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Champion: Finished 5 Side Quest books.
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Have had an incredibly difficult time trying to figure out how to rate and review this book. There were some elements I positively devoured: the unapologetic dark atmosphere and themes grabbed me right from the start and kept me hooked (I honestly can't believe this author debuted with a cozy fantasy and then jumped to this), the epigraphs for each chapter were so enriching, and the often unreliable characters had me foaming at the mouth as I watched madness grip them. So many parts of this book felt like a celebration of everything that writing can be, from exploring form with poems sprawled across a page (don't go the audiobook route with this one!) to every moment of shock and doom I got to feel as a reader.
That said... I'm left unsatisfied. So much was given potential and then let down by execution; a bold attempt with a last minute flinch. Not only am I unsure whether this book is a standalone or part of a series, the author seems confused too. The first few parts got so much room to breathe that I was sure this would require a whole series, only for the last 20% to try to chew and resolve everything bitten off, but choke with a chaser of deus ex machina instead. Profound moral questions around "goodness" that seemed the lifeblood of the story were layered with academia and kink to set up an absolutely fascinating exploration that went ... nowhere, with an unfortunate sense of finality. I never felt I truly understood the MC or believed why she felt as she did, despite adoring secondary characters. The core romantic relationship was incredibly contrived, and while I can see groundwork for how that may be intentional to support a sequel, I can't give credit for something that I don't know exists, and within the bounds of this book it just didn't work.
Final note: I read Shields' debut The Honey Witch nearly 100 books ago, and at that point I gave it 5 stars. Though I'm rating An Arcane Study of Stars lower, in many way I actually liked it better, and it's just that I'm reading it as a more experienced (and therefore critical) reader. I actually do feel this book is a step in the right direction for Shields, so I just wanted to explain the rating difference. I'm still hopeful for a sequel and very interested in seeing Shields develop more as an author, because I really believe she's got incredible concepts that just need pushing out a little farther.
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"I slipped into the pizza place and waited in line to order. After paying my seventy-five cents, I walked out with a cheese slice snug in a triangular cardboard box."
75 cent slice had me stopping in my tracks š girl today that'd just cover the fee for the box you're carrying it in š
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For those who (like me) didn't know what salad olivier is when they started reading this book, it's a Russian potato salad. It's mayonnaise-based and has carrots and pickles/cucumbers in addition to diced potatoes, and some versions also have eggs, other vegetables or fruits, and/or meats like chicken or ham. The Iranian version typically uses Persian pickled cucumbers and includes eggs and chicken.
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These chapters completely solidified why Iām already so invested in this story. I continue to be amazed by how much this novel accomplishes with such understated prose. The writing continues to be beautifully understated, but every interaction is layered with emotion, culture, and meaning.
Homaās home has become such a safe haven for Ellie. I loved watching her learn to cook and, in the process, discover what it feels like to be trusted with responsibility instead of simply being told what to do. Thereās such a difference between being expected to help and being invited to participate. Homaās family has so little materially, yet they live with such gratitude and generosity. Even Homaās excitement over her father bringing home leftover ingredients from the restaurant says so much about how abundance can be measured in more than wealth. Food in this novel has become one of my favorite aspects of the story because it feels like an expression of love, culture, community, and belonging.
I also loved the conversation about becoming lionesses. It feels like the heart of the novel beginning to reveal itself. I appreciated that the girls werenāt just dreaming about careers, but about becoming women who could live for themselves while making life better for others. Women who contribute, advocate, and speak up.
One thing I continue to appreciate is how the book complicates its characters. My feelings toward Ellieās mother are constantly shifting. I still struggle with the emotional burden Ellie carries because of their relationship, but the novel also keeps reminding me of the impossible choices women were often forced to make. It refuses to let any character exist as simply good or bad, and I think the story is stronger because of that. Iām unhappy with the choices sheās made, but understanding what she values for her daughter, I can also understand why she made them.
More than anything, these chapters made me think about what truly makes a home. Is it comfort? Security? Status? Love? And at what age, or through what experiences, do our ideas of what matters begin to change? Or perhaps more importantly, what has the power to change them?
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I have never in my life had such a difficult time figuring out if a book was meant to be part of a series. I've seen comments online that the author confirmed it would be a standalone, but from the start the world felt like it could accommodate more stories and the way this book ends makes me really feel there could be some set up for more (no details on why to keep this spoiler free). For those that finished, does it feel like a standalone or series to you? & If anyone sees a definitive answer, please help a reader out and link it šš