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3.75/5 I am going to start with what this book will not do. This book will not hold your hand and ease you into the world. It will not reassure you that yes you that yes this is exactly what you expected from the blurb, it does not promise to be easy. And this will most definitely not let you get back to your mundane life once you have begun to fall in step with the world.
The author tosses you into the world with a smug, ‘so you like epic worlds, let's see how you fare.’ The book opens with impact, and the short clipped sentences with which the world is opened to the reader reminds me of a Grimm, dark, fantasy anime Episode 1, something akin to the first episode of Demon Slayer but darker.
This is a deeply philosophical exploration of a world inspired by Japan and its system of succession and clans ( get your notebooks and pens we've got loads of family tree mapping to do). It is thematically set on the precipice of exploring ones place in a hierarchy that is designed to work against the characters. The book is rife with heavy political intrigue , and the world building unfolds largely through these political mechanations and extended family ties — a historical fantasy lovers dream come true. There are conversations about the balance of things, the illusion that is life and it is all punctuated with some subtle interactive humour between characters , and well placed lore building.
Throughout this all the prose holds steady almost throughout. However, I will admit the shorter, clipped sentence writing style chosen to deliver the impact of the scenes does need some getting used to, and for the first 15ish percent we were left to fumble about observing characters in different corners of the world. Which also made it hard for me to root for or bond with any character initially.
Things begin to fall in line at around the 20 percent mark and we are given clarification and chaos hand in hand. Almost like a reward for those that stuck with the preparation long enough for the magic show to happen.
There is relatively low magic, but if you are someone who likes to fuel their inner rage with musings on societal hierarchy, a deeply problematic system, the use/abuse of power , classism and all it's fun cousins like segregation and commodification of human lives have at it , this one is for you.
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The Book of Fallen Leaves: Book One of the Autumn Empire (The Book of Fallen Leaves Series)
A.S. Tamaki
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I know I'm in the vast minority here but I am not very much enjoying Ana's character. She's so rude for no good reason :(
(Also every time I read 'Ana Dolabra' my brain goes ana dolabra, amor-ooh-na-na, ana dolabra, morta-ooh-ga-ga)
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3.75⭐ "You are more belevolent than the stories say." I was unsurprised. "And who tells those stories? Romans who wish to discredit me? Courtiers loyal to my siblings, who want to dethrone me? That's the thing with stories: you must always know the story of the storyteller."
Because Cleopatra is the one telling this story, her story, to us directly, knowing the end of it, and knowing we knew already, how it all ends, made this quite haunting and powerful. And it does succeed making her feel real, tangible, and intimate.
There is a sprinkle of fantasy but I think it was quite unnecessary; the few things that happen because of it could have happened any other way and I'm personally not a fan of the consequences it all had on the final chapters.
It is also very short (~300 pages) to have all of Cleopatra's life in it, and so we hit key moment after key moment, and because of that, other characters, like Caesar and Antonius, feel way more like characters in a play, with their lines and roles to act out, than real people. It did serve the feeling that it was all already written and they can't do anything but play their role, but still.
I also appreciate the way it made me think about the dichotomy of historical figures. We perceive them a way or an another, hear them painted a hero or a villain, and almost forget that they were real people. A tyrant could have been a wonderful father, or a tender lover, and no real person was ever a perfect fairytale hero (mainly that reflection was about Caesar. I saw him very romantisized as a teen, especially his relationship with Cleopatra, and then, well, I'm a tumblr girlie and one of our most celebrated holiday is the Ides of March, so you kinda get slapped with the reality of his dictatorship and all that and it's just crazy, how so many faces of a historical figure exists at the same time. Anyway). Also the way those people knew they were impacting history but were also powerless to not have those visions of them be molded by other people's (rumormongers, enemies etc) hands and words made me a bit emotional.
I would always be Medusa. A monster and not a person. For how else would the world conceive of a woman with such power? Medusa was a kindred spirit, another woman wronged by white hands and black ink. But this is my story, and not hers.
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Till We Have Faces
C.S. Lewis
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What are your favourite appearances and/or depictions of musical instruments in books? And why?
Mine is in the Hobbit. The dwarves play among other instruments on clarinets! Which is on one hand super exciting for me because as a clarinet player I enjoy seeing my main instrument in the wild ^^ On the other hand, I'm confused on how advanced the people in Middle-earth are with instrument building, because clarinets only really exist since the late 1700s. Though my knowledge on the origin of the clarinet is a bit rusty nowadays xD
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I kind of cringe thinking about how many updates I have for a single book because I know it bogs down my mutuals feeds. Be honest. How obnoxious is it to have to see the same books (that you might not even be interested in) come up on your feed all the time? Unfollow-worthy? Minor inconvenience? Unnoticeable?
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pick a gif that tells me how you feel re: your current or most recent read. no context.
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