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Trigger warnings at the end if anyone is curious enough and/or needs them!
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Who should read it?
Okay, so hereâs the dealâBunny is definitely for a very specific kind of reader. If youâre into dark, surreal stories that dig deep into things like identity, loneliness, and just the whole messy, confusing journey of trying to belong, this might be your book. Itâs one of those slow burns that totally messes with your head, so if you're down for a trippy dive into magical realism, youâll probably love it. Oh, and if youâre someone whoâs into satirical takes on creativity, conformity, and female friendship, youâre definitely gonna vibe with this.
BUT... Bunny is NOT for everyone. If you canât stand unreliable narrators, or if the idea of a fever-dream narrative just makes you wanna pull your hair out, maybe skip this one. Also, if youâre not into super stylized, metaphor-heavy writing thatâs kinda all over the place (which some may say makes it great), then yeah... this might not be your thing. But for the right reader? Itâs a haunting, mind-bending, totally unforgettable experience thatâll stick with you long after you turn the last page. Seriously.
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My Review and Overall Opinions
So, it's been a little over a week since I finished Bunny by Mona Awad andâget thisâalmost a WHOLE MONTH has passed since I started reading it. Crazy, right? Time flies when youâre... confused, mildly bored, and also kinda obsessed? Yeah, I have thoughts, so letâs dive in!
First off, the basics: Bunny is a darkly comedic, genre-bending rollercoaster that blends satire, horror, and psychological thriller. The story centers on Samantha Heather Mackey (Smackie, if youâre feeling casual), a socially awkward grad student in a creative writing program at this super fancy university. Sheâs lonely and totally out of place, especially when it comes to this group of girls known as the âBunnies.â At first, she canât stand themâtheyâre rich, quirky, and totally not like her. But, surprise surprise, she ends up getting sucked into their bizarre little world anyway, thanks to the workshop theyâre all a part of. And let me tell you, things only get weirder from there. :)
As Smackie gets deeper into their strange, almost cult-like dynamic, everything just starts to unravel. The Bunnies? They're not just quirkyâtheyâre downright unsettling. The more Sam gets involved, the more the lines between whatâs real and whatâs a total fever dream blur. Creepy rituals? Check. Disturbing experiences? You bet. This whole thing spirals into madness in a way thatâll have you questioning reality. Seriously, buckle up for a surreal, creepy rollercoaster. Bunny is not just a storyâitâs a wild, weird experience.
Okay, letâs start with the negatives because, honestly, there were a few.
Iâm just gonna say itâI donât think I like magical realism. Like, I get that itâs part of the bookâs charm, but MAN, I just donât like it. Itâs kind of like a weird thing with me because I LOVE the imagery and aesthetic, but I find it SO slow. Like, dragging slow at times. I did think DNF-ing it, not gonna lie. The magical realism parts felt like a fever dream I couldnât wake up from, and while that might be some peopleâs vibe, it wasnât always mine.
A lot of readers compare this book to the movie Heathers, and I can see whyâit has that chaotic, confusing, dark vibe. But honestly, I didnât love Heathers (the movie) either, so... whoops!
That said, despite all this, the more I thought about the book after finishing it, the more it stuck with me. Like, it burrowed into my brain and wouldnât leave (kind of like the Bunnies themselves?). Hence the upgrade from a 2.5 to a 3.5.
Now, for the good stuff because, believe it or not, thereâs a lot I LOVED about this book.
First of all: THE COVER. Itâs pink, pretty, and totally my aesthetic. Iâd frame it and hang it on my wall if I could. And the title? Iconic. I love bunnies (Iâve even been called one, but we donât need to get into that, jajajaj).
The Workshops the Bunnies do are a trippy highlight. Imagine if Project Runway met Frankenstein, but make it pink. The Bunnies' creations are beautiful, grotesque, and sometimes both. It's like Awad is asking: how far would you go to make your art perfect? To belong? To be special?
And then can we talk about the writing for a second? Because honestly, itâs doing something so brilliantly subtle, I love it.
Letâs talk writing for a secâbecause Awad is doing something brilliant and subtle here. Some people find her stylized, flamboyant language obnoxious, but I think itâs a perfect match for the bookâs themes, especially as Samantha spirals further into her fractured identity and becomes entangled in the Bunniesâ collective mindset.
Hereâs what I loved: as Samantha starts losing touch with herself, she gradually stops using the Bunnies' individual names/nicknames and starts referring to them all as âBunny.â Itâs such a small detail, but itâs such a brilliant marker of her mental descent. You can trace her deterioration through this shift in language:
Cupcake > Caroline > Bunny
(Meh > Bad > WARNING!)
And then it gets even more fascinatingâshe starts abandoning the singular âIâ and uses âweâ (think, âwe bunniesâ, âus the bunniesâ, etc.) At first, I thought it was just a quirky reflection of their speech patterns, but in actuality, THIS IS A LITERAL DESTRUCTION OF HER SENSE OF SELF. The more she gets absorbed into their world, the more her individuality dissolves. You can see this psychological fragmentation happening on the page, with each shift in pronoun usage. Itâs almost as though her identity is being erased through the very structure of her language.
(Side note: Is it strange that I find that strangely beautiful? Because I absolutely do.)
Yes, this couldâve easily felt gimmicky, but it works so well because itâs not just telling you that Samantha is losing herselfâitâs showing you. This kind of writing, where the narrative form mirrors the emotional unraveling of the protagonist, is exactly the kind of literary brilliance that makes my heart beat faster.
Talking about the BunniesâI loved them. The BunniesâCaroline, Eleanor, Kira, and Victoriaâare a surreal and enigmatic group at the heart of the novel. They are an exaggerated caricature of insular, hyper-feminine, and co-dependent friendships, blending dark satire with an unsettling psychological edge. I loved the Bunnies for who they were and their distinct, unsettling personalities.
Their obsession with unity and perfection suffocates individuality, echoing Samanthaâs struggle to maintain her sense of self in a world that demands conformity. Their art is grotesque, but so is their process. What they create is both beautiful and monstrousâa reflection of the painful and often destructive pursuit of artistic perfection. In their hands, creation becomes an act of violence as much as it is one of beauty.
The aesthetic and ambiance of the book were absolutely mesmerizing. Itâs very much me-coded, ngl. Think axe with a pink bow on top. :) The entire vibe of the book was so captivating, and I fell completely in love with the imagery.
(If I had to describe myself as a Bunny, Iâd say Iâm a mix of all of themâbut mostly The Duchess and Creepy Doll, with maybe a hint of Cupcake (because I, too, appreciate a good cupcake and their lovely smell)).
Pro tip: Google âBunny Mona Awad fanartâ on Pinterest. The art not only deepens your connection to the story but also helps keep track of whoâs who, especially since the book blurs the boundaries of reality and imagination in ways that can get very confusing.
I adored how Samantha is drawn to the Bunnies, not just by their creative brilliance but also by their magnetic, if toxic, sense of belonging. Yet as she dives deeper into their world, she realizes that their tightly knit bond is suffocating and, ultimately, destructive. To me, the Bunnies are both a warning and a reflection of what Samantha could become if she loses herself entirely in their universe.
Additionally, the Bunnies also reveal Samanthaâs deep yearning for belonging and the lengths sheâs willing to go to feel like sheâs âpart of something.â They blend saccharine sweetness with violent, destructive impulses. They embody societal pressures on women to be nurturing, beautiful, and unified while suppressing their darker emotions. Meanwhile, Ava, Samanthaâs friend, serves as a stark contrast to the Bunnies. She represents individuality and defiance, offering a counterbalance to their unsettling world.
So, now that we mention her, letâs talk about Ava. Sheâs the edgy, sarcastic girl whoâs too cool for schoolâthe one rolling her eyes at everyone elseâs drama, chain-smoking, and probably blasting punk rock in her car. Compared to the Bunnies, who are all sugary smiles and "oh-em-gee bunny help me tie my ribbon!" energy, Ava is the sharp, cutting counterbalance. Her vibe? Pure âugh, seriously?â anytime the Bunnies pull something cutesy.
But hereâs the twist: Avaâs not just the âcool friend.â Sheâs Samanthaâs anchor, her sounding boardâthe only person Sam feels connected to at first. Avaâs all, âYou donât need those airheads,â which sounds empowering, right? Like sheâs encouraging Sam to stay true to herself and reject the Bunnies. But⊠is she really?
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