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merrybee91

34 šŸ’œ she/her 🌈 multi-genre reader šŸ“š Florida, USA 🐊

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Dark Academia
Fever Dreams & Strange Realities
Pride 2026
My Taste
I Who Have Never Known Men
The Great Gatsby
One Day, Everyone Will Have Always Been Against This
Bury Our Bones in the Midnight Soil
Babel
Reading...
The Dangers of Smoking in Bed
17%
A Feast for Crows (A Song of Ice and Fire, #4)
19%
The Fifth Season (The Broken Earth, #1)
50%
Bad Gays: A Homosexual History
46%
Dracula
11%
Sister Outsider: Essays and Speeches
64%
Writing Down the Bones: Freeing the Writer Within
77%

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  • Rouge
    merrybee91
    Jun 04, 2026
    5.0
    Enjoyment: 5.0Quality: 5.0Characters: 5.0Plot: 5.0
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    Mona Awad’s Rouge has crawled, slithered and slimed its way under my skin and inside me, where it will now be living in my brain rent-free for an indefinite period of time.

    Dark twisted fairy tale vibes? Check. Extensive mythological references and allusions to Greek, Roman, and Egyptian mythology? Check. Did we even get a tiny little Tom and Jerry reference in here and somehow it totally worked? You bet we did, because Mona Awad. And that’s all mixed in with repeated imagery from and references to Alice in Wonderland, Wizard of Oz, all the Disney princesses, and most likely dozens of other allusions that I might have missed. Oh yeah, and we can’t forget about Tom Cruise, of course.

    But if all that sounds like a little bit of a clusterf**k… somehow, it’s absolutely not. Fever dream vibes throughout? Yes. (It is Awad, after all.) But it all works together, in a way that blends modern reality with the all-too-human archetypes of stories, myths, and fairy tales throughout time and across cultures. Mona Awad skillfully uses these references and allusions not just to show off how much she knows (or maybe she does, but if so, let her!) - No, in my opinion, she uses all these different layers and layers to craft a truly compelling story that examines important themes of womanhood.

    From the first page, Rouge immediately presents us with a complex mother-daughter relationship that isn’t afraid to shy away from the ways in which a mother can fall short, while maintaining a delicate balance of love and caring across generations. Usually, I’m not a fan of modern media tropes that paint mothers as flat villains, so I was nervous when I started this book, but rather than a flat villain, we get a truly nuanced (and at times heartbreaking) exploration of mother-daughter relationships and the archetype of the Maiden-Mother-Crone energy across three generations of women who navigate pain, love, and sometimes lack thereof.

    This is also a book about skincare as an elaborate self-care ritual, and the extents to which women will go and the prices they will pay to avoid the wrinkles of aging and the burn of the sun. The parasocial relationship of social media user and skincare influencer is touched on, the screens a different kind of magic mirror that we all stare into every day now, knowing in our minds that we can never live up to the airbrushed, filtered, perfectly-staged faces that we see online…while some part of us longs for it and is made to feel inferior because of how impossible it is.

    Also, literally every single time I thought that some skincare routine sounded too extreme to be real, I’d do a Google search and find that it was indeed very real. Yes, jellyfish is apparently really great for collagen. 🪼

    And if you’re here for the horror, it’s here: when one of the plot’s major climactic turning points happens, it’s absolutely visceral in how it tears you apart.

    Rouge is for readers who want a book that’s far, far more than meets the eye: a book with endless opportunities and rabbit holes to dive into, a true descent into the underworld of womanhood with a beautiful emergence afterwards, a book that will linger on in your mind and soul, if you let it.

    I checked this out from my public library, like I do with most books I read (woohoo go libraries!), but it instantly feels like one that I will want to get for my own personal collection to re-read and treasure again in the future. It’s one I know I’ll be able to get more out of with each fresh read. Even as I write this review, days after finishing, I’m flipping through the pages at random and every page feels like a gem of elegant, atmospheric prose with something more to discover and uncover from The Depths.

    TLDR: Please read Rouge and let it sweep you away with its haunting beauty!

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    The Fifth Season (The Broken Earth, #1)

    The Fifth Season (The Broken Earth, #1)

    N.K. Jemisin

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  • The Unworthy
    Thoughts from 40% (page 72)

    Someone might read me, read us. There are times I think that none of this matters. Why put myself in danger with this book of the night? But I have to because if I write it, then it was real; if I write it, maybe we won’t just be part of a dream contained in a planet, inside a universe hidden in the imagination of someone who lives in the mouth of God. Each of these words contains my pulse. My blood.

    I don’t have the time or words to convey to you how much this passage speaks directly to my heart because of my writing and experiences and spirituality and the multiverse in regards to fiction specifically. I will literally sound insane if I even try. But I saved this passage so quickly. It’s all real, baby, it’s all real and how do you know that you’re not in a book too? Passages like this give me the chills.

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  • A River Enchanted (Elements of Cadence, #1)
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  • The Odyssey
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    I’ve noticed that the concept of treating others according to the proper manner (particularly in terms of polite manners and knowing the right phrases to say and things to do) has come up a lot, and I was wondering if there was some type of social change occurring when the Odyssey was codified or if anyone knew why this has been commented on relatively frequently.

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  • (Country name) gothic

    I’ve currently got Japanese Gothic by Kylie Lee Baker from the library and have Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia on hold.

    It was really funny to me and I was wondering if anyone knew of any other books titled this way.

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  • Books in Spanish

    Im a native Spanish speaker and I’ve been having a HARD time finding books in Spanish that ARE NOT in Spain Spanish. (I speak Mexico-Spanish)

    So my question is: Does anyone have any books suggestions or know where I could find and or read some Spanish books?

    P.s. translated books are also welcome

    Please give me any advice, suggestions, comments, etc.

    THANK YOU!! šŸ„°šŸ«¶šŸ½

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