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A lot of people who read loves reading for many reasons, one of them is the many things that you're able to learn from reading. So, I thought I would put together this list of free websites that offers free reading and learning from many different subjects and topics.
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Project Gutenberg https://www.gutenberg.org/ Project Gutenberg is a library of over 75,000 free eBooks. With a focus on older works for which U.S. copyright has expired, you can find books like the Great Gatsby or the strange case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, among many others.
The Center for Hellenic Studies from Harvard https://chs.harvard.edu/ They have many different resources like the Homeric Hymns; you can read for free. They also have primary sources things like "Selections from Sappho" or they have sections of the Homeric Iliad you're able to read.
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Iām afraid this is going to be a āhear me outā type of review, which probably means itās also going to be a long one. In all honesty, I came into this novel expecting not to like it. I was prepared for a depressing, dry, āman wallowing in self-pityā type of novel and, although all of those expectations were partially correct, this book still ended up surprising me in a lot of ways.
I will start with a bit of context, because I believe that cultural context is always important when interpreting works of literature. Our interpretation of experiences and the frameworks through which we see life are contingent on our cultural context, and I think coming into this novel with some understanding of the context Dazai wrote it in is essential to understand it.
This novel is part of the āI-novelā (ē§å°čŖ¬) literary genre, a genre that can only be understood through Japanese history. In the āI-novelā, authors use fiction to talk about their own personal experiences in a confessional tone. Despite events being fictionalised, āI-novelsā focus on authorsā real feelings and struggles, while also serving as a way to highlight specific aspects of society that the they want to grapple with. This genre has its origin in turbulent times in Japanese history: the forced opening of Japanās borders, cultural Westernisation, militarisation and imperialism⦠In other words, it was a response to shifts in Japanese identity and rapid societal change that were mostly outside of the control of ordinary Japanese people.
In No Longer Human, Japan is going through one of those periods of rapid change that requires a rearticulation of Japanese identity. World War II has been lost, Japanās heinous war crimes and savage imperialism have have beenĀ forciblyĀ ended, the country is in shambles and canāt resist further Westernisation and US influence. Our protagonist, Yozo, is living in a society still ruled by strict expectations of conformity and obedience, but that is fracturing under pressure. Yozo only has this cultural language to express himself in, a language that doesnāt match who he really is and canāt quite convey the complexities and the depths of his lived experience. But still, he decides to sit down and try anyway, to write about all the pain he has both experienced and witnessed (rigid social expectations, dehumanisation, war) in a society that sees responding to that pain as a form of weakness and even madness.
At this point in the review, I have to be honest. I 100% think that Yozo, as he describes himself and his experiences in this novel, is autistic, and so I canāt help but relate to him on that level. His deep feelings of isolation, his problems with socialising, with being human, with just existing in a society that is actively hostile towards him⦠These are all feelings that are very familiar to me, and so I couldnāt help but empathise with Yozo. Itās not possible to grow up autistic in a context that lacks understanding of your neurotype, punishes autistic behavior, and is full of complex unspoken social rules, and not be traumatised by it. And Yozo is not only autistic and heavily masking, but he is also dealing with the trauma of being repeatedly sexually assaulted as a child. So, he doesnāt get a great start in life. And, with all that baggage and no help in understanding himself and his experiences from any lens other than that of guilt and shame, it all goes downhill from there for him.
Unfortunately, for someone who can relate to Yozoās state of mind as he enters adolescence and then adulthood, his ādownfallā is not surprising, nor did I find the decisions he makes shocking. I thankfully have managed to not fall into substance addiction by a combination of sheer luck and genetics, but the same can not be said for other neurodivergent people in my family. Itās a tale as old as time: display autistic traits ā be rejected or harmed by others because of it ā start masking and live in fear of being āfound outāā lose yourself + gain a depression and anxiety disorder in the process (yay!)ā fall into addiction to cope with both your feelings and the pressures of socialising and forcing yourself to live a neurotypical life. This is the path Yozo finds himself in very early in his life; a path that, with no understanding of why he doesnāt feel human, of why thereās this deep well of loneliness and anxiety inside him that he canāt seem to fill, he canāt escape.
This is a novel about trauma, addiction, self-destruction, fear, suffering, and the monsters we can become when we canāt find a way to stop the pain. Itās the story of someone who canāt accept the cruelty and the greyness of a world run by greed, competition and power, but who also has no framework to articulate those feelings, nor anyone else who seems to see how bleak of a world we have created for ourselves. Yozo lives in a society that, once it deems someone as āinsaneā and in need of psychological assistance, it also deems that person as no longer human. I thought all of those feelings, and the struggle of it all, were expressed very directly in this novel, with no sugar-coating. Yozo becomes a horrible person in a horrible society that has failed him from day one, and despite his many blatant flaws, I couldnāt help but feel for him.
Let me end this review by saying that this book wonāt be for everyone. Thereās some awful content in here, being inside Yozoās mind is no fun, and he does also embody the deeply misogynistic and ableist ideology of his time. I could read this novel in the context it was written in and, also because of my own personal experiences, deeply relate to Yozo and find this account of his (i.e. Dazaiās) life valuable and touching. However, this is a very uncomfortable read at times, and so if you find the misogyny or the content to be too much, itās perfectly fine to put this novel down and go read something else. You donāt have to suffer through it. My positive review is not an endorsement but rather a reflection of my own personal experience of this novel.
There are more aspects of this novel that I would like to discuss, but given that this review is already way too long, I think Iām going to let the book sit and come back to the forum with more thoughts once Iāve processed it all. Now I shall go pick up some lighter, happier reads to remind myself that there are also good things in life... And if you made it this far, thank you for reading my review to the end!
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