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🍁🕯🫖🧣 my bookshelf is mostly stocked with fantasy, magical realism, and literary fiction, with the occasional romance thrown in to sweeten things up! 📚✨️

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Universe Quest: Realm of the Elderlings
Fantasy and Sci-Fi with a Side of Romance
Sapphic Across Genres
Dark Academia
Cozy Fantasy
Quiet Novels
Fall 2025 Readalong
Dia de los Muertos 2025
Winter 2026 Readalong
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Pride 2026
Summer 2026 Readalong
My Taste
Assassin's Apprentice
Piranesi
The Will of the Many
The Everlasting
Sunburn
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Travels With Epicurus: Meditations from a Greek Island on the Pleasures of Old Age
22%
Last Days in Plaka
12%
Theodora's Tea Shop
27%
The Iliad
3%
Backhanded Compliments
56%
You Were Born for This: Astrology for Radical Self-Acceptance
23%
Dracula
44%

September 2026

Klara and the SunViciousAll Systems RedBackhanded ComplimentsYesteryearThe IliadThe Psychology of Time Travel

4.24 average  ·  203 reviews

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  • Jan 30, 2026
    The Everlasting
    The EverlastingAlix E. Harrow
    5.0
    Enjoyment: 5.0Quality: 5.0Characters: 5.0Plot: 5.0
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    "Who is free, who loves another?"

    I knew from the first few pages that this would be an absolute 5 star book and it turns out it actually is 6 - or maybe endless stars. Inject this into my veins.

    The story was so incredibly compelling, layered, enigmatic, and completely engrossing, topped with rich characters and prose that is absolutely to die for. At the same time achingly gorgeous and poetic (I often had to close the book for a few seconds to collect myself after reading a particularly gut-punching sentence), as it is incredibly concise. Every. single. sentence. carries so much weight. I already cannot wait to go back to re-read (I started fantasising about a re-read about 20% into the book, if that tells you anything) and annotate a book for the first time since school to uncover all of the hidden gems that I am certain I missed the first time around. Rarely have I cried so much over a book. Rarely have I been so utterly unable to put a book away. I wanted to savour it and devour it at the same time. It was simultaneously too much to bear and never enough.

    Believe the hype - it is that good.

    edited to add my favourite quote

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  • Dec 31, 2025
    The Pairing
    The PairingCasey McQuiston
    5.0
    Enjoyment: 5.0Quality: 3.5Characters: 5.0Plot: 4.0
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    What a delight!! The ingredients for this book were made in a lab, specifically to please me: gluttony, hedonism, chaotic bisexuals, patisserie, humour, art, sun-ripened fruit, and yearninggggg. It was a very visceral book in many ways, the sensuality of the food descriptions genuinely made my mouth water, I could swear I smelled the scents in the bakeries and vinyards, feel the sun on my skin, see some of my favourite art pieces. It made me want to eat cheese again after 6 years!!! The romance was also wonderfully chaotic, their flirting had me genuinely giggling and kicking my feet! It was also very hot without ever being repetitive or cringey. There were some issues with pacing and there was a lot of talk about just how much they loved each other, which was not necessarily shown. The characters sometimes felt a bit heavy-handed, often too perfect to be true - but I guess we do see them through each others' eyes! Plus, this got better as the story progressed and they felt more human. I understand some of the issues other people have had with this book regarding plot but I simply don't care, it was the perfect book for me, just when I needed it most (read: ill in a cold summer).

    4
  • Sep 09, 2026
    Blutbuch
    BlutbuchKim de l'Horizon
    4.5
    Enjoyment: 4.5Quality: 4.5Characters: Plot:
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    English translation below!

    Was für ein Buch! Es hat mich fasziniert, überrascht, berührt, oft angezogen und auch abgestoßen.

    Obwohl als "Roman" bezeichnet, ist es ein klar autofiktionales Werk, in dem Beziehungen zu und unter Müttern das Kernstück bilden, aber genauso die Beziehung zu sich selbst, zu queeren Körpern und Lebenswirklichkeiten. In diesem Kontext ist auch die Form des Buches besonders spannend; so wenig wie die schreibende Person folgen die Form und der Stil Konventionen und Erwartungen, bewegen sich zwischen verschiedenen narrativen Stimmen und Perspektiven fließend, das Buch ist mal in erster, mal in zweiter, mal in dritter Person verfasst. Die verwendete Sprache kann dabei kaum unterschiedlicher nicht sein, schwankt zwischen akademisch, derb, und hoch poetisch und wunderschön, zwischen Hochdeutsch, Schweizerdeutsch, Englisch, und millenial queer-isms, und ist dabei immer authentisch und mitreißend.

    Besonders der zweite Teil hat mich staunen lassen und mich tief berührt. Die zarte Emotionalität dieses Teils sticht besonders hervor und bringt die Poesie des Titels, Covers, und der zentralen Themen des Buches erst richtig hervor.

    Gegen Ende hat das Buch mich ein bisschen weniger fasziniert, wahrscheinlich dadurch, dass viele der Fragezeichen, die die Geschichte und die Form des Buches aufgeworfen haben, zu klar beantwortet wurden. Vielleicht auch, weil es mir ein bisschen zu viel Meta-Kommentar wurde, den ich stellenweise als etwas cringey empfunden habe. Ich finde, die Geschichte hätte auch für sich stehen können, daher sind es letztendlich keine 5 Sterne geworden, auch wenn ich stellenweise überzeugt war, dass das mein letztendliches Rating wird! Ich habe kein Rating für Charaktere und Plot gegeben, weil es mir durch den autobiographischen Anteil nicht passend erschien.

    Ich kann das Buch sehr empfehlen, ich hab es sehr genossen und freue mich schon auf zukünftige Werke von Kim de l'Horizon!


    English: Because I saw that the book is being translated, I thought I would translate this review for any non-German speakers who might be interested in the future!

    What a book! It fascinated, surprised, moved me, often alluring and also repulsing.

    Although denoted as a "novel", this is clearly an autofictional work, with relationships to and between mothers as its centerpiece, as much as the relationship to oneself, to queer bodies and realities. The form of this book is particularly interesting in this context; as little as the writer do the form and style follow conventions and expectations, moving between various narrative voices and perspectives fluently, is written at times in first, at times in second, at times in third person. The language used therein could not be more different, moving between academic, crass, and highly poetic and gorgeous, between High-German, Swiss-German, English, and millenial queer-isms, always authentic and captivating.

    Especially the second part left me in awe and moved me deeply. The tender emotionality of this part stands out particularly and brings the poetry of the title, cover, and central themes of the book out.

    Towards the end, the book fascinated me a little less, probably because many of the question marks that the story and the form of the book had brought up were answered too clearly. Maybe also because I felt like there was too much meta commentary which I, in places, perceived as a bit cringey. I feel like the story could have stood for itself which is why, in the end, this is not getting 5 stars, even though I was at times convinced that that would be my final rating! I didn't give a rating for character or plot because the autobiographical parts made this feel inappropriate.

    I can highly recommend this book, I really enjoyed it and am looking forward to any future works of Kim de l'Horizon!

    10


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    The Everlasting

    The Everlasting

    Alix E. Harrow

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    The Wax Child

    The Wax Child

    Olga Ravn

    Thoughts from 21%
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    beloved404 commented...

    this came recommended by multiple pb friends for a light holiday read and I am so excited!! it's also my pb anniversary today 🥹 so it feels extra special to read something recommended through pb!! I have so much love for this community, it is honestly my favourite place in the whole internet. I am eternally grateful for the wonderful friends I have made on here through a shared love of books (yes, all of you!!!) and for all of the wonderful books I got to discover because of and with you. Pb has honestly brought back my passion for reading, and I am finally at a reading cadence that I have always wanted. I am reading better books, in a more engaged way because of everyone's big brain posts and brillinat reviews. feeling very sappy (thanks for bearing with me through this emotional comment lol) and grateful to be part of something as special as this and cannot wait to continue watching this place grow 💕

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    beloved404 commented...

    Pipsy is such a cute nickname, I love that it has stuck so much and that we can know you by that name on here too 🥰

    My username is inspired by my favourite character from my favourite fantasy series - Fool from Realm of the Elderlings, whose real name is Beloved! And since this is a bookish place, I wanted to pay hommage to that 🥰 the 404 I just thought was funny, like Error404 not found - although I have realised now that it sounds like I don't have a beloved (which I actually do!). I originally thought of it in the context of the character who is hard to define and above notions of gender or species and just all around magical!

  • Story behind your username ✨

    Hey, beautiful people 💫 After that post I made in the forum I felt so surprised to see so many people relate to my situation, and it was overwhelming (in the best way) to feel everyone's support and understanding. So I want to take this opportunity to thank everyone who took the time to give me a little uplifting, it really made a difference.

    This made me think that we really are a community of dear anonymous friends, who support each other through the love of books. Which led me to this thought: There are so many beautiful and original usernames... What's the story behind each one? (except for one_crazy_eliott, I think I understand the reason behind Mr. Crazy's username 🤭🤭🤭)

    So, if you feel comfortable, share the story behind it. I think it will help bring us closer and keep everyone's anonymity anyway.

    I'll start: The OGs know I started PB as fantasy.betareader but decided later to change my username to Pipsy to help me feel more connected here. This is a nickname my sister gave me when I was 3 or 4 years old, and it stuck until today. My whole family calls me by it, my friends, my teachers, my bosses, etc. Even on my passport, my signature says Pipsy. So that's basically my name 😊

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    beloved404 commented...

    I’m ngl, this is huge for me. when I set this goal, I thought it was really ambitious, I haven’t read this many books in at least 10 years! and it’s been such a struggle to integrate reading with my adult life but I did it!! I’m really proud of myself 🥺 and most of all, I feel like I finally have my favourite hobby back!! 🥹 brb, gotta be in my feels for bit

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