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Beholderess

Russian queer girl pursuing escapism. Nonfiction, fantasy and light horror

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My Taste
Vespertine
Beware of Chicken (Beware of Chicken, #1)
Braiding Sweetgrass: Indigenous Wisdom, Scientific Knowledge and the Teachings of Plants
Reading...
The Serviceberry: Abundance and Reciprocity in the Natural World
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Pieces of Home
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Diavola
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Reading Tolkien in Chinese: Religion, Fantasy and Translation (Perspectives on Fantasy)
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Post from the Diavola forum

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  • Diavola
    Thoughts from 68%

    Well, shit indeed Just when you thought the story is over…

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  • Diavola
    Thoughts from 63%

    Okay, that’s how you get tetanus :)

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  • Beholderess commented on amanda_the_tangerine's review of The Flamingo's Fated Mate (Lawn Ornament Shifters, #1)

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  • The Flamingo's Fated Mate (Lawn Ornament Shifters, #1)
    Mar 18, 2026
    5.0
    Enjoyment: 5.0Quality: 4.5Characters: 5.0Plot: 4.0
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    First of all, why don't we have a flamingo emoji???

    Second of all, I read this as a joke, why was it so good?? Frank is a sweetheart and a gentleman, Anita is adorable and a klutz, but not in an annoying way. They're both dorks together, and most important of all: They actually have chemistry!! Anita doesn't have insta love for him, and they don't even have insta lust for one another, they actually laugh and joke and enjoy each other's company!! (Low bar, I know, but I've read enough books) Obviously this is not a slow burn, but it's as slow of a burn as you could imagine with that pagecount, and I loved all the ways in which they seemed to complement each other aside from the usual unga bunga I wanna bang shenanigans that tend to happen in some fated mates shape-shifting romances 10 pages in. Also, I loved every dumb joke and every flock innuendo thrown in this, they genuinely made me laugh and that is not easy for me.

    It's just... It's just such a sweet story and I genuinely liked it, ok? 😭 and the flamingo alter ego was funny, too?? Everything was good! I'm sorry your honor, I love him! Pink feathers and a beak and all!! That's my man and I will stand by him!! 😭

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  • The Serviceberry: Abundance and Reciprocity in the Natural World
    Thoughts from 31%

    Okay, this particular example about storing meat does not quite land for me. Because nothing in the idea of storing implies “only storing for yourself”. Scarcity does exist. Meat supply is uncertain. And preserving might mean preserving for the future for your neighbor as well

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  • The Serviceberry: Abundance and Reciprocity in the Natural World
    Thoughts from 37%

    "A Paradise Built in Hell describes how gift economies seem to arise spontaneously in times of disaster. When human survival is threatened, compassionate acts overrule market economies."

    This is so interesting, I wanna further read into this phenomenon!

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  • The Serviceberry: Abundance and Reciprocity in the Natural World
    Thoughts from 31%

    Okay, this particular example about storing meat does not quite land for me. Because nothing in the idea of storing implies “only storing for yourself”. Scarcity does exist. Meat supply is uncertain. And preserving might mean preserving for the future for your neighbor as well

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  • Beholderess commented on a post

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  • The Light Eaters: How the Unseen World of Plant Intelligence Offers a New Understanding of Life on Earth
    Thoughts from 42%
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  • The A.I. Who Loved Me
    100%, but no spoilers.

    Well, I have to say, I was tempted to DNF a LOT, but the last 30% was very fun. It wasn’t at all what I was expecting.

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  • Diavola
    Thoughts from 57%

    It’s a minor thing to nitpick, but - peonies? In window boxes???

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  • Diavola
    Thoughts from 57%

    It’s a minor thing to nitpick, but - peonies? In window boxes???

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  • Beholderess started reading...

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    The Serviceberry: Abundance and Reciprocity in the Natural World

    The Serviceberry: Abundance and Reciprocity in the Natural World

    Robin Wall Kimmerer

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  • The September House
    Thoughts from 15% (page 50)

    if my house had a thing in the basement that needed a yearly priest visit on rotation, trussssst I would living in that house no longer

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