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    submitting to the mortifying ordeal of being known (ch 3)

    another banger chapter. i started lying as a kid as a way to hide how dysfunctional my disorders were making me and all it did was create more shame, which exacerbated the dysfunction, which led to more lying, which made me feel totally isolated from everyone. for a long time i thought of it as a form of people pleasing - i want people to like me, so i tell them what i think theyd rather hear instead of the truth - but if im being honest (and i am this time!!), it can be a way to avoid accountability too.

    its a habit ive been trying to break lately, for a variety of reasons, but a big one is because ive found that hooks is spot on about lying keeping you from making genuine connections with others. ive made so many great friends over the years and yet it often feels like no one really knows me. luckily im in a better place than i was when i developed this coping mechanism, so being honest isnt as difficult as it would have been back then. its still scary, don’t get me wrong, but the security that comes from knowing someone enjoys having me around despite my various flaws is worth a bit of terror.

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    submitting to the mortifying ordeal of being known (ch 3)

    another banger chapter. i started lying as a kid as a way to hide how dysfunctional my disorders were making me and all it did was create more shame, which exacerbated the dysfunction, which led to more lying, which made me feel totally isolated from everyone. for a long time i thought of it as a form of people pleasing - i want people to like me, so i tell them what i think theyd rather hear instead of the truth - but if im being honest (and i am this time!!), it can be a way to avoid accountability too.

    its a habit ive been trying to break lately, for a variety of reasons, but a big one is because ive found that hooks is spot on about lying keeping you from making genuine connections with others. ive made so many great friends over the years and yet it often feels like no one really knows me. luckily im in a better place than i was when i developed this coping mechanism, so being honest isnt as difficult as it would have been back then. its still scary, don’t get me wrong, but the security that comes from knowing someone enjoys having me around despite my various flaws is worth a bit of terror.

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    I know some books come with a playlist

    Put aside the books with playlists like Butcher and Blackbird , becka mack , etc and just think about whatever you're reading or about to read.

    If you could what song(s) would you put on a playlist for that book? Or have you made a playlist for it yourself?

    If you don't want to do that , I have another question for you then:

    What would be your own playlist if you could write a book or song? Or what is a song that reminds you of your current read ?

    Question help was from a friend. Thank you Lucy

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    this has been languishing in my libby loans for like 3 weeks because ive heard many people say its Important but it didnt feel very relevant to me as a chronically single person. then i read dilf by jude ellison doyle and the excerpts Intrigued me.

    somehow i got lucky and libby allowed me to renew my loan despite the fact there are approximately 50 billion people waiting for a copy. im so glad it did because reading this has already opened my third eye. the differentiation between love, affection, and care, is so insightful and really helps clarify my childhood experiences in a way that doesn’t feel reductive. its a revelation thats both depressing and liberating.

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