sense by the end of the story but it did stick into my mind at first) but it's too well written and brilliantly constructed for me to give it anything less than 5 stars. I feel like nothing I say can do this book justice. It truly is an experience, and I'm in awe of what Alix E.Harrow accomplished.
"I was dying, but I had died before, and would die again. We had told this story so many times, you and I, and we would tell it so many more, and it would always end here, like this: with my blood on your hands and your tears on my face."
"Who is free, who loves another?"
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Once There Were Heroes (A Time of Dragons, #1)
Philip C. Quaintrell
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The Dragon Has Some Complaints
John Wiswell
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Seeking Persephone (The Lancaster Family, #1)
Sarah M. Eden
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The Rage of Dragons (The Burning, #1)
Evan Winter
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Ode to the Half-Broken
Suzanne Palmer
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All We Have Is Time
Amy Tordoff
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A Wild Radiance
Maria Ingrande Mora
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Empire of Silence (Sun Eater, #1)
Christopher Ruocchio
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Empire of Silence (Sun Eater, #1)
Christopher Ruocchio
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This is so difficult to rate because I've already read the manga and watched the anime (like many people) so I come in with full knowledge of the characters and the plot, and that's definitely skewing my enjoyment of it.
I love the both the manga and the anime, they're a 4.5/4.75⭐ to me; I adore Maomao and Jinshi, and I find the plot and mysteries and dynamic of the court absolutely fascinating and masterfully done.
But in novel form, which is ironically the source material, I found the writing highly amateurish and dry. It spells out everything (if two people are arguing and one is on the floor, with a red mark under the hand that's holding their cheek, we don't need to have "she must have been slapped in the face" written out; we can guess), so much so that I wonder if I would have dnf'd it if I wasn't already familiar with the story.
I'm definitely treating this as supplementary reading to the manga/anime for now, and I'm really hoping the writing will get better because this type of story is so closely tailored to my taste
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The Apothecary Diaries (Light Novel): Volume 1
Natsu Hyuuga
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"Forget my real name, my real origins—the Hierarchy would have me executed, buried, and all memory of me erased within an hour of realising what I can do."
This definitely had a big change in pacing and plot direction from book 1 and it didn't hold my interest quite as much.
One of my main issue is the pov split, which, although interesting storytelling-wise, meant that some people will prefer this or that pov and indeed, I disliked the Obiteum pov, which I found dreary and very difficult to visualize. And the pov swap being almost every chapter made me feel pulled out of the flow of the story everytime. Directly related to the split pov, so much happened off page, or things were being only briefly mentionned when it felt like we needed to take the time to cover it, or even world building elements were barely touched upon and never covered in depth the way I feel like book 1 would have, which is wild considering what a thick boi that book is.
I also (I feel like I only have complaints; I don't I swear) didn't like the change of antogonist, and while the end hints at something more complex than the classic one big bad villain, I also thought Vis's decision at the very end of the book felt wildly unjusfied.
It still has great themes, a more and more complex world building and magic system, and I love many characters dearly (James Islington, we need to talk) so I'll definitely read book 3 but book 2 has greatly reduced by expectations.
"What is it they say, again? The need of the many will always be loud. But in the end, it is only the strength of the few that matters."
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The Apothecary Diaries (Light Novel): Volume 1
Natsu Hyuuga
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Dawn of the Firebird
Sarah Mughal Rana
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Letsss gooo,this will be my first time reading Fantasy,I have always put it off in the past thinking it's too difficult to get into and the large no. of characters and worldbuilding will be too difficult to understand for tiny ahh brain. But yeah finally giving it a try,wish me luck<3