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An Education in Malice
S.T. Gibson
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A Dowry of Blood's sexy, messy, baby queer little sister.
This book was so intoxicating, literally. I devoured it in less than 3 hours.
The relationship between Carmilla and Laura is packed with venom and that specific toxic queer feeling of "do I want to be her friend or do I want to make out with her?" competitiveness. This aspect really shines in the dark academia setting. There's so much room for the toxic obsession to flourish and leak out in ways that feel realistic; Carmilla and Laura fighting for the approval of their professor, when really they just want the approval from each other. Truly a tale as old as time for young repressed lesbians.
While darker topics are explored, like grooming & abuse, they aren't the main focus of the story. Where Dowry zeroed in on the internal battle of living under an abuser's thumb and the struggle to gain independence, An Education in Malice instead chooses to center the story on how exploring one's identity and autonomy, and especially exploring repressed queerness, can naturally lead to healing and freedom.
That being said, Gibson's writing style won't work for everyone. She has a tendency toward flowers and poetics, sometimes sacrificing tangible depth for abstract emotional evocation. Her style works exceedingly well in the context of the dark academia setting & emotional displays that lean melodramatic and moody, but can come across as pretentious if you prefer more grounded writing.
Much of the characterization and storyline can feel half-baked if looked at too closely, and there are interesting themes that weren't explored to their full potential. Particularly the idea of possessive abuse being a cycle that can be broken, of power dynamics in all of their forms. However, there's a certain combination of atmosphere, provocative emotion and hot sapphic vampire sex that makes this book simply work.
While An Education in Malice isn't exactly a retelling, having the knowledge of Le Fanu's Carmilla elevates the story a lot. In a way, it felt like the story that Le Fanu's Carmilla and Laura always deserved; toxic, possessive, and unapologetically sapphic.
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WHAT. Baby carrots are just mature carrots but peeled??? How did I not know this.
Not me catching stays in this book because I had no idea. What the heck 😭
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My mom has seen me reading a lot. And now she’s buying books and reading consistently. It feels so good 🥹 we don’t have the same book taste but LETS FREAKING GO MOM!!!
My sister’s next. 🫵
Who have you inspired to get into reading? Do you like the same books? Tell me how good it feels ☺️
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Mercy: Tears of the Fallen (The First Volume)
Chance Dillon
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The Cat Who Saved Books
Sōsuke Natsukawa
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What To Expect - - 'Soul Eater' is a monster romance with spice. It is the first book in an ongoing series of 'standalones' following a different couple in each book.
My Feelings - - I had a great time reading this. The characters were loveable, the writing was decent, and the romance was great!
I like a character focused story, so I didn't mind, but I will admit that there is not much of a plot to this story.
Recommendation - - If you love monster romances and like your spicy books to be mostly focused on the relationship - this one is for you!
3.5 ⭐️ = great story, I’m so glad I read this
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Work Won't Love You Back: How Devotion to Our Jobs Keeps Us Exploited, Exhausted, and Alone
Sarah Jaffe
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The World Health Organization characterizes "burnout" as feelings of energy depletion or exhaustion, increased mental distance from one's job, or feelings of negativism or cynicism related to one's job and reduced professional efficacy. Such a definition of course assumes that one had mental connection to one's job and positive feelings about it to begin with, only the exhaustion part applies equally to all workers. Burnout in other words is a problem of the age of the labor of love and it's no surprise it is often discussed in the context of nonprofit or political workers. These workers are expected, like Ashley Brink was, to give their lives over to the work because they believe in the cause, but it becomes harder and harder to believe in the cause when the cause is the thing mistreating you.
This part really stuck out to me, because as a librarian who is in the weird liminal space of nonprofit + political work, burnout has been on the library profession quota for many, many years. While I could talk about what causes burnout for my occupation all day and can assume some similarities to related occupations, I would love to ask to others comfortable to share: what is something that has caused burnout in your job, that maybe the collective wouldn't know or think about? Feels very open-ended here, but what I'm learning while reading this is that systems partly succeed in our inaction in discussing and being transparent with one another about our work.
For myself and probably for most libraries (though I'll speak to public), our burnout is really related to being the end-all-be-all place for things that are beyond our scope of abilities, funding, staffing, education, etc. We are constantly inundated with people saying "they went to {X} and they said go to the library, so help me with this thing!", which like... no, 1) we don't do X and 2) i bet that person has never been to a library. Yes, we are a great central point to help the community find other resources, but we cannot be every resource.