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You Were Born for This: Astrology for Radical Self-Acceptance
Chani Nicholas
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She Who Remains
Rene Karabash
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Itâs fun! Itâs extravagant! Itâs ironic! Itâs too on the nose! Itâs camp!!
Even though this is a murder mystery, Iâll be honest that I personally enjoyed this book a lot more in analyzing the main character and his character development throughout the book. The mystery was still so fun to follow, and it genuinely had me creating conspiracy theories like I was putting clues and names on a murder board, but something about an insufferable character that may turn out to be just misunderstood just does it for me.
Mikey starts off as the obnoxious, spoiled, âIâm rich so I can do whatever I wantâ type of character, and even though for a while he does come across as annoying, once I started to understand him and his past better I felt so much empathy for him. He grew up surrounded by people that only liked him for his money, surrounded by people that only cared about money, so inevitably he equates his worth with his wealth. He was never taught to embrace his emotional side and instead to suppress it with jokes, that he had to hide how he really felt because otherwise people wouldnât want to be with him.
Thereâs so many little moments with the way he interacts with other people or the way he thinks about himself that show this belief of his and there was never anyone to contradict that. Itâs only when he gets to the summer camp and his money is stripped away from him that he has to find himself all over again. Yes, it was kinda giving with the power of love and friendship, but it really was real love and friendship that made him understand what was important in his life.
The mystery plot was so fun to follow, and while a part of it was kinda predictable, the way it got there was innovative, going through so many clues and finding different evidences that makes you feel dizzy with theories and suspect everyone, even characters you thought were clear. I kept changing my mind not only with who was the true suspect, but also with what had actually happened with the victim and I love when mystery books leave me feeling like this.
There were a lot of pop culture and movie references through the book, and I can totally understand how it can get too much at some point, but I honestly found it kinda fun. It makes the tone of the story a little less serious, more modern, like youâre reading a friendâs story instead of a random character youâve just met a few pages ago. Mikey has a passion for films and filmmaking, which makes these references make so much sense to his character, this being his way of showing his knowledge and the fact that he sees movie references in so much of his daily life.
The writing is very Gen Z/modern type of writing which does make sense with the characters and their age and personalities, though I did find it a bit tiring at times, and like it was trying a little too hard to be light and funny.
I kinda wish there had been more from the romance. It felt a little rushed, not really insta-love but still with not that much time for the characters to actually get to know each other and most of the romance felt like it happened off page when I wouldâve loved to read about more moments between them.
Was this the best mystery book Iâve ever read and that has ever been written? Well no, but I still had so much fun following both the mystery and the characters trying to solve it.
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Making Space (The Time Traveler's Passport)
R.F. Kuang
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Our Infinite and Inevitable Ends
A.D. Sui
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Children of Fallen Gods
Carissa Broadbent
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The Incandescent
Emily Tesh
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Why Fish Don't Exist found its way to my TBR after a rabbit hole search for books on existentialism and I'm happy to report my existentialist brain worm was satisfied. However, it wasn't exactly what I was expecting when reading the synopsis in sort of the best way?
Miller's dive into the life of David Starr Jordan as she tried to make sense of her own was messy. She starts a journey to understand one thing and uncovers a mountain of possible truths about Jordan, herself, and the world. I agree with criticisms calling this unorganized, but that made it feel more authentic to me. Deconstructing beliefs and ideas is never a straight line. It felt real for her to have a revelation about one thing then to spiral into something not in line with that before coming back to the original idea. I often found myself spiraling with her and having to pause to finish my thoughts before moving on.
I didn't know anything about Jordan before starting this book and after reading it I have no desire to hear more about the bigoted eugenicist, but I appreciated the way his life story was utilized by Miller in a multitude of ways. As the synopsis outlines she does spend the first few chapters clinging to what she knows of his beliefs and then is quickly forced to reckon with his pitfalls. A journey for answers about creating order in the chaos becomes chaos itself as she reveals the harm done by Jordan's extreme beliefs. She then takes her research beyond just Jordan's life and seeks to understand the way extreme beliefs were perpetuating harm at large, briefly touching on the U.S.'s role in mass forced sterilization and eugenic practices.
After finally facing the reality that a very misled American scientist from the early 1900s did not hold her answers (is anyone surprised by this?), Miller concludes that attempting to contain the chaos of the world in some sort of order is a shackle. She deliberates on how creating a hierarchy based on perceived look or ability fails to capture the whole. She leaves the reader with compelling thoughts about labels and the often arbitrary values assigned to them. She finds that while fish might not exist, extremely oppressive ideology that limits society as whole most certainly does.
A lower star rating on quality for some repetitiveness, but nothing I was terribly bothered by. I would still recommend.
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Why Fish Donât Exist: A Story of Loss, Love, and the Hidden Order of Life
Lulu Miller
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Why Fish Donât Exist: A Story of Loss, Love, and the Hidden Order of Life
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Eliza Clark
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The Fall of the House of Usher
Edgar Allan Poe
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