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so we can already see that Waldo uses escapism and dissociation to avoid her feelings and thoughts. sex is an obligation she uses to feel something without much risk, something she can turn to for a quick hit and distraction. then in her mind doomscrolling and impulse shopping plays the same role
"My heart races as I scroll down to that bold, red, looming "place order" button. I click it, and a combination of regret and excitement flushes through my body, a combination so potent that it leaves no space for whatever feeling lurks underneath it."
curious to see how this will play out later in the story, i have a feeling things are going to get unhinged in a toxic, uncomfortable way quick af. what's super interesting to me is her narrative seems to almost be like, cynical, satirical? like she understands exactly what she's doing, she knows that it's unhealthy, but she does it anyway. says soo much about her character in such an understated way
"The cancer warning comes up on all the items, which I appreciate, because it helps me prioritize my cart. Velvet trousers? Not worth the cancer. Crop top? It stays."
it's also almost like all of her habits are about having no agency as well. everything happens to her, she doesn't have to think, doesn't have to make a choice, doesn't have to reflect. the algorithm delivers her content, she takes whatever it gives her. the cart warns her about cancer, she accepts it with banality. a boy has sex with her, she lets it happen until it's over
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I already feel like that Jennette shouldn't narrated this. She was wonderful narrating her memoir but for this needed someone who actually does narration work.
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Half His Age
Jennette McCurdy
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Half His Age
Jennette McCurdy
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Geisha, a Life
Mineko Iwasaki
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Mineko Iwasaki
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Certain Dark Things is set in a rich and immersive neo-noir world where everything you think you know about vampires from western pop culture is made fresh and new. Though some have criticized the amount of time taken at the beginning to establish the texture of the world, I did not find it boring in the slightest. For me, the images painted in my mind by this book are beyond memorable, and I don't regret the time taken to add what seemed to me all the right details.
The cast and plot were both good, but certainly not as well done as the worldbuilding. Atl and Domingo were very fun to follow around, though they both could have used some additional depth to really make them great, and the dynamic of the relationship between the two was very odd considering their age and experience difference. I would have preferred something a little different. The side characters (including the other POV characters) were also fun but significantly lacked depth, such that they felt more like plot tools than anything. Similarly, the plot sometimes felt contrived, and the characters made some escapes so convenient that it felt like the stakes weren't quite as high as they could have been. However, there was enough action to ensure the pacing did not drag, and the sort of full-circle moment painted by the ending was satisfying and brought what could have been a bit of a lackluster ending to a solid close.
Overall, the worldbuilding carried the book for me, so if you're only satisfied by great plots and characters, this probably will not be the book for you. But fans of vampires and richly textured neo-noir worlds will be delighted by the experience of this world. If you want to read this book, consider checking which edition you're getting as the newer edition published in 2021 has some edits that make the writing much better.
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Certain Dark Things
Silvia Moreno-Garcia
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I love that they feel the compulsion of counting rice or accumulating stuff. It's such an interesting detail about vampires! Also, I really do hope Atl and Domingo remain as a friendship... Their dynamic is really nice
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