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Brake Me
Athena M. Bliss
āFucking Fox was unlike anything Iād ever experienced. The shadows of the car wrapped around me, through me, surrounding every nerve with heat and motion. I knew how to drive him, and Fox clearly knew how to drive me crazy.ā Buying a 1992 Mustang was a stupid idea, and Al knew it, but he had loved that car from the very first moment heād laid eyes on him. Heād never expected that the car would love him back, until a dark, shadowy figure appeared in the passenger seat beside him, eager to show Al his gratitude. Al's new car, Fox is a jealous, possessive, powerful machine that adores his new owner and will happily distract Al from his driving, but when the two are forced apart, both will have to make sacrifices before they can be reunited.

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I agree, there were good parts. Sadly, they were largely overshadowed by the bad parts imo.

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Death of the Author
Nnedi Okorafor
The future of storytelling is here. Life has thrown Zelu some curveballs over the years, but when she's suddenly dropped from her university job and her latest novel is rejected, all in the middle of her sister's wedding, her life is upended. Disabled, unemployed and from a nosy, high-achieving, judgmental family, she's not sure what comes next. In her hotel room that night, she takes the risk that will define her life - she decides to write a book VERY unlike her others. A science fiction drama about androids and AI after the extinction of humanity. And everything changes. What follows is a tale of love and loss, fame and infamy, of extraordinary events in one world, and another. And as Zelu's life evolves, the lines between fiction and reality begin to blur. Because sometimes a story really does have the power to reshape the world.
Brainwyrms
Alison Rumfitt
It's Jennifer, the terf child fantasy author, based in some equally terf child fantasy author??? š§š§š§š§š§š§š§š§ Lol, and why this scene of the transphobic group so uncomfortable. Let's go back to the gross sex, I prefer that ššš

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From the Clinic to the Streets: Psychoanalysis for Revolutionary Futures
Lara Sheehi
Psychoanalysis is having a resurgence in popularityābut it is not helping patients navigate the harm of modern-day capitalism. Instead, it continues to enforce oppressive structures, state power, and reactionary politics. Practising psychoanalytic clinician Lara Sheehi creates a thrilling argument for how seizing the means of psychoanalysis can transform it into one of many tools in service of revolution, showing how psychoanalysis can help unpack how psychological and emotional processes are mobilized by political power, capitalism, the state, oppression, and even genocide. Arguing for a new, liberatory psychoanalysis, she calls for us to harness its radical power from the clinic to the streets.


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Bunny
Mona Awad
Samantha Heather Mackey couldn't be more of an outsider in her small, highly selective MFA program at New England's Warren University. A scholarship student who prefers the company of her dark imagination to that of most people, she is utterly repelled by the rest of her fiction writing cohort--a clique of unbearably twee rich girls who call each other "Bunny," and seem to move and speak as one. But everything changes when Samantha receives an invitation to the Bunnies' fabled "Smut Salon," and finds herself inexplicably drawn to their front door--ditching her only friend, Ava, in the process. As Samantha plunges deeper and deeper into the Bunnies' sinister yet saccharine world, beginning to take part in the ritualistic off-campus "Workshop" where they conjure their monstrous creations, the edges of reality begin to blur. Soon, her friendships with Ava and the Bunnies will be brought into deadly collision. The spellbinding new novel from one of our most fearless chroniclers of the female experience, Bunny is a down-the-rabbit-hole tale of loneliness and belonging, friendship and desire, and the fantastic and terrible power of the imagination.

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Capital
Karl Marx
A classic of early modernism, Capital combines vivid historical detail with economic analysis to produce a bitter denunciation of mid-Victorian capitalist society. It has proved to be the most influential work in twentieth-century social science; Marx did for social science what Darwin had done for biology. This is the only abridged edition to take into account the whole of Capital. It offers virtually all of Volume 1, which Marx himself published in 1867; excerpts from a new translation of "The Result of the Immediate Process Production"; and a selection of key chapters from Volume 3, which Engels published in 1895. About the Series: For over 100 years Oxford World's Classics has made available the broadest spectrum of literature from around the globe. Each affordable volume reflects Oxford's commitment to scholarship, providing the most accurate text plus a wealth of other valuable features, including expert introductions by leading authorities, voluminous notes to clarify the text, up-to-date bibliographies for further study, and much more.

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Coup de Grâce
Sofia Ajram
A mindbending and visceral experimental horror about a young man trapped in an infinite Montreal subway station, perfect for readers of Mark Z. Danielewski and Susanna Clarke. Vicken has a plan: throw himself into the Saint Lawrence River in Montreal and end it all for good, believing it to be the only way out for him after a lifetime of depression and pain. But, stepping off the subway, he finds himself in an endless, looping station. Determined to find a way out again, he starts to explore the rooms and corridors ahead of him. But no matter how many claustrophobic hallways or vast cathedral-esque rooms he passes through, the exit is nowhere in sight. The more he explores his strange new prison, the more he becomes convinced that he hasnāt been trapped there accidentally, and amongst the shadows and concrete, he comes to realise that he almost certainly is not alone. A terrifying psychological nightmare from a powerful new voice in horror.

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Universal Harvester
John Darnielle
Life in a small town takes a dark turn when mysterious footage begins appearing on VHS cassettes at the local Video Hut Jeremy works at the counter of Video Hut in Nevada, Iowa. Itās a small townāthe first āaā in the name is pronounced ayāsmack in the center of the state. This is the late 1990s, pre-DVD, and the Hollywood Video in Ames poses an existential threat to Video Hut. But there are regular customers, a predictable rush in the late afternoon. Itās good enough for Jeremy: Itās a job; itās quiet and regular; he gets to watch movies; he likes the owner, Sarah Jane; it gets him out of the house, where he and his dad try to avoid missing Mom, who died six years ago in a car wreck. But when Stephanie Parsons, a local schoolteacher, comes in to return her copy of Targets, starring Boris Karloffāan old movie, one Jeremy himself had ordered for the storeāshe has an odd complaint: āThereās something on it,ā she says, but doesnāt elaborate. Two days later, Lindsey Redinius brings back Sheās All That, a new release, and complains that thereās something wrong with it: āThereās another movie on this tape.ā So Jeremy takes a look. And indeed, in the middle of the movie the screen blinks dark for a moment and Sheās All That is replaced by a black-and-white scene, shot in a barn, with only the faint sounds of someone breathing. Four minutes later, Sheās All That is back. But there is something profoundly disturbing about that scene; Jeremyās compelled to watch it three or four times. The scenes recorded onto Targets are similar, undoubtedly created by the same hand. Creepy. And the barn looks a lot like a barn just outside of town. Jeremy doesnāt want to be curious. In truth, it freaks him out, deeply. This has gone far enough, maybe too far already. But Stephanie is pushing, and once Sarah Jane takes a look and becomes obsessed, thereās no more ignoring the disturbing scenes on the videos. And all of a sudden, what had once been the placid, regular old Iowa fields and farmhouses now feels haunted and threatening, imbued with loss and instability and profound foreboding. For Jeremy, and all those around him, life will never be the same . . .

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Werecockroach
Polenth Blake
Rin moves into a new flat on the day the aliens arrive. Their new flatmates are laid-back Sanjay and conspiracy theorist Pete. It doesn't take long to notice some oddities about the pair, like hoarding cardboard and hissing at people when they're angry. Something strange is going on, but it's not all due to the aliens.

a wonderfully dense yet deftly written introduction to both the crusades and the underlying social, political, religious, artistic, economic, geographic, and thematic forces that drove and sustained them.
don't expect overmuch in the way of specifics. even with 700+ pages, asbridge is judicious with his focus and rarely lingers for longer than a chapter on any given topic. he also shifts frequently between latin/frankish (western european), muslim, and eastern/byzantine perspectives to provide a more holistic view. all of that is in his favor - he's created the perfect "jumping off" point for a newbie. i took so many notes with the intention of further research.
i don't think asbridge meant for this, but i also took a lot of notes because some events / people are perfect for re-imagining into fiction.

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The Crusades: The Authoritative History of the War for the Holy Land
Thomas Asbridge
The Crusades is an authoritative, accessible single-volume history of the brutal struggle for the Holy Land in the Middle Ages. Thomas Asbridgeāa renowned historian who writes with āmaximum vividnessā (Joan Acocella, The New Yorker )ācovers the years 1095 to 1291 in thisĀ big, ambitious, readable account of one of the most fascinating periods in history. From Richard the Lionheart to the mighty Saladin, from the emperors of Byzantium to the Knights Templar, Asbridgeās book is a magnificent epic of Holy War between the Christian and Islamic worlds, full of adventure, intrigue, and sweeping grandeur .


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The Crusades: The Authoritative History of the War for the Holy Land
Thomas Asbridge
The Crusades is an authoritative, accessible single-volume history of the brutal struggle for the Holy Land in the Middle Ages. Thomas Asbridgeāa renowned historian who writes with āmaximum vividnessā (Joan Acocella, The New Yorker )ācovers the years 1095 to 1291 in thisĀ big, ambitious, readable account of one of the most fascinating periods in history. From Richard the Lionheart to the mighty Saladin, from the emperors of Byzantium to the Knights Templar, Asbridgeās book is a magnificent epic of Holy War between the Christian and Islamic worlds, full of adventure, intrigue, and sweeping grandeur .

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Brake Me
Athena M. Bliss
āFucking Fox was unlike anything Iād ever experienced. The shadows of the car wrapped around me, through me, surrounding every nerve with heat and motion. I knew how to drive him, and Fox clearly knew how to drive me crazy.ā Buying a 1992 Mustang was a stupid idea, and Al knew it, but he had loved that car from the very first moment heād laid eyes on him. Heād never expected that the car would love him back, until a dark, shadowy figure appeared in the passenger seat beside him, eager to show Al his gratitude. Al's new car, Fox is a jealous, possessive, powerful machine that adores his new owner and will happily distract Al from his driving, but when the two are forced apart, both will have to make sacrifices before they can be reunited.