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Canon
Paige Lewis
“A scorchingly brilliant, wildly funny, and deeply moving epic.” —John Green, #1 globally bestselling author of The Fault in Our Stars Two unlikely heroes embark on quests to win God’s favor in this outrageously entertaining, profoundly heartfelt novel that announces an ingenious new voice in the tradition of Chain-Gang All-Stars, No One Is Talking About This, and Martyr! Yara can’t comprehend why God has chosen them to slay Dominic, the ruthless leader of the army of Bad Guys. Cast out by their family and reeling from a destructive relationship, Yara has never felt weaker—but with nothing left to lose, they strike a deal. Abandoning their solitary days of embroidery and obsessive cleaning, Yara reluctantly embarks on a perilous odyssey designed to prepare them for the daunting mission ahead. Meanwhile, Adrena, a disillusioned prophet with a terrifying secret power, is determined to become the hero of this story. Desperately seeking the glory of God’s approval and the promise of heaven, where she hopes to reunite with her beloved mother, Adrena must first persuade Harpo, the leader of the Good Guys, that her plan is God’s will. As their journeys unfold in a series of unforgettable adventures, Yara and Adrena are propelled toward each other and transformative revelations about life, death, and destiny in this intensely captivating, irreverent epic from a singularly brilliant new voice in fiction.


rated 4.75 on storygraph
once upon a time when nezuu was a wee little lad, they came across the internet shitholes that are reddit, 4chan, and pre-elon musk twitter (not that elon helped anything, really), and accidentally stumbled into one too many a thread featuring uncensored gore, explicit sexual content, and a cluster fuck of users confessing to their deepest darkest crimes and getting into fights on the internet attempting to "expose" one another.
anyone who's been on the internet at least as long as i have knows exactly the vibe i'm talking about. the kind of drama that has you sitting there scrolling for hours and hours through multiple threads, trying to get the full scoop on things. the kind of drama that starts off relatively normal but devolves so deeply that you're left questioning if you've just borne witness to a real crime, or if it's just a whole bunch of internet trolls who've capitalized on the opportunity to lie on the internet for no reason beyond attention-seeking and sensationalizing.
cooper takes this reality of the internet (and users' willingness to engage in this behavior, even as lurkers) as the basis for this book, and in the process dives into so many of the base issues of engaging with online content in our day and age: toxicity, performativity, masculinity and the toxic adherence to patriarchal standards, the difference between what is reality and what is fantasy (and people's lack of ability to distinguish between the two), the desire for internet "clout" even if it's based on lies and dramatization, and the extent to which people are willing to go in the name of ending out on top in the competition to become a celebrity online.
every motherfucker in this book is a liar. every single last one of them. they all participate in drama threads that are reviews and forum posts about a male escort named "brad", and every single one of them, at some point or the other, admits to lying and making things up for the internet fame points of having had sex with celebrity escort "brad". the fantasy of brad mimics the way drama typically unfolds on the internet, starting off very tame and normal, then devolving over time into extreme, explicit gore, rape, and dehumanization. and yet, not a single one of them steps away because of the now parasocial relationship they all have in their heads of themselves and brad.
what does it say, then, that as a reader, i too stuck through the entire book without stepping away? what does it say about me that i did entirely buy in to what i was reading, and i started trying to put together the pieces just like all the characters in the story itself? by making this read like an online thread, cooper makes us as readers bystanders and complicit in the sensationalization of brad. granted, we get more meta through our access to recordings of private calls, private faxes and emails, etc. so you could argue we're not the same as the bumbling idiots that have no reliable information but continue to engage with it regardless. we're made to feel like we have the insider scoop on it all but do we really?
i think that this book gives us as readers a lot to chew/ruminate on in terms of internet culture, our positionality and role within it, and the normalization and desensitization to extreme violence that comes with internet engagement. i could not recommend this book hard enough, but please do be warned that this is extreme horror, so please check CWs/TWs before deciding to engage!


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I really enjoyed it!! Tbh I’m not familiar with Full Metal Alchemist beyond knowing the name 👀

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Hell Followed With Us
Andrew Joseph White
Prepare to die. His kingdom is near. Sixteen-year-old trans boy Benji is on the run from the cult that raised him—the fundamentalist sect that unleashed Armageddon and decimated the world’s population. Desperately, he searches for a place where the cult can’t get their hands on him, or more importantly, on the bioweapon they infected him with. But when cornered by monsters born from the destruction, Benji is rescued by a group of teens from the local Acheson LGBTQ+ Center, affectionately known as the ALC. The ALC’s leader, Nick, is gorgeous, autistic, and a deadly shot, and he knows Benji’s darkest secret: the cult’s bioweapon is mutating him into a monster deadly enough to wipe humanity from the earth once and for all. Still, Nick offers Benji shelter among his ragtag group of queer teens, as long as Benji can control the monster and use its power to defend the ALC. Eager to belong, Benji accepts Nick’s terms…until he discovers the ALC’s mysterious leader has a hidden agenda, and more than a few secrets of his own. A furious, queer debut novel about embracing the monster within and unleashing its power against your oppressors. Perfect for fans of Gideon the Ninth and Annihilation.


honeydijon commented...
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I get that… I can do that too! I hope you enjoy this one and can get back into some vampire books here and there 🧛♀️


To be a woman is a horror I can little comprehend.
At this point I will give any sapphic vampire book a try. 🤷♀️ satisfaction varies, but whether it’s just a fun bloodsucking romp or a contemplative literary approach, I’m interested!!
Hungerstone leans into the latter and its pace is on the slower side. I love literary fiction and I can appreciate a slow pace, but it took some convincing for me to get into this one. Ultimately, I’m glad I stayed with it. Around 25-30% is when it finally grabbed me.
The protagonist’s internal monologue comprises much of the novel and I think at times this worked against the plot and character development. Certain elements were a bit too noticeably repetitive. To be fair, I think they were meant to be repetitive to showcase the monotony of Lenore’s life and her sense of imprisonment by societal mores. Sometimes this worked well; other times it felt like we were just meandering through Lenore’s thoughts in an unproductive and almost frustrating way. Lenore’s husband also borders on cartoonishly villainous at times, and Lenore had some moments of perhaps excessive obliviousness.
The vampire novel in a skilled author’s hands can be really thematically compelling. I enjoyed Dunn’s exploration of themes such as wifehood, motherhood (or the lack thereof), personhood, burdens in society and relationships, agency, hunger and desire, feminine rage, and reinvention. All, of course, within a sapphic context. The writing was often poetic, both in the feel of the words and in the narrative structure. This author knows how to execute a tonal shift and wield a metaphor!
By Hungerstone’s end, I had enjoyed the journey despite some flaws.


honeydijon commented...
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The fact we both have Shark Heart and Arborescence in our My Taste is so exciting to me 😭😭😭😭 and I love this book so much too!

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Interesting Facts about Space
Emily R. Austin
Enid is obsessed with space. She can tell you all about black holes and their ability to spaghettify you without batting an eye in fear. Her one major phobia? Bald men. But she tries to keep that one under wraps. When she’s not listening to her favorite true crime podcasts on a loop, she’s serially dating a rotation of women from dating apps. At the same time, she’s trying to forge a new relationship with her estranged half-sisters after the death of her absent father. When she unwittingly plunges into her first serious romantic entanglement, Enid starts to believe that someone is following her. As her paranoia spirals out of control, Enid must contend with her mounting suspicion that something is seriously wrong with her. Because at the end of the day there’s only one person she can’t outrun—herself. Brimming with quirky humor, charm, and heart, Interesting Facts about Space effortlessly shows us the power of revealing our secret shames, the most beautifully human parts of us all.


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Dinosaurs
Lydia Millet
A man named Gil walks from New York to Arizona to recover from a failed love. After he arrives, new neighbors move into the glass-walled house next door, and his life begins to mesh with theirs. In this warmly textured, drily funny, and philosophical account of Gil’s unexpected devotion to the family, Lydia Millet explores the uncanny territory where the self ends and community begins―what one person can do in a world beset by emergencies. Dinosaurs is both sharp-edged and tender, an emotionally moving, intellectually resonant novel that asks, In the shadow of existential threat, where does hope live?


honeydijon commented...
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Probably the best review I’ve read of this book 🙂↕️🙂↕️ I haven’t read it, and I am not sure if I will, but I enjoyed reading your thoughts especially bearing in mind what I’ve read in other reviews or posts!


Visionary, and deeply disturbing for all of the least obvious reasons.
In The Sluts, Cooper uses the format of an internet forum to explore the hazy boundary between reality and fantasy. Through a cast of increasingly unreliable, anonymous narrators, the impossibility of determining reality becomes more and more stark.
Each new post builds upon the last, in a terrifying display of performative masculinity and dehumanization, as each poster tries to one-up the depravity of the previous one. You want to write them off as miserable basement-dwelling freaks, but the terrifying part is that they feel too real.
You want to pretend it's all fiction, but it's so reminiscent of real-world internet culture that it becomes a meta experience of blending fiction and reality, both in the content of the work and the reading experience itself.
There is an uncomfortable complicity as you turn each page, and while a feeling of disgust bubbles up toward the forum-goers and their sick fantasies, there's a pull in your gut that reminds you that you too are feeding the fantasy.
Each page turned brings a low-grade hum of shame, mimicking the feeling of sitting in a dark corner of your room with nothing but the brightness of the computer screen illuminating your face as you continue to witness something you really feel like you shouldn't be witnessing.
Through this meta experience, The Sluts produces questions about complicity and collective participation, especially as it pertains to the internet. On the internet, where everyone can hide behind a screen name and an anime profile picture, personal responsibility and social consequences seem to be nonexistent.
Even though no forum-goer is technically individually responsible for the eventual outcome, the forum itself can create a vacuum of attention, speculation, normalization, and escalation. How long can you hide behind the excuse that it's "just a joke" or "just a fantasy" without knowing where the boundaries between performance and reality are for everyone involved?
The thought loop then expands to the idea of fantasy itself. The ethics of consuming extreme fiction or disturbing fantasies is a topic that gets brought up on a revolving basis, and The Sluts performs a stress test by pushing it to its absolute extreme.
Importantly, Cooper never hammers home a predetermined conclusion with heavy-handed didacticism. The Sluts instead does what horror does best by exploring possibility, and the internet forum being used as a vehicle is frankly brilliant and alarmingly relevant even 20+ years later.
There is no place that blurs the distinction between fantasy and real life quite like the internet, and as much as The Sluts is a reminder of its early years, its evolution into algorithm-driven and bot-populated sites only introduces more nuance into Cooper's questioning.
The escort forum brings up so many thoughts about toxic internet spaces such as 4chan and incel threads, but it's relevant to any site where people gather behind the comfort of relative anonymity.
While drama discourse on TikTok or community lore on a niche subreddit is not quite the same as graphic fantasies of CBT and snuff films, the mechanism is eerily similar, and Cooper expertly uses disturbing content as a way to force the reader to reckon with their complicity and the boundaries of fantasy itself.
The Sluts is a meta-literary experience that leaves you trying to reconstruct the "real" story from unreliable fragments, recreating your own Brad, imagining your own ending.
By the end of the book, you're left abandoned by Cooper in the middle of a spiral that you feel a little disgusted for taking part in, and a little sickeningly interested in reading more of.


honeydijon commented...
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Having one of those great reading days where I’ve managed to finish three books I’d been reading, as well as start and complete this graphic novel! More days like this, please 🥹 we won’t talk about how behind on reviews I am hehe
Also, I had recently submitted a roadmap request to have a separate update card generated when you finish a book on the same day you start it, and this is my first time getting to experience it myself since it was approved and implemented and I’m just appreciative of it 🤩


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Nocturnos
Laura Pérez
'Nocturnos' muestra diferentes ecosistemas de la noche, un espacio de tiempo que hemos hecho nuestro a lo largo de la historia, pero que no nos llega a pertenecer, un territorio invisible. La soledad y la inteligencia artificial se hacen hueco en la cama de una mujer que duda si llenar o no el vacío con la irrealidad, una cabaña muestra que no todo es lo que parece, un niño parece recordar entre la oscuridad... Sueños que revelan realidades con información inesperada, universal y fugaz. Asomarnos a lo íntimo y lo privado. Escenas de gente que habita espacios y espacios que habitan en la gente cuando se abren las puertas del ocaso. La nueva novela gráfica de Laura Pérez como autora completa después de 'Ocultos', Premio El Ojo Crítico de Cómic 2020, 'Tótem' y 'Espanto'.


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Shady Hollow
Juneau Black
The first book in the Shady Hollow series, in which we are introduced to the village of Shady Hollow, a place where woodland creatures live together in harmony--until a curmudgeonly toad turns up dead and the local reporter has to solve the case. Reporter Vera Vixen is a relative newcomer to Shady Hollow. The fox has a nose for news, so when she catches wind that the death might be a murder, she resolves to get to the bottom of the case, no matter where it leads. As she stirs up still waters, the fox exposes more than one mystery, and discovers that additional lives are in jeopardy. Vera finds more to this town than she ever suspected. It seems someone in the Hollow will do anything to keep her from solving the murder, and soon it will take all of Vera's cunning and quickness to crack the case.


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Tótem
Laura Pérez
Diferentes vivencias conectadas entre sí transcurren a lo largo de diferentes viajes, ensoñaciones, lugares y momentos que nos hacen saltar a tiempos y personajes distintos. Cada persona hace su propio viaje. Para algunas será físico, para otras, espiritual, pero todo se integra en un tótem de vivencias. Extractos que forman parte de una totalidad. Un mosaico de experiencias. Laura Pérez da con Tótem un paso más en su consistente trayectoria como autora de cómics tras la novela gráfica Ocultos, obra con la que ganó, entre otros, el prestigioso Premio El Ojo Crítico de Cómic 2020.


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Ocultos
Laura Pérez
Hay otros mundos en el mundo en el que vivimos. La realidad está llena de fuerzas ignotas y de leyes cuya naturaleza es desconocida. El volumen Ocultos, de la autora valenciana Laura Pérez, reúne historias, sensaciones, momentos y reflexiones acerca de esas otras realidades, ocultas a nuestros ojos, pero presentes en nuestras vidas. Misterios con un lenguaje que mezcla la ilustración y el cómic, creando realidades en sí mismas, con diferentes recursos gráficos, adaptados a lo que cada historia necesita, generando un universo de mensajes e imágenes que se transforman. Según el dibujante David Sánchez, “las lechuzas no son lo que parecen; tampoco las máscaras ni los ovnis o los fantasmas. Laura Pérez lo sabe y nos habla de lo misteriosa que es la realidad, aunque nosotros nos empeñemos en negarlo”.


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Nocturnos
Laura Pérez
'Nocturnos' muestra diferentes ecosistemas de la noche, un espacio de tiempo que hemos hecho nuestro a lo largo de la historia, pero que no nos llega a pertenecer, un territorio invisible. La soledad y la inteligencia artificial se hacen hueco en la cama de una mujer que duda si llenar o no el vacío con la irrealidad, una cabaña muestra que no todo es lo que parece, un niño parece recordar entre la oscuridad... Sueños que revelan realidades con información inesperada, universal y fugaz. Asomarnos a lo íntimo y lo privado. Escenas de gente que habita espacios y espacios que habitan en la gente cuando se abren las puertas del ocaso. La nueva novela gráfica de Laura Pérez como autora completa después de 'Ocultos', Premio El Ojo Crítico de Cómic 2020, 'Tótem' y 'Espanto'.


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Nocturnos
Laura Pérez
'Nocturnos' muestra diferentes ecosistemas de la noche, un espacio de tiempo que hemos hecho nuestro a lo largo de la historia, pero que no nos llega a pertenecer, un territorio invisible. La soledad y la inteligencia artificial se hacen hueco en la cama de una mujer que duda si llenar o no el vacío con la irrealidad, una cabaña muestra que no todo es lo que parece, un niño parece recordar entre la oscuridad... Sueños que revelan realidades con información inesperada, universal y fugaz. Asomarnos a lo íntimo y lo privado. Escenas de gente que habita espacios y espacios que habitan en la gente cuando se abren las puertas del ocaso. La nueva novela gráfica de Laura Pérez como autora completa después de 'Ocultos', Premio El Ojo Crítico de Cómic 2020, 'Tótem' y 'Espanto'.

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Invisible Man
Ralph Ellison
First published in 1952 and immediately hailed as a masterpiece, Invisible Man is one of those rare novels that have changed the shape of American literature. For not only does Ralph Ellison's nightmare journey across the racial divide tell unparalleled truths about the nature of bigotry and its effects on the minds of both victims and perpetrators, it gives us an entirely new model of what a novel can be. As he journeys from the Deep South to the streets and basements of Harlem, from a horrifying "battle royal" where black men are reduced to fighting animals, to a Communist rally where they are elevated to the status of trophies, Ralph Ellison's nameless protagonist ushers readers into a parallel universe that throws our own into harsh and even hilarious relief. Suspenseful and sardonic, narrated in a voice that takes in the symphonic range of the American language, black and white, Invisible Man is one of the most audacious and dazzling novels of our century.


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Petting Penelope (Submissives of Rawhide Ranch Book 22)
Ali Williams
Penelope has secrets. Desires she’s never shared with another living soul. Not even the woman she regularly plays with at her club back in London. But ever since she learned about Rawhide Ranch, and how one of her friends recently lived out all her darkest, filthiest fantasies there, all Penelope can think about is the Ranch. About being someone’s sweet little cow. No stress. No worries. Just her, on her knees, being petted and praised and bred until everything else simply melts away. Confessing those fantasies to her friend and sometimes Domme Rachel could be the end of their relationship as Penny knows it. Or it could be the beginning of everything she’s ever wanted.